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The Bell Jar Essay

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Depression is a serious, but common mental illness the negatively affects the way a person acts, feels, and thinks. Depression can cause sadness, or a lose of interest in something they enjoyed doing before. It can also cause a person 's ability to work, and affect a person physically and emotionally. Some people describe depression feels as though they are standing under a floor of glass, screaming, and banging to try to get the attention of the outside world, but they go about their lives without you. The problem is no one knows you’re trapped, or can even hear you. There are many times throughout the novel, The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath, that Esther Greenwood feel similar to this. The protagonist, Esther, is a nineteen year old …show more content…

Because she is now out of school and introduced to the business world, she is starting to recognize that all of her past successes are meaningless to this bigger community. She is also beginning to realize now that all of the hard work she put into school never made her happy, and is now left questioning what brings her happiness. Esther has always had a plan for her future, and the fact that she’s unsure of it now makes her more terrified than ever. Later in the book, Esther decides to quit her internship, because of her confusion. Since she now has no plan for the future, she sees no reason to stay at the internship, because it’s only making her feel worse. For the remaining summer, she decides to go back home. Just after she arrives home, she receives a letter addressing that she didn’t make it into a writing course she had earlier applied for, for college. Esther was really hoping she would make that writing course, and because of the rejection, it causes her to feel inadequate, and even more depressed about her future. This event causes Esther to isolate herself in her room, away from everyone, and all of her problems. “I crawled back into my bed and pulled the sheet over my head. But even that didn’t shut off the light, so I buried my head under the darkness of the pillow and pretended it was night. I couldn’t see the point in getting up. I had nothing to look forward to” (131).

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