The main reason for Holden's instability is the death of his brother Allie. After Allie's death, he became a different person. He became more standoffish and judgmental than he was before. He started to push people away, and Allies death also pushed Holden's parents away from him. He didn't get the support he needed after and that played a huge part in why he is so unstable. One way Allie's death caused Holden to be unstable is that it caused Holden to prejudge people negatively and harshly. Holden calls multiple people "phonies" and he almost never has anything nice to say when he first meets someone. Whenever Holden talks about someone he knew in the past other than Jane, his opinions are mostly negative. An example …show more content…
Allie's death caused Holden to be like this because ever since Allie died, Holden has been scared to lose someone. He doesn't want to get close to someone and feel the pain of loss like he did when Allie died. Holden is scared to create friendships because he doesn't want to go through another death. He judges people harshly as an excuse to not like them. Allie's death caused Holden to be scared to get close to people. Another way Allie's death caused Holden's instability is because it made goodbyes hard for Holden. He never got to go to Allie's funeral and he struggles with leaving things. An example is when Holden is about to leave Pencey. As he was getting ready to leave, he says , "I was sort of crying. I don't know why." (Salinger p8) Not being able to attend Allie's funeral really affected him. Ever since Allie died, Holden has struggled with change and growing up. Allie's death was a negative change for Holden and it made Holden have a negative association with change . Another main reason Allie's death caused Holden to be unstable is because it caused Holden's parents to
She has also helped him with communicating with people in a way. Holden tells Phoebe that Allie is his favorite person. Phoebe reaction was straight forward she says “Allie's dead-You always say that! If somebody's dead and everything, and in Heaven, the it isn't really- ” (Salinger 171) This shows us that Phoebe is more realistic and mature. Her statement really could've helped Holden with not being in the past. Allie is Holden's brother who had passed away about four years ago. Ever since then Holden has been in isolation from others. This shows us that he's still not over Allie being dead. It could be one of the reasons he doesn't try to get along with living
Life would be a lot more “normal” for Holden if his brother had not died. He still may have his little quirks here and there, but he would not be struggling as much. Allie was one of the few things in Holden’s life that could make him happy. Holden’s admiration of Allie may not have been as strong as it was in the book if
Allie was only 11 when he died, so has not completely live through his whole childhood, which he displays in Phoebe and other children. Holden felt like it was his responsibility for Allie’s death, which is why he is much closer to Phoebe. One day when Holden was walking along Fifth Avenue, he began to sidetrack and feel like he would never succeed to the other side of the street and that he kept on moving forward down, down, and down and no one would ever notice him again. This is where he began to imagine he was walking with Allie by saying to him, “Allie, don’t let me disappear. Allie, don’t let me disappear.
Allie’s lack of appearance greatly affects Holden’s actions throughout novel. This absence is due to his death at the early age of 11. The major loss of his innocent red-headed brother was enough to break Holden at the tender age of 13. When Allie’s death occurred the loss of Holden 's sanity soon followed. “I was only thirteen, and they were going to have me psychoanalyzed and all, because I broke all the windows in the garage. I don 't blame them. I really don 't.” Holden says. When Holden found out Allie died he didn 't cry and morn the way I believe his parents and Phoebe did. He morned through
Holden never going to Allie’s funeral gives us insight into why Holden is still holding onto Allie. After Allie’s death, Holden still went through experiences that caused his BPD, neglect and separation. During the time following Allie’s death, Holden’s family was in great grieving, making Holden feel isolated and not getting the attention he needed to fully grow mentally as a child (“National Allegiance on Mental Health”). Holden also expresses twice, that his mother is still grieving over Allie’s death by stating his mother, “still isn’t over my brother Allie yet” (Salinger 155). Holden is also never close to anyone. He meets with his family a limited amount of time throughout the year, and is kicked out of schools, giving him no permanent guidance in his life. Holden constantly describes his expulsion as, getting “the ax” (107). He shows a continuous changing in guardians, because of his attachment to both Mr. Spencer and Mr. Antolini, both old school teachers from schools he flunked out of. He also dealt with the separation from D.B. his other brother, who moved to Hollywood, Holden seems to be very inspired by him throughout the novel, but is mad that he left (1).
This decision to go alone to New York City shows that being at Pencey Prep was simply making Holden feel lonelier, which makes him feel even more depressed. Holden also shows many other symptoms of depression, many of which deteriorate his overall health. However, the biggest cause of Holden’s depression and what should be considered the top cause of his mental breakdown is the death of Allie and the grief that came with it. The impact that it had on Holden was enormous. During Chapter 5, Holden goes on to describe the night and aftermath of Allie’s death by saying “I was only thirteen, and they were going to have me psychoanalyzed and all, because I broke all the windows in the garage. I don't blame them. I really don't. I slept in the garage the night he died, and I broke all the goddam windows with my fist, just for the hell of it. I even tried to break all the windows on the station wagon we had that summer, but my hand was already broken and everything by that time, and I couldn't do it. It was a very stupid thing to do, I'll admit, but I hardly didn't even know I was doing it, and you didn't know Allie” (50). That night illustrated the first and second stages of grief: shock and
Holden’s deep depression arose from Allie’s death, and at Holden’s lowest moments, he starts to think about Allie. His depression started when Holden “broke all the goddamn windows with [his] fist” (39). Holden is unable to properly grieve for his brother leaving him in bitter depression with the lingering memories of Allie to bring him comfort. At the park, Holden’s contemplation on his own death leads him back to thoughts about Allie at the cemetery. Holden recalls the feeling of guilt he felt when he had to leave Allie at the cemetery so eventually he stopped going. Allie brings Holden back to reality at the park making him go see Phoebe and eventually Allie’s death reminds Holden of why he can’t leave Phoebe. The pain Holden constantly feels because of Allie’s death drags him deeper into depression, but also gives him some comfort in his toughest times. Holden’s contrast of emotions about Allie portrays his inability to stop thinking about Allie and to accept that Allie is gone.
When Holden’s brother Allie died, he went through a very rough time. In the book, Holden states “He's dead now. He got leukemia and died when we
Allie's death have brought a big impact on Holden’s life even though it happened a few years ago. It’s ultimately the reason behind why Holden fears human interaction so much. After Allie died, Holden started to label everyone as a phony-besides his younger sister Phoebe, Allie and himself. The night Allie died, Holden smashed all the glass windows in the garage with is bare hands. The amount of pain that Allie’s death inflicted on Holden must of been extremely painful, both physically and mentally.
Holden experiences extreme difficulty accepting his current realities and one of the main factors causing this is the lasting negative impact his brother Allies death had on his life. Firstly, when Holden decides to leave his school, he tells readers , “I don’t care if it’s a sad goodbye or a bad goodbye, but when I leave a place, I like to know I’m leaving it. If you don’t, you feel even worse” (Salinger, 4). Holden’s need for closure is evident in this quote. When Allie died, it was very unexpected and he was not prepared to let him go, resulting in his denial that his brother is actually
The loss of relatives can often have a huge effect on one’s life. While some people can cope more maturely with their loss, others have great difficulty overcoming such tragedy. In J.D. Salinger Catcher in the Rye and Shakespeare’s Hamlet, both the main protagonists are unable to overcome the death of their loved ones. Both characters are going through a rough phase which eventually results in them losing their desire to live. Not only do they start lacking free will
To begin with, it is evident throughout the novel that the narrator has been traumatized by the loss of his younger brother Allie that died of leukemia four years before the story is told. One could support that Allie’s death influenced Holden’s attitude and perspective on life and human interactions, justifying death’s major role in the novel. Holden himself admits that he lost control and reacted without reason on the occasion. “They were going to have me psychoanalyzed and all, I don't blame them...the night he died, I broke all the god damn windows with my fist, just for the hell of it…It was a very stupid thing to do, I'll admit, but I hardly didn't even know I was doing it, and you didn't know Allie.” Allie's death clearly troubles Holden, but he also uses his memories of Allie to comfort himself in difficult situations. He feels that his brother’s death has been in a way unjust, saying it should have been him to have died instead and at many times proceeds to glorify him by turning him into a role model of innocence while he tries to convey this idea to the reader as well. “But it wasn't just that he was the most intelligent member in the family. He was also the nicest, in lots of ways.”
Holden mentions Allie in the book quite often when he is feeling down. Allie was everything that Holden’s not. “He was terrifically intelligent.” His teachers were always writing letters to my mother , telling her what a pleasure it was to have a
The death of Holden’s brother Allie at a young age adds to Holden’s negativity as well as stopping Holden from accepting inevitable change. Allie dies immaturely of leukemia. “I slept in the garage the night he died, and I broke all the goddam windows with my fist, just for the hell of it” (p. 39). Holden is in the hospital because he broke his fist, and he was unable to attend Allie’s funeral. Holden has trouble accepting Allie’s death because he never said goodbye to Allie. His relationship with Allie is similar to his maturity. Just as Holden is unable to accept his brother’s death, Holden is not able to accept that
One of the biggest issues that holden faces throughout the story is the death of his brother allie and for a couple of reasons. The first reason being that he blames himself because there was one day holden didn’t include Allie with him and his friends. Another reason being that when he found out allie had died he unhinged himself and bashed out all the garage windows with his bare hands and broke his hands. For a pacifist, this is an extreme show of aggression and anger. In doing so he ended up spending the day of allies funeral in the hospital because he busted his hands up. Him not being able to go to the funeral was a big deal to holden because