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Personal Narrative: The Existence Of God

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. I got irrationally mad at my mom because I didn’t want to refer to my Dad as a disabled person on google. I spent most of that night in a rage, throwing books against the wall, bawling and banging my fists on the floor of my bedroom. “Please help!” I yelled repeatedly. I’m not sure if it was to anyone specific. At that time, I suppose it was to God. Someone’s God. Anyone’s God. When I still believed. I remember the day I realized that my mother couldn’t care for my father by herself. They had just returned from an experimental treatment at the Cleveland Clinic, and I had been waiting for them to come home so I could eat dinner. I had begun the phase where I couldn’t stay full for more than an hour. Since the Grandfather Mountain hike, …show more content…

It wasn’t a large house, so I could make out some noises here and there. Grunts, slips, struggle. Nothing new. Eventually, I heard the wheelchair squeak into their bedroom, wet from the bathroom floor. Just as I turned the television on, I heard a loud bang and my mother suddenly yelled for help. I ran to their bedroom, preparing myself for whatever I was about to see. When I threw open the bedroom door, I saw the wheel chair had been tipped over and my father was on top of my mother, in bed, wet, and completely naked. He had fallen on top of her and she couldn’t move him off. They both turned their heads to look at me as I burst in. Reflexively, I covered my eyes and hollered, “Aw guys…gross!” My parents slowly began to giggle at the innocence of it all. The giggles soon turned into cackles, and it was then, as my Dad’s shoulders bounced uncontrollably from his laughter, that we realized another set of hands was needed. That fell to me. And so, at the age of thirteen, I became both student and caretaker.
Of course, the person who hated it the most was my father. Suddenly the roles had changed. The eventual reversal from parent to child, and child to parent, had happened sooner than we had anticipated. Although I don’t think anyone can ever anticipate it. It’s kind of like anticipating death, or a plane crash. It’s unfathomable and entirely uncomfortable. No one likes to be

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