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Suicide Personal Statement

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Some years ago, when all my children were very young, I attempted suicide. As I lay in intensive care wanting to just die and wondering why I did not my mother visited me and told me that if I kill myself that is the only sin that God cannot forgive me for. Still not convinced I received another visit from my son who had to be about 9 years old at the time. When I looked into his eyes; I knew that I had to live. It was as if he was saying to me at that time that if you have given up I have no reason to live either. Having decided now to live I wanted to give my children the best life I possibly could which was not easy. I was a mother of 5 with a husband who was not supportive and who was very abusive. By this time though my mind was made up that me and and my …show more content…

Fascinated by both religion and language; I barely gave these 2 subjects a chance because I could not see how doing so was going to pay any of my Bills. So I did other things to make money. Now several years later, all the kids are grown and self supporting and I am reaching back to try to fulfill a dream of studying religion and language before I get too old. I will still need to work to support myself and am not quite sure how these studies will benefit me in that aspect but this time I am stepping out on a tiny bit of faith and praying that God will open the door. Grateful also am I to Colorado Christian University for offering this program online because if I had to attend a traditional classroom I would not be able to for several reasons. In addition, because I am able to study in the privacy of my own home I do not have to explain to my fellow Islamic Community why at this age or stage in my life I have chosen Biblical Studies as a major. Originally I had chosen Health Care Administration because I currently work in a hospital and thought it might be easier for me to remain in the same

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