Alfred H. Miles, ed. Women Poets of the Nineteenth Century. 1907.
By Love-TrilogyMathilde Blind (18411896)
Her face inscrutable for light;
A myriad larks in unison
Sang o’er her, soaring out of sight.
Burst flame-like from the yielding sod,
Till all the wandering airs were sweet
With incense mounting up to God.
Towards her, from the Occident,
Girdling the cloud-wrack which enshrined
Half the light-bearing firmament.
And trees flung silver to the breeze,
And, scattering diamonds, fleet-foot rills
Fled laughingly across the leas.
And writ in flowers thine awful name;
Spring is thy shade, dread Ecstasy,
And life a brand which feeds thy flame.
Let me lay my lips on thine;
What is all the world without thee,
Mine—oh mine!
Grape of life’s most fiery vine,
Spilling sacramental on thee
Love’s red wine.
Draw me with their force divine;
All my soul has gone before me
Clasping thine.
As the shadow follows shine,
’Tis because my heart’s run over
Full in thine.
O belovèd one, combine,
Mix as rain drops with the ocean,
Mine and thine.
That ye seek the beloved of my soul, breathing low that I sicken for love.
That ye fall at the feet of my love with the sound of one weeping forlorn.
That ye sing in his ears of the joy that for ever has fled from my breast.
That ye droop in his path as the life in me shrivels consumed by despair.
A memory of her who lies wan on the limits of life let it be.
Which lifteth my heart like a wave, and smites it, and breaks its desire.
That drags me back shuddering from sleep each morning to life with its woe.
To that garden where love stood in blossom with the red and white hawthorn of May.
The moon cometh up as of old; she seeks, but she finds him no more.
My face to the earth, and my breast in an anguish ne’er soothed into sleep.
But Love once gone, goes for ever, and all that endures is the grief.