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Cold Shot Monologue

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Should I do it? My heart sits in my throat as a man and boy come into view. Distant enough that I can’t make out their faces, but too close for my liking. I’ve been here before. This is not good. The urge to shoot the bow immediately is bursting at the seams, unfathomably tempting. Competing thoughts skitter through my brain, unrelenting and refusing to let go. My heart skips a beat with the bow in my cold calloused hands. Too many unknowns in this new, cruel world add a different degree of difficulty to this decision. Instinctively, my first response is to eliminate the threat, to shoot the man and boy. The boy looks no older than 10, an innocent young boy in a world of guilty men. To take a father away from his son is undeniably harsh, this I know. But if I’m to leave the man, the threat he poses is undeniable. I …show more content…

The cold bow in my hands a desperate and depressing reminder of the decision standing in front of me. I shouldn’t shoot. But the man has supplies. It’s been days since we ran out of canned food, using up the last of our water stores just this morning, making the decision to shoot seem tempting. My throat feels like dry sandpaper as I swallow, scratchy, and a reminder of our desperation, the mans’ supplies look plentiful. Cans of food, water canisters, a blanket even. Oh, the things I would do for a blanket. But the boy. The weight of the decision physically consumes me, tearing me into pieces. Paranoid and violent, never attributes I’d proudly claim, yet drilled into me fundamentally as a result of this new world. I hate it. With the love of my life breathing heavily just behind me, my desperation to eliminate any threat rapidly grows. I wiped the sweat from my brow with a shaking hand, panic coursing through veins. My fears escalate and thoughts dart out of control. I am putting this woman’s life in danger by not acting. I need to shoot the man. I have to do

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