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Suicidal Murderer

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3 years after Columbine, the Secret Service found that 78% of killers have a history of attempted suicide or suicidal thoughts (Cullen). An example of a suicidal murderer is Eric Harris, co-conspirator and executor of the mass shooting at Columbine. He was suicidal, and wrote journal entries like this one: “Such a sad, desolate, lonely unsalvageable I feel I am. Not fair, NOT FAIR!!! I wanted happiness!! I never got it!!! Let's sum up my life, the most miserable existence in the history of time” (Cullen). Most depressed people start by blaming themselves, but then the blame shifts outward. They typically blame their ex-girlfriend, boss, or classmates, but mass murderers blame society, and they become willing to show a devastating example, make them pay, and die in the process. In the killer’s mind, it is a win-win (Cullen). Harris’ thoughts began to shift, and when he was about to devastate Columbine, he had this to say: “In 26.5 hours I’ll be dead, and in happiness. The little zombie human fags will know their errors and be forever suffering and mournful. HAHAHA” (Cullen). The next day he and Klebold did the damage they set out to do, and Eric Harris’ life ended soon after. The suicidally depressed killers have the notorious phrase “If I go down, you’re going with me” imprinted in their head, and they have proved that they can use that phrase in real life, to the horror of everyone

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