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Personal Narrative: Irrational Fear

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Irrational fear was a prevalent aspect of my childhood. On its mission to scare me to death, the heaviest of the weapons that life had in its arsenal was the annual cabin canoe trip over 10 years at my summer camp in Ontario, Canada. Starting when I was 7 years old, for six days and five nights every summer, we covered as much ground as a marathon and carry our weight in food and packs across kilometers of hilly terrain and desolate lakes and rivers. Eating dinners on the lake and sleeping under towering pine trees is some people’s idea of relaxing, but for me it was a living hell. Every night I stayed awake shaking in my sleeping bag and getting worked up over every loon call or crack of a branch. But what really kept me up was the fear …show more content…

As I got older, the trips got longer and more difficult. On the third day, we had a 2.5 kilometer portage that was going to take us about 2 hours to complete. My good friend Dylan and I were in the back of the group as I was carrying an Axe pack and he was carrying a canoe. As we descended an especially rocky part of the trail, I heard a gasp and the piercing sound of a canoe hitting rocks below. I turned around just in time to see Dylan fall to the floor and grip the bone that was piercing out of his ankle. It was a clean break. I knew that I had to take control of the situation as it could be a long time until someone figured out we weren’t with the group. Having taken numerous first aid courses, I sprang into action. I pulled Dylan’s bandana over his eyes so he couldn’t see his injury and I used my shirt and a branch to create a splint around his ankle. I gave Dylan a copy of a National Geographic magazine that I had in my raincoat and told him to wait for me. My legs trembling, I jogged ahead and after 30 minutes of what couldn’t be considered running from how much I fell, I found the tripper and alerted him of the situation. Eventually, Dylan was airlifted out of the wildness and had to undergo surgery to repair his …show more content…

I knew that I could deal with almost any situation that I might encounter. My last summer at camp included the longest canoe trip of my life and ended up being the highlight of my camp experience. I learned that being calm, cool and collected paid off, and that if I was able to harness this strength, I could keep any situation under control. This new awareness gave me confidence to do things that once made me cripplingly anxious. Looking back on my experience with Dylan, I realized that I could handle being the “adult” in a difficult situation without looking to others for support. After my last summer at camp, I realized that part of my camp experience was not only learning to be independent, but learning the power of independence. After my last summer at camp, I asked out my first girlfriend, I joined school clubs and I made meaningful connections with many of my teachers. The experience with Dylan made me realize the power that I have in me to get results that I want and navigate towards a future that I want for myself, Every time I feel overwhelmed by a situation or something seems unobtainable, I think back to that day in Algonquin Park when I took a difficult situation into my own hands and pushed through the barrier of “I can’t handle this” and I started living my life to the tune of “It’s all up to

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