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Have you ever had those days when you felt like you could no longer make it? Those days when you felt down for the count, and as though no one understood or had you back. In that instant, you wailed! Then you stopped and thought to yourself, I’m stronger than this, and the only way out was if you made a way out.
Funny right, maybe even unbelievable! Some people believes it's impossible for someone who is merely nineteen-year-olds or younger to even say they've experienced such trauma or hard times. So they proceed to access me, asking "What bills do I pay? What do I have to stress about? And so on!" It’s not my goal to be a host neither a participant of a pity party. Nor is it a desire of mines to share every waking detail of my life down …show more content…

I can't remember one detail of my infancy, toddler, or school-age years. Maybe I’m not trying hard enough, or maybe it’s something I blocked out and try not to remember. I leave it up to pictures and my family to tell me about those days, though it never seems to ignite any recollection. From what I hear though, it sounded like it was the time when my family was the happiest. It sounded like a time when the family really meant the most to them! Family gathers, we use to have a lot of those. Suddenly it stop, and it was every household for themselves. I don’t know what came over my family, but it seems like all that matters today is who can do the most for you! They're too worried about what the next person can give them, that authentic love. “To come so far, to lose so much and find nothing” (Tan, 133). And they say family is supposed to mean the …show more content…

I don’t know if it was just me or every middle school girl, but drama and mess stayed on my radar for the first couple of years. When I made it to high school, drama no longer excited me. I didn’t desire friends and I wasn’t an entertainer of typical girl drama. I longed for so much more! I wanted to be pretty in both my eyes and others. I wanted friends, though I wanted satisfaction in not needing them! I wanted a mother to give guidance beyond sworn words and corporal punishment. A mother who would love me beyond when it was convenient for her, and I longed for a father figure I knew I would never have. Around this time I went soul-searching, I went looking for answers.
Freshman, sophomore, and junior year of high school could never compare to senior year, though these were the years that molded me! I learned about boys. I experienced my first heartbreak. I got great advice from instructors I will never forget. And those years taught me how to forgive, but never

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