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Bullying Monologue

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I didn't mean to start something... I swear! He was just there and my 'friends' kept pushing me towards him, telling me to 'help him out' with his hat. It was barely staying out on the kid's head because of the wind. I know it's no excuse but I don't want to go back to the time where I was the victim. I walked towards the kid, who must have been in year three or four. Honestly, each step I took towards him, the more I was against this idea. His hat flew off his head and my friends said that it was my chance. While they surrounded the kid, I grabbed the hat from the pavement. Tormenting children half my age was not the way I wanted to end the term. I flung it away from me, the hat I mean not the kid, and waited for Danny to catch it. He caught it with ease, obviously, and there it back laughing mockingly at the poor kid. I caught it and threw it …show more content…

Looking back on it now, I only feel sad about it. And embarrassed. I only wanted to end the term positively. I hardly said anything to Ishmael as well... Well maybe I did but... I didn't want to. I don't want to be mean. I never enjoyed being this person at all. I mean, sometimes it felt good to come up with an original insult and for others to pay attention to me because I was funny, but I hated how I'd made others feel. And my parents. What would they think if they found out? I could almost see their glares piercing holes into my face as they lectured me about social life and how I should have been kind and I would have had many friends. The hat being thrown at me broke me out of my hypnosis. Doug gave me a funny look as if the say 'what is going on with you?'. Oh crap. I quickly fixed my sad expression into one that screamed 'bully'. I promised myself last term that I would try to stop the bullying but apparently that was not the plan my brain had for me. Someone please grant me a wish for I shall wish that everyone in the entire world forgot about my being a bully and I could start

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