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It was a cold, winter night. The wind blew against window, which the house sound like a tornado was happening outside. It was another lonely night, my parents were never home. They both had very successful jobs, they were always busy so they just me at home. They actually told me they bought a mansion closer to their work so, that meant I had to live alone. I am still grateful though, it could be worse. My original family, had abandoned me when I was a baby. The orphanage said they were delusional and that if it wasn’t for that I would be dead. I got up from my bed, pushing the blanket aside putting my head between my legs with my hands over my head. I removed my hands after a few seconds, I looked at my alarm clock on my midnight desk. “12:45 …show more content…

I looked down the stairs, the stairs had twisted midway to the right then down into the living room. The world began to black out, and I fell. Down the stair I went like a tumbleweed, hitting my head. I muttered a curse word, or two. Okay why I am lying, I said 8 curse words before actually getting up. I don’t know why I always do that. Whenever I get up and walk, the world would fade. I would no longer have control or see the world. It nevered happened to me, until that day. That is. The doctor said it could be psychological damage and I should go to a therapist. That therapist asked me what happen before I was …show more content…

I continued the rest of the way down stairs, I had reached inside the freezer to pull a frozen pizza pocket. As following instructions, I put the pizza pocket in the microwave to cook or warm up. Meanwhile, I had gotten a small bag of lightly salted chips and a cup. I went over to the fridge to to get soda. The pizza pocket had finished and set it down to cool off in the freezer. I began to wonder ‘What am I going to do? I can’t trust therapist because they have absolute lust about the money my parents carry and it’s not like I could just tell anybody about my problems either. Then again why should I care anyways.’ I got up to the slider door, and stared at the sunset. Yellows, oranges, reds, purples, and blue all came together so perfectly, with all of it’s colors blended perfectly in harmony for only a short while ‘I wish the world was just as perfect as the sunsets and midest of night’ I continued in thought’ Where people, no matter what group they were in, could just be together in harmony instead of just fighting each other, tricking each other, using each other, or hating each other for one second. Maybe one day…..who am I kidding, really why do I love to torture myself with these thoughts. Thoughts of just hope and belief. I envy those who believe in a god, who get to always have hope and never have to worry for the betrayal of others. But I hate those who shove religion into others faces saying they can’t be themselves

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