It’s 11 PM, and I’ve yet to even start my little blog fot today. Yesterday I remember thinking that I was gonna be writing a fun post today about my opinions on Spam and why despite it’s feces like taste that it’s amazing, and then this morning I said noooo lets write about something more inspiring, lets write about why you shouldn't always listen to books! But then my day today ended up being anything but inspiring, nothing at all got done because I was just feeling like such shit that the only things going through my mind were how horrible I am and killing myself. I was very much depressed today and you know what, I think that’s almost ironically a good subject to blog about.
What happened today was I fell asleep at midnight when I was
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In my case today I got lost in this weird idea that I deserve to die because anyone else in this situation today would actually be doing things but here I am being a dope fuck me I want a bullet between my brain. It’s stupid, but I know so many other people who have gone through similar shit. It’s so strange that the human mind loves to latch on to these temporary things like a bad grade, getting fired, or whatever shitty temporary thing might happen and make it seem as if it’s going to be this way for the next however many years, but you know what it does… and it sucks.
Now most the time when I feel shitty like this, it usually does just end with me realizing I’m being stupid and getting back to work… but there have been times where I’ve completely lost it. One such example was about a year ago, I was planning to let my head get crushed by a train after I fucked up my relationship with my girlfriend. Thankfully, I didn’t go through but I did end up spending time in a psych ward. It was actually kind of interesting in there, as I remember one of the nurses actually coming and saying “Alright kid, you’re too young to be in here. What’s going on?”
I told her exactly what was happening, I told her about the girl i was dating, how she was the “love of my life” and more sorts of typical sad desperate loser nonsense you’d expect from a loser who deserved to get dumped. I’m glad I talked with her as it really gave me a proper understanding of my whole situation and
Credibility material: This is a touchy subject for many animal lovers across the United States.
My Informative Paper will be based upon one of my favorite Xbox games called Smite. Smite is a 3rd person RPG based on the different gods through out the world. For example there are Greek, Egyptian, Nordic, Japanese and a couple other types of gods. It was created back on March 25th, 2014 by a company called Hi-Rez Studios. Then it was created originally on the PC and came to the xbox on August 19th, 2015.
Pedefiles are a big problem in America now a days and the law is acting as if the pedefiles are getting less time while the drug dealers get more time but if you look at the money that is involved that’s a lot of government money now , maybe that's a problem , maybe that's why they get more time. Whatever it is a child is way more important than a drug dealer and some money. Woman and Men are scared to walk alone at night, how can we just let these bad men take over our fears and make us think like that?
Throughout life struggles are bound to happen but how we react to them defines us as a person. In life we go through many struggles, problems or a “bump in the road” and they help us learn and become a better person. Recently this year I felt as if i lost everything I’ve worked for in the blink of an eye. As I was entering my senior year football season I felt as if I was prone to anything tragic happening to me as I let my head get to big due to my recent success on the field. At the time I currently held 6 major D1 offers and was looking for more as the year went on. Before I knew it, we were playing in our 3rd game
josh “They said something like my grades are too low and that I keep disrupting the class and that I am spreading hate speech by explaining my opinions on subjects and what the actual facts are, I’m not kidding this is so bad I’m telling you because you need to be careful they might charge you with thought crimes and have you expelled.”
The last two years have moved quickly, and everything has changed so much! Lately, I've been in a funk, I've been unmotivated.. if you can believe that, seeing as I just launched my Spring Catalog, but I maybe uninspired is a better word? I have so many thing to write about however, if I'm not feeling it, I just cannot turn it on! It's not that I don't love my pending posts, it's just something is holding me back from writing in the manner in which I usually do and in which you are accustom to. Family life has been weighing on my shoulders and it's always disheartening when family stops being family but unfortunately, you cannot pick your blood line!
Envision ambulating down the street and then out of the blue someone shouts obscenities predicated on the way people look or because of what they affiliate with. Incidents involving animosity happen everyday, and most are looked at as daily occurrences. With the current state of hate speech laws, there is nothing that could be done to put culpability on the instigator. Hate has a strong connection to United States history. Slaves were a result of being hateful to those who were different, and Jim Crow laws were also a consequence of this hatred. As much time has passed since then, America has become more progressive, although there are still people who are hateful of others for they way they are. Hate speech laws are necessary in the United States and should be passed because passing them would create and foster a more tolerant society, help to decrease the negative risk associated with them, and prevent violent acts of hate which tend to be preceded by hate speech.
Let me tell you guys a story. A story about the day that I literally thought I was going to die. The day where everything just went all wrong. That day, I had arrived at school. “Hey Emily over here!” I look to see who called my name, it’s my friend, Gianna. Gianna and I have been friends since kindergarten. “Did you hear about the weather, there is a possibility that we might have a tornado today.” she had told me. “No I didn’t hear, are you for real?” I asked. “I think we are, that is what I heard on the news.” she told me. The bell rings and we both had gone to Advisory. “Hello kids, today there is a possibility that we might have bad weather today.” said our English teacher, Mrs. Mary. “What I tell you.” Gianna whispered, but in a grating voice. “What kind
My day was so normal, I woke up and then went to work. I also had a feeling in my gut that something was going to happen today. I remember walking into my little cubicle and all of my work that I was working on the day before was not on my desk or anywhere to be found. I started to panic because my
During the first half of the day, I slouched around my school, dragging my feet from class to class as I was convinced that I would not survive without any Advil. It only took me a few hours of being a whiny teenager to take into account the law of attraction, and I knew that if I simply pretended like I felt better, I would. I forced a few positive thoughts and convinced myself that I was not only healthy, but also in an amazing mood. It was a great day after all, I was going to study cadavers at a nearby college.
In October 2007, Amanda Collins was walking to her car after a night class at the University of Nevada at Reno, Amanda had her concealed carry permit for her nine millimeter Glock handgun that she carried for self defense. Unfortunately, UNR, like most colleges, is a gun free school, so Amanda, being the law abiding citizen she is, did not have her gun with her when she was raped by James Beila. Beila raped her just a few yards from the campus police office, he then walked away and a few months later murdered 19 year old Brianna Dennison. Amanda went on to say, "had I been carrying my firearm, I would have been able to stop the attack and two other rapes would have been prevented and three young lives would have been saved including my
a failure I was. We talked and she told me, “I will always stand behind you and support you no
Is your internet speed slow? Not only that, are you paying a high price for it? Have you ever wondered why?
There are times in life when everything appears to go wrong. It is like your life is stopped; at