Everyone in their life time experiences some sort of anxiety. It is that feeling that you get when you are about to take a test or doing a presentation in front of students. But some people, like me, have something worse than just the anxious feeling you get, something called anxiety disorder. It becomes a disorder when that anxious feeling happens frequently and makes you feel uneasy and different
Figuring out that I had anxiety took a while, I always felt like I was anxious a lot more than everyone else and beyond stressed at a young age. It just did not click in my head that there might be something wrong. I was living my life in a low state, depressed and having multiple panic attacks through the day at any giving time and there was no obvious thing that trigger them. I was miserable to the point I did not want to get out of bed, I was too afraid. This caused me to become super depressed, to the point of cutting and thinking of my options to end this cruel disorder that was taking over my life.
After a while, I was fed up with my anxiety. Having around twenty panic attacks a day puts a lot on the human body and the way it functions. I did not feeling human anymore. I talked
Anxiety and Depression in my Life to someone, finally. The first person was my older brother, he did not exactly help at all. He told me I was crazy and that it was all in my head, which just made the situation worse than it was before. I was not giving up there! I talked to my Dad, which at the
I still cry and get scared because the feeling of being anxious is awful. I feel helpless and as if I am being consumed and I have no control of that and I’m not sure I ever will.The thing that has changed about my experience is I accept it now instead of trying to avoid it or dismiss it. I pride myself on my ability to be resilient and my anxiety tests that every day. As I practice resiliency while anxiety I become stronger toward other challenges I may face during my day. Though my anxiety is draining and can be destructive it makes me the strong person that I
Ever since I was young I’ve had anxiety. Every single interaction I’ve ever had has been carefully calculated and thought out before it has happened. Every situation has been worried, confused, and excessively mulled over ever since I can remember. Every anger-filled conversation has left me crying and shaking, and every sad one left me worried and sick to my stomach. Headaches were common,
Growing up I've always struggled with anxiety, but I never really knew what to call it up until a couple of years ago. He said that he would be very happy to give me a couple of tricks to help and to setup an appointment with him if I felt like things were getting worse or weren't getting better. He told me that: giving yourself time away from distractions such as listening to music or doing calming activates would help reduce my mild anxiety, as well as eating a balanced diet, controlling my breathing to deep breathes, and most immortally staying positive and keeping a positive attitude.
This is my life everyday, there is no stop or pause button. Anxiety is a battle with myself to try and find the sanity in this parallel world I now live in. Everything from going to lunch, going out with friends, walking in the hall, and talking to adults are all daily tasks that provoke this voice. However the worst part is when no one believes you. I knew something was wrong, yet I was put down and told I was just anxious. I didn’t even know what I was feeling, and now I was alone. The people I loved the most brushed it past like it was nothing, leaving me confused and afraid.
My anxiety caused my stomach to ache every day. The nerves took over my body, causing me to become jittery and have panic attacks many times a day. I
Almost seven years ago, I was diagnosed with Severe anxiety. With that, the panic attacks started. They started slowly, about once every 2 months. In short time, once or twice a week I would be sent into a spiral of intense panic. Little, everyday trepidations terrified me. I shall never forget when my doctor looked me in the eyes and said the four dreadful words that have completely changed my life, "You have Crippling Anxiety". Even saying those words leave a dreadful taste in my mouth.
Even though we suffer from anxiety, life still goes on. We need to learn how to control anxiety so that we may continue to live and prosper. Most people that suffer from anxiety live normal lives. They have families, they work, they love, they raise children, they take vacations and they look just like everyone else. The difference is, we may become anxious or suffer from a panic attack at any moment. These attacks can range from complete debilitation to mild discomfort. Some people are able to hide their attacks and no one around them is the wiser. For an unfortunate few, the anxiety is so overwhelming that it controls their lives and their lifestyle and their behavior is completely based around their anxiety.
My Anxiety and Panic Disorder have greatly impacted my life in that there are many things I missed out on doing as I was to anxious to attempt them. After my Grandpa died it became more difficult to cope with the anxiety and I asked my mom to help me find a way to cope. This was a difficult task because we do not have health insurence and we can not afford to pay out of pocket for health care. After over a year of searching for a doctor we could afford to help with my ever growing anxiety we found Mercy Heath Clinic. Mercy Health makes it easy and afforadble to get physical and mental medical care for uninsured people. I was able to start regularly seeing both a medical doctor to prescribe medication for the anxiety, as well as, a therapist
I will discuss what Anxiety is, how to diagnose it, and also how to treat it. It is very common and I’m pretty sure most of you know basically what it is. But just in case I will go over the main important things to know about Anxiety. According to the National Institute of Mental Health, anxiety disorders involve more than temporary worry or fear. For a person with an anxiety disorder, the anxiety does not go away and can get worse over time. The feelings can interfere with daily activities such as job performance, school work, and relationships. There are several different types of anxiety disorders. Examples include generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder, and social anxiety disorder. According to the American psychological association, Anxiety is an emotion characterized by feelings of tension, worried thoughts, and invisible changes like increased blood pressure. You can have OCD, phobias, panic attacks, and PTSD. OCD is basically anxiety that takes the form of obsessions and compulsions. I know many of you guys are scared of spiders or bees and that is
Finally, I had enough! I finally got the courage to tell someone that I was having a problem with testing anxiety, they helped me by giving me extra time and tutoring in
Adolescence is a difficult time period in a young person’s transition into their later stage of both physical and mental development. Mood disorders are often overlooked during this time for the brain becoming more developed; however among children, anxiety disorders seem to be the most common disorders to be experienced (Nelson; Israel, pg 112). Barlow (2002) defines anxiety as a future-oriented emotion that is characterized by the inability to be in control and predict future events that can be potentially dangerous to the individual. Anxiety shares commonalities with fear, but the difference between the two being that fear is the initial response made from a present threat, where anxiety is due to a unknown future event. A common
I won't go into those, but these were enough to finally send me to a doctor and physcologist and that caused the WOW factor. ((I was 45 at the time of this)) You have extreme anxiety my dear, and it seems it's been with you since you were a child..." and of course I won't bore y ou with the rest of the conversation, but as we talked, well I talked mostly.. he basically explained what I had been experiencing all my life was anxiety...to different degrees. But as he continued I learned about how the brain works which helped to create a knowledge base and gave me hope I wasn't a
What people with anxiety need to know is You have an interesting and different and wonderful way of looking at things, You’re brave. And strong. And determined Anxiety feels like a big barrier, but even with that, you’re able to push through it and do things that feel scary. That takes determination, strength and courage – and you have loads of all of them. People with anxiety are some of the bravest people on the planet because even when things feel
Growing up around people was terrifying to me. I always had a bad feeling that everyone was judging me. How I walk, how I talk, how I eat, just everything. I felt like I have been in a world full of gods and I was just a peasant. However, I can blame this feeling on one thing, anxiety. I have had anxiety ever since I was little and now it just takes over my whole body. It is as if I am not even myself anymore, well not in my own body. Whenever I tell someone my name, I feel like I would be lying to them. I think my name should have just been “anxiety”. Even if someone speaks to me I try to have a good response right off the bat, but it would end up with me stuttering. If I’m taking a test with a group of my classmates and I would get real nervous and would be afraid to move.