brother their ice cream, and go back to the counter to scoop my own.
I look out the window above the sink as my mom replies. "Ok, sounds fine, bring a swimsuit, and that light purple sweater for night time, and hiking boots and old sneakers, and LOTS of socks, and-" I listen to her as I search out the window for nothing in particular, until I see a movement in the window of Camden's house on the first floor. I stare at it as my mom drones on, and Camden emerges from behind the curtain and waves creepily.
My eyes bug out of my head, and I take a sharp intake of breathe, j slam the curtains shut, and my mom apparently stops talking.
"What Mackenzie?" She says, and Connor turns around with, now, ice cream on his face.
"She saw a gnome."
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I smash the power button, and slide my finger across the screen for my pattern. I go to Spotify, and start up a playlist. Heartbreak Girl by 5sos starts playing, and I put my phone into my speakers. The sing starts blaring across my room. I smile as I turn and walk back to my bathroom with a spring in my step.
I take down the towel holding up my hair, and start brushing through it with a wet brush, singing to the song a few times.
"I DEDICATE THIS SONG TO YOU, THE ONE WHO NEVER SEES THE TRUTH, THAT I CAN TAKE AWAY YOUR HURT, HEARTBREAK GIIIIRL" I sing as I squeeze some leave in conditioner from the bottle into my hand. I scrunch it up through my hair.
"I gotta get it through your head, that you belong with me insteeeead!" I stop to pretend to play the guitar after that line. I run my hair over again with the brush, and I plug in my hair dryer. Sober by Selena Gomez starts playing next. I sway my hips as I turn on the dryer and blow the air across my wet hair.
"YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO LOVE ME WHEN YOU'RE SOBER! WHEN THE BOTTLES DONE YOU PULL ME closer!" I sing through it, and half my hair is almost dry. I stop the dryer, and spray my heat resistant in my hair, and continue. Oops I forgot. What can ya
I want to spend m forever and my always with you I know I jump to guy to guy because I leave when I get hurt but you don't have a reason to hurt me you have to be the best thing that ever happened to me when I see you my heart speeds up my thoughts get lost with your name...
I can’t wait I need a hit Baby, give me it You’re dangerous I’m lovin’ it Too high Can’t come down Losing my head Spinning ‘round and ‘round Do you feel me now With a taste of your lips I’m on a ride
To a kiss just like a whisper And it takes to kiss When I knew that you were gone And you left the motel When you're headin' off on nowhere But the lady on the door said You haven't left that long, long, no
Connor's face comes to mind, wind ruffling his hair, a smile on his face. My heart twists in the way only love can do, full of warmth and light and yet with the sharp stab of missing him here and I continue to sing.
y Boyfriend’s Slap I taste stale coins and wet words; my lip cracks like blistering sidewalks midsummer. There’s a country song buzzing worlds away, low static radio bleeding love songs while my love song grips my hair by the roots, keeps me spitting static pink blood into an industrial sink, sings Baby, won’t you be my summer night? the slick slide of his tongue hot in my ear, strong fingers dug in tight like five hungry hyenas. His hand trails down and down the knobs of my spine, buried under bruising flesh; with the stars above us he croons, yellow light above the stove flickering erratically, mosquitoes panicking as the glow grows warmer, the lightbulb straining like my wick is shrinking; inevitability is a quiet thief.
“Fine.” I sighed, giving the horses one last pat. I went back and grabbed my luggage handle again. Prefect was already inside. I hefted my stuff into the carriage and climbed in. I shut the door and bounced slightly on the edge of my seat as we began moving. He glared at me and I meekly slid back and sat still. For about ten seconds. Then I got bored and pulled my earbuds out of my bag along with my phone. I plugged in (which means I plugged the buds in my ears and the cord into my phone) and went to my large music library, selecting a favorite album of mine--Bea Miller’s Not An Apology. She was a fairly new singer to the scene, this being her first album. But I loved her songs, they were so empowering and many of them made me want to dance
My eyes open in a flash, and I’m welcomed by the darkness of my room. The nightmares still happen, and has been for two years. I can’t forget that day, for it still burns in my head.
I knew the moment I walked in and saw him standing there that we were going to make love- fierce angry love… the knowledge caused me to moisten
mess I can be when there’s no one there to see” and “could you look the other way cause you love me
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Think back: to your first school disco, to the first time a parent spoke to you like a grownup, to the summer it looked like your relationships would last forever, to getting in the car to drive away after your heart had just been wrecked. What song was playing?
I wake up gasping for air. I just had a dream but I can’t remember what it was. I shake off the disturbed feeling I had and I squint my eyes to make out
Falls into my aching hands, cures me of my shaking debts. Emptied out to numb the pain, completely numb to everything. I’ll find a way to stay awake Divide it up I’m OK. How much more can I take? In some party down by the beach the DJ turns out the beats, goes CRAZY!
"Sometimes you gotta let something bad happen, or else you wont know how to fix things when they go wrong later."
I’m back at home in my shower, I’ve always rather enjoyed showers. I’ve never liked the rain or water or snow. But something about feeling water cascade down your body, warming you up as it goes really gets me. I listen as the song “Last Night” by G-Eazy ft. Kyle starts its slow build up. I’ve always liked to listen to music, whether it be the beat and instrumentals of a song, or the meaning of the lyrics, I’ve always had an appreciation for music. There’s something about this