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The Violin Monologue

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Hi, Hannah. … Wow, thank you for suggesting this piece. I usually prefer dramatic melancholy music; especially if it's instrumental music. I spend the majority of my life in my head rather than living it, and music like this not only gives the world I'm observing a soundtrack but also organizes my confusing thoughts into perspective. The violins are my thoughts; the voices that continue to run back in forth, like a panic pulse without pause. The piano for me the comforter. The comparing of my life to some else's, saying that things could be worst. It is the soothing hug from my mum telling me everything is okay. The is cello my heavy breathing as my continue to stress about everything. At 1:20 the tempo rises; the violins expressing …show more content…

Shattering the fairytale mum told. I look up to see mum holding on to me from falling; still telling me to be strong, but even her eyes can't hide that we share the same fears. The fear of living another day like this; the continual struggle! The fear of being caught. The fear of this weight forever being an attachment of ours. 4:07 I swing like a pendulum to the beat of my pacing thoughts, as she chants encouraging words for the both us. 4:50 the Violins demand to be heard becomes more intense. Arguing with mum to wake up and realize she is me, and there is no alternate universe other what is here. That it is me that is holding on, there no help, that there will no help. 5:19 My comforter, perplexed that the help was not real. The Piano cannot find it's place. It lost the rhythm. Bewildered, now registering the knowledge that it was just another one of my many voices. And that it too is locked in this prison. 6:00 The Violins mocks us like they always do. Tauntingly, picking off my fingers one by one until I am fully detached from the cliff. Laughing at me as I fall into the darkness, while I breathe in the freedom I am finally away from the heckles. I close my eyes in descending. 6:17 Only to hear the strings of the Violins; I open my eyes to do this over

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