Some years ago, when all my children were very young, I attempted suicide. As I lay in intensive care wanting to just die and wondering why I did not my mother visited me and told me that if I kill myself that is the only sin that God cannot forgive me for. Still not convinced I received another visit from my son who had to be about 9 years old at the time. When I looked into his eyes; I knew that I had to live. It was as if he was saying to me at that time that if you have given up I have no reason to live either. Having decided now to live I wanted to give my children the best life I possibly could which was not easy. I was a mother of 5 with a husband who was not supportive and who was very abusive. By this time though my mind was made up that me and and my …show more content…
Fascinated by both religion and language; I barely gave these 2 subjects a chance because I could not see how doing so was going to pay any of my Bills. So I did other things to make money. Now several years later, all the kids are grown and self supporting and I am reaching back to try to fulfill a dream of studying religion and language before I get too old. I will still need to work to support myself and am not quite sure how these studies will benefit me in that aspect but this time I am stepping out on a tiny bit of faith and praying that God will open the door. Grateful also am I to Colorado Christian University for offering this program online because if I had to attend a traditional classroom I would not be able to for several reasons. In addition, because I am able to study in the privacy of my own home I do not have to explain to my fellow Islamic Community why at this age or stage in my life I have chosen Biblical Studies as a major. Originally I had chosen Health Care Administration because I currently work in a hospital and thought it might be easier for me to remain in the same
The current suicide rate among 15- to 24-year olds is quite disturbing. Growing in numbers since 2007, the latest toll taken in 2013 on suicide within college settings is 11.1 deaths per 100,000 people (Scelfo, 2015). According to the article Suicide on Campus and the Pressure of Perfection, Pennsylvania State University had six students commit suicide in a 13-month stretch (Scelfo, 2015). Suicide within college settings are usually linked with severe depression. As mentioned by Kevin Breel in the Confessions of a Depressed Comic Ted Talk, depression is not sadness, real depression is being sad when everything in your life is going right and this, this I can personally relate to.
Researchers conduct hypotheses that suicide could be contagious. Researchers had a total of 22,064 individuals ages 12 to 17. When conducting the study they met on cycles to monitor the exposure to suicide. All groups which were separated into age had an outcome of 95% of exposure to suicide. Researchers also questioned how often certain groups were or had feelings of depression or suicidal thoughts from stressful events during the cycles. In further research, 24.1% from the ages 16 and 17 responded that someone from school has committed suicide and which 20.1%
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It is my wish to study Medicine as this is a career which would best allow me to explore my interests in becoming a paediatrician, so that I may gain the opportunity to help those who have yet to experience the joys of life. Although I have always had an interest in pursuing a career in medicine, a notable shift occurred during a Leukaemia scare, which caused my younger brother s platelet count to drop well below acceptable levels and we were told that there was a very high likelihood of the cause being cancer. Although after three days in a hospital it was discovered that my brother instead had contracted a rare tropical disease, the memory of the kindness, wisdom and care presented towards my brother by the paediatricians is something that
Durkheim argues that the suicide rate is a social factor that can be interpreted as an indicator for social solidarity within a society (http://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/BF01114474).
Since this was the first day after a three day weekend, which cancelled one of our class sessions, we started the class with a review of the last week and how the course would work out. Also, to make the roll call a little more fun, we had to say what kind of food we would bring to a deserted island. For me, I said I would bring my mother’s own version of a “Frikandelle” which is a shredded turkey patty and no one apparently knew what I was talking about. Everyone mostly chose common recipes like pizza and burgers but, after having those things daily for the last three months (excluding winter break), I know I would be better off with something closer to home. After that, we did our daily exercise of rolling our bodies to our hips and lifting our arms to stretch our body.
I was eleven years old when my world crumbled to pieces as a side effect of depression. Although I was able to force myself to look happy on the outside, my depression and thoughts of suicide ate away at all the skills that allowed me to function in life. I was left unmotivated, unenergized, and wanting to disappear. Out of the 180 day school year my freshman year, I attended only 80 of those days. I was unable to live and achieve the future everyone thought I was capable of having. It took countless hours in therapy, support from teachers, counselors, and family, and a will to continue pushing forward when it seemed impossible. Yet like the lotus flower, I bloomed from the bottom of a muddy pool, breaking through the surface ready to take in the sun.
Suicide rate is a grow problem in the United States according to the American foundation for suicide prevention more than 41,149 suicides were reported in 2013. The highest rate of suicides is committed by adults between age 45-64 and this is especially true amongst the elderly. Older adults are inflected with a terminal disease, loneness and depression and because of this they are committing suicide at a higher rate. Suicide amongst the men is steadily higher than women, in 2013, 77.9% were male and 22.1% were female. Men success rate for suicide is much higher, because their attempt is more lethal, for example, men are more than likely to shot themselves, whereas women are more likely to use poisons to end their life. Suicide Rate committed race/ethnicity was higher among Whites 14.2%, American Indians and Alaska Natives 11.7%, Asians and Pacific Islanders 5.8%, Blacks 5.4% and Hispanics 5.7%. According to the mean method used to commit suicide is a firearm, then suffocation and poisoning. The main cause of suicide is due to mental health condition and depression is at the foremost leading factor.
December 6th, 2009 I woke up just as I did any other day, not knowing that day would be a day I would never forget, a day that would change my life forever. My dad had always been my anchor. Then one day my anchor was broken away from me and I was set adrift. Suicide had claimed my father’s life.
The suicidal signs are easy to identify, and if you identify them early enough you could save a person’s live that could be in danger.
The more a question is argued the better that question becomes it is often said. That question begins to grow and the side effect of this is the more people it reaches. Whether that question can be put into a category of right or wrong it begs to be answered. Knowledge is something that people instinctively need to function when faced with a problem, an answer must be found or it begins to form eminent possibility in any direction. The problem is a question that no one can truly answer for anyone other than the person faced with it, which is one's own self. The arguments from either side of this philosophical problem must not be centered around one's own belief but all that share the dilemma, which is in fact every human being.
Thesis: While Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, I believe That Suicide is wrong.
Have you ever known someone who’s committed or tried to commit suicide and thought, “I wish I would’ve done something, said something, to stop it from happening?” I know I would ask myself that question everyday if I hadn’t. A few years ago, a good friend of mine thought her life was so bad she wanted to end it. I did the only thing I could think, and told the nearest teacher. It may sound so childish or stupid, but it worked. Luckily, she’s still alive and well. I’m here to make sure you can make the difference and help a person who might be, or is suicidal. Just think of what would happen if you didn’t try to help.
Someone, somewhere, commits suicide every 18 minutes. You might never be able to tell who it will be, it could be the person sitting right next . Statistics reveal that approximately three million youths, between 12-18, have either thought about or attempted suicide in the past year. More than 1/3, actually succeeded.
Depression affects everyone's life at sometime or another. Depression comes in a wide variety of forms, from mild unhappiness to a chemical imbalance in the mind. There are many different symptoms that reveal a person's problem with depression. If left untreated, depression may continue to develop into a serious illness or even death.