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Anorexia Nervosa Struggles

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“I am forever engaged in a silent battle in my head over whether or not to lift the fork to my mouth, and when I talk myself into doing so, I taste only shame. I have an eating disorder” (Morrow, 2010). For 10 million females and 1 million males in the United States alone, eating disorders, such as Anorexia Nervosa, are a daily struggle. The fifth edition of The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, also referred to as the DSM V (American Psychiatric Association, 2013), defines Anorexia Nervosa as an eating disorder in which an individual persistently restrict his or her daily caloric intake leading to significantly low body weight. An intense fear or gaining weight or becoming fat is present, and individuals use negative …show more content…

She had been in treatment multiple times, including inpatient, outpatient, and residential treatments, but has sustained recovery since her last stay in treatment. Rachael stated that she had troubles with body image and food as long as she could remember, but her eating disorder really began to take control of her life when she was eleven years old. She says that she was diagnosed with Anorexia Nervosa with a binge/purge subtype, so she primarily restricted her caloric intake, but she would occasionally binge on food and vomit (purge) to get rid of it. Rachael says that she did use pro-anorexia websites while she was living with her disorder, but she hadn’t had any interest beforehand. When asked how the pro-anorexia websites affected her, Rachael said, “They didn’t affect me in a good way at all. The websites threw all these “tips and tricks” and images of sick bodies at me, and it taught me everything I could do to be sick. They said it was to be skinny, but really it was to be sick. The pictures made me feel as if I weren’t skinny enough and like I was fat. I thought I needed to look like the girls in the pictures; with their pretty collarbones and their ribs sticking out. The websites made me hate myself.” She then stated that she used them to get sicker, and that she would often use the drastic measures provided on these websites to lose more weight. Rachael also brought attention to the fact that girls who aren’t sick go on these websites looking for tips to get skinny, and often get trapped in the disorder. When asked what her overall opinion on pro-anorexia is, Rachael became very passionate and said, “Honestly, I think it’s disgusting. I won’t even try to put it lightly. Pro-Anorexia is vile and disgusting. Its sole purpose is to make others sick, or keep people sick. It’s anti-recovery, and therefore, anti-life. It’s pro-misery, pro-sickness, pro-disease,

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