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The Sadie Monologue

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I'm not in the mood of going to lunch, we have an hour-long lunch every day. The food is quite good, it really is. I mean some days are better than others, but I can't stand those goddamn sonuvabitches that order postmates. Goddamn freshmen do it all the time, they don't know how much the cafeteria staff tries to please everyone. There are a lot of phony bastards here. In order to go up to lunch, you have to walk up this hill, I normally walk up alone; it's depressing as hell. Sometimes I walk up with old Donald, it knocks me out. He's a hotshot, I mean, he made varsity as a freshman in Basketball, Soccer, and Lacrosse. He's not much of a phony but all his friends are. It kills me, the only thing worse than being alone is having goddamn fake …show more content…

It kills me it really does because right before Sadies the guys simply change their personality to get asked by a hotshot. I'm not going, to Sadies it's depressing as hell, there are three groups. The ones that go alone and end up dancing together, the ones that are romantic as hell and have been dating all their lives, and the flits. I'm not sure where I would fit I mean I've never dated anyone and there's no way in hell I would go alone. Prom, Sadies, and Fallball all remind me of old Phoebe. She's younger and brighter than me, definitely Mom and Dad's favorite. Anyway, Phoebe loves to try on long bright dresses and walk around the house pretending that she's older. As soon as I get home from Kent I always catch up with old Phoebe, I can tell her anything and I know she will listen, she always does. I try to keep the conversation interesting and not to talk about the depressing parts of High School. I've been technically failing 5 out of 6 classes, but I'm not going to be expelled. This kills me, but at Kent, some teachers will do anything to bump your grade up to at least a B even if you have failed most …show more content…

For example, Lord of the Flies is about these goddamn boys whose' plane crashed into an island where they were stranded, they then started killing each other like savages. I read a lot since I am quite lonesome; my favorites are what D.B my older brother suggests me to read. Anyway, I barely touched my food; sometimes I just don't eat, it makes me feel like something. A feeling that my stomach is vacant and needs something to be complete, its a feeling I never have. I stared outside and just saw the geese fly away together from the frozen lake. I always wondered my there were so many geese in Colorado in the winter time. I mean, they can't just stand on the lake, that would freeze their little feet. Some animals hibernate but the geese always stick together and have someone to rely on. I didn't feel like going to classes anymore and dealing with those phony sonsabitches, I walked all the way down to the Junior parking lot depressed as hell. Got in my goddamn car and put my red hunting hat with the round part back, just the way I liked it. I bought that hat in New York for one dollar from a

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