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The Crucible Reflective Essay

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At the beginning of the year, I was uncomfortable. I felt like I would not be able to learn as much because of the different environment I was faced with. Little did I know it would be the complete opposite; I would end up learning more than I ever had before in a traditional English class. I was a little uneasy about the classroom setup, rolly chairs usually formed in a circle, and typically a student led class. As the year progressed, I realized that the mobility of the chairs and the opportunity to openly participate in class discussions led to me becoming more comfortable in the classroom and also led to me learning more about how to become a better reader, writer, and thinker. I accepted the challenge of learning in a unique environment. …show more content…

He truly tries to be comfortable in what he understands to be right in an environment that is uncomfortable with his opinions. Although while other people may have doubted Proctor’s decisions and the reasons behind them, Proctor kept making the decisions he felt were correct. Proctor understands what is actually happening within their society and why people are confessing, so he calls them out for this when conversing with Hale. “And why not, if they must hang for denyin’ it? There are them that will swear to anything before they’ll hang; have you never thought of that?” (Miller 69). John Proctor is saying that because the threat of death relies on whether those accused confess or not, many people in Salem will confess to being a witch and being associated with the devil for the sole purpose of saving their own lives. Although Proctor falters once and succumbs to what the people of Salem want him to believe, he ends up dying for what he believes him. John Proctor stays comfortable with what he conceives to be true and morally correct in a society that does not share the same views as him. As Proctor understands that he must die in order to do what is right, he says, “You have made your magic now, for now I do think I see some shred of goodness in John Proctor. Not enough to weave a banner with, but white enough to keep it from such dogs.” John Proctor is saying that although he made a mistake in agreeing to confess to working with the devil, he realizes that him dying for what he believes is much more prideful than living knowing that he confessed to something he sees as morally incorrect. Proctor sticking with his gut and making decisions that he deems right and appropriate and dying for the decisions he makes show that he values doing what is honorable and being comfortable with those decisions even if others around you do not share the

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