I was going to write this essay about growing up biracial. I had it all planned out. I was going to start by telling you how, for as long as I can remember, meeting new people always seemed to require explaining just what exactly I am. I had drafted a detailed mental blueprint of where my essay would lead; I would talk about being restricted to one checkbox on standardized tests (and the accompanying inner turmoil about which race is “more” me), about being told to wear a Filipino outfit in my [second grade show about the American melting-pot] instead of the German dress my grandmother bought me. I was going to impress you with my multicultural background. You would have learned all about my struggle to reconcile the two very distinct sides
When addressing self-identification, some multiracial or biracial individuals do identify as being two or more races. Some identity as just one, or that they feel closer to a certain racial group. About 69% of Multiracial adults with a black background considered themselves as black/African American (experiences, social interactions that align them within the black community). While Multiracial Asian adults, with a white and Asian background, feel more connected to the white community than to the Asian community. Another group of multiracial individuals, are those that are white and native American, and around 22% say they have a lot in common with the in the US that is native America. And 61% say they have a lot more in common with the whites.
Upon entering the class I was anxious, curious, and also oblivious to the ideas I would be encountering. Like other students who had not previously spent time discussing topics of race and ethnicity, I myself had nervous tendencies in assuming that such a class may not strengthen my understanding of ethnic and race relations. I realized I knew little about race or ethnicity, and even the possible similarities or differences. However, I welcomed the opportunity to further discover the possibilities of the class. My understanding of race was concentrated in a definition that could be understood as different skin colors. My limited conception of ethnicity applied to people’s origin or where they lived. It seemed as though my lack of
Being an African American in America is like living in constant fear . I constantly feel as if I never truly belong . The feeling of never feeling comfortable fills your chest every time you leave your home . Every time you go into a store your being heavily watched or even followed around because of the stereotypes that cloud your race . The constant hurt of being judged off everything you do no matter how above the statistics you are . Words can't explain how much a endeavor to remain a civilized person in a world against me . Many Americans feel the way I do , which is distressing . In America , African Americans are said to be equal in treatment but it all still feels just like a dream . Racism is prevalent in America because minorities are being arrested or killed without serious
Someone else may not come to terms with their racial identity through the exact stages that I have but, I have gone through most of the stages and that has helped to shape who I am right now. Although I am still going through the last couple stages, these realizations are helping me fully come to terms with being a Mexican American in a mainly white dominated society. The day I met my biological father was the day I learned that I was Mexican.
The moment that I realized what it meant to be Brazilian was rather insignificant, yet, looking back at it, it was a major realization for me. Being a third grader meant that I was just being introduced to standardized testing. All was going well until I got to the question that asked me for my race. Looking at the brief list, I had no idea what to put since “Brazilian” was absent. I asked my teacher what I should do since my race wasn’t listed and I followed her advice of “Choose what sounds closest to the truth”. When I went home later that day, my mother scolded me for choosing “White”. “We aren’t White,” my mother warned, “nor are we Hispanic, Black, or Latino.” “We are Brazilian,” her tone was stern and left no room for challenging. Her sudden passionate outburst left me endlessly confused, and it wasn’t until later that I truly understood what she meant.
The Bronzes had sent their daughter to a pajama party at a Black families place.
My family and friends know I don’t spend much time on Facebook, but for better or worse I am going to break form and launch some thoughts into the ether …
I clearly remember the Minnesota November fall, the leaves crunching beneath my feet as I ran for my safety, the chilling wind gushing through my long brown hair, the rattling of the chain linked fence. It's amazing how at such a young age the brain can obtain such memory so clearly and can exercise the fight or flight instinct. Shortly after I had escaped from the young boy's grips, I was confronted with the vice principal who had told me "I was a pretty girl and I would have to get used to it". I no longer wore skirts or shirts that revealed my shoulders, I lost interest in sports, I found it more comforting to speak to adults rather than children of my age and I was scared of an unpredictable society and that I would have to face things by myself and "would have to get used to it". Those words stuck to me and still to this day. However, I interpret it differently than my nine year old self.
I believe that everyone has their own perspective on identifying different race, ethnicity or gender, etc. I think it is hard for people to have exactly the same perspectives on human traits because everyone has their own opinions and thoughts. However, something I found interesting is that people who have similar thoughts seems to hang around together because they have the same beliefs. For example, at University of Nevada, Las Vegas, we can easily see that people who have same race, ethnicity, class, or religion, etc, they are always gathering together. The question of the essay is how do I identify and why? Personally, I identity people by looking at their appearance and the apparel they are wearing because it is easiest way to figure which
I consider myself an American. I have an ethnic background that originates from Poland, Germany, Ireland, and France. Therefore, I am an American with influences (ancestry) from four different countries. If you were to see me I am certain that you would not be able to nail down one specific ethnic background. I have an olive skin tone, hazel eyes, oblong shaped head, and am 5’9” tall. My last name; Kohler, is German. My mother’s last name is McLoughlin and is obviously, Irish. My paternal grandmothers name was Poblocki and is Polish and my maternal name was Lange and is French. None of my grandparents came over “on the boat”. I am an American crossbred that identifies mostly with the Polish ethnicity.
I grew up in the melting pot city of Miami raised by my mother and father who each emphasized their sides of culture. My father cooked traditionally Swedish dishes and played old Irish movies on Sundays. My mother played gospel music on Sundays as we cleaned the house and danced to the rhythm. To fuse both sides of my ethnic groups, my parents would read the book, “Black, White, Just Right,” which followed a girl that looked similar to me and she too was biracial. As a young girl, with no strong representation of myself in media, it was important that she brought clarification to me that I wasn’t the only one, that being biracial was beautiful
It was the last dual meet in the 2017 spring track season and we were facing our school’s rival, Franklin. Both my team and Franklin had the same record, we were undefeated, meaning the winner of this meet would be declared the division champions. As I warmed up for my event, I was filled with joy because I was told that my team was currently winning, but I was also filled with nerves when I saw how close the score was. I knew that my performance could determine the end results. My teammates and I kept trying to predict the outcome of our event and were repeatedly going over strategy. Before we knew it, the two-mile was announced. We stepped up on the line and looked ahead of us at the eight laps we were about to race. Then, we heard
I've been waiting awhile to write this piece of non-fiction-- and it's some of my most personal writing-- hence the reason it took me so long to put on paper. Mainly, this piece is a reflection: who I was growing up, in my young adult years and who I am now. It explores how quickly one can change and how certain issues take precedence when they never mattered before. These issues have to do with race, my own meaning of whiteness and how I've come face to face with these discoveries.
In most public spheres, people often relate and interact on the basis of race and ethnicity. Race and ethnicity frequently touch to matters pertaining to a common originality or ancestry and might not be based on biological experimentation. People from different racial and ethnic placements habitually find commonalities in issues relating to art and the public spheres. The African Americans for instance relate more to the graffiti and hip hop culture and hence socially engaged artists from other backgrounds might not be able to relate to the street culture of the African American people. Public spheres are also racially distinct especially with the dawn of the mass media. Artists often align themselves with their cultural and racial inclinations so as to target the intended audience (Fotiadi 150). The racially propagated public spheres have shaped the political, social and economic outcomes in many societies and hence remain a determining factor for social artists and the success of their projects.
In a single race family, according to Rosenblum, & Travis (2016), they are more likely to have the privilege of being recognized as a family, since everyone skin tone and features are similar. However, in transracial families, parents don’t have that privilege, since their skin tone and features aren’t the same as their adopted children, which can raise concerns for both parties involved. For instance, being an adoptive parent, concerns of how their children view themselves are important and treating them as if they are white, leave them at a disadvantage. They want their children to see their potential in the world but know they will have challenges, because of their skin tone. Negative comments in front of their children also raise concerns for parents, since it can be hurtful and harmful to their children’s potential.