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Tim O Brien On The Rainy River Summary

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“It was a kind of schizophrenia. A moral split. I couldn’t make up my mind” (O’Brien). The short story On the Rainy River by Tim O’Brien, follows the personal battle of the author on his decision to either fight in a war he did not want to take part in, or run away, which would result in societal ridicule. The feeling of doubt is a universal sentiment that shakes the minds of many, and chiefs various outcomes. To determine the preeminent solution to ones ordeal based off of what the choices have to offer, can bear a great deal of pressure on an individual. Thus, the manifestation of a lack of conviction will negatively impact and consume an individual, as a result of society’s pressures and expectations. The narrator was met with doubt, because he was unsure of whether to listen to his conscience and escape conscription, or to give …show more content…

He “feared the war” but also “feared exile” (O’Brien) which caused him a great amount of trauma, because he was stuck between taking action in favor of his conscience, or choosing to give in. His personal battle had him envisioning “fierce arguments” with community members which reflected the great toll that this choice was having on him. When O’Brien left home in a hazy confusion, he could not face his parents and tell them the truth about how he felt, thus he made it a point to disappear when they were not present. O’Brien, as a result, attempted to use his parents as a justification to go to war, as he was aware of how the community would look down upon them if he chose to stay. Similarly, when his state of mind had “cracked” (O’Brien) when he was at work, it further emulated his inability to face the negative way the general public responded to his

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