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‘Push! Don’t push. Pant!’ Her head was spinning and the room was swirling. The floor stared down

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‘Push! Don’t push. Pant!’ Her head was spinning and the room was swirling. The floor stared down at the ceiling. Samuel heard the commotion ‘My baby! My baby! The aching voice cried out. He rushed up the stairs like a frightened animal smelling death. ‘Valarie, Valarie.’ His echoing voice kicked at his chest. It was seconds but it felt like eternity before he reached his wife. Cold sweat covered her body as she curled tighter than a fist on the floor in a corner. He wondered if she was dying as the dread took hold of him and he crawled on his hands and knees and took her in his arms. He felt her warm breath. Sign of life! His heart thanked God. He sat cradling her as only the beat of his heart spoke. Fear filled the corners of his eyes. …show more content…

But it felt good that she was in his arms, even if it was her state of helplessness that kept her there. It had been some time that Valerie had taken to her bed. She just fell weak and sick. The kind of sickness that comes from the heart, that manifests in the body. That breaks your mind and haunts your spirit. That leaves you with no choice, but to take to your bed. The kind of sickness, that feels like a dagger twisting and turning inside. A sickness that can kill you! Valarie sobbed and screamed while holding her stomach, bending, curling up. Samuel got real scared. Fear gripped him. He was sure that he would lose her this time one way or another. Either she would lose her mind or die. Valarie was caught in an abyss, caught in her past and Samuel could do nothing. He had no knowledge or understanding of what was going on. His heart began to beat faster and faster. He could hear the pounding, the roaring of its fear. His chest tightened and he struggled for breath. It was baby Sophia who had brought Valarie out of the bed, although initially she had rejected the baby. But something in Valarie craved the child. Yet, she could not bear to hold her and she felt sick when the child suckled in search of breast for milk that she could not give her. Valarie had become hot and distressed, almost afraid, so afraid. How could she be afraid of this tiny baby lying beside her? It called to her natural instinct,

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