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Personal Narrative: My Minority Status In The Bronx

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I never once experienced a blatant, explicit attempt to expose my minority status in the Bronx. The incident that I had on the court never escalated because of what any of those guys explicitly said. There was never a verbal attempt to make me feel marginalized. I lived in the Bronx for about one year, and I can honestly say that outside of my culture shock I never experienced any explicit impact from my symbolic markers. However, I implicitly felt as though I was at least seen differently on a day-to-day basis because of my physical characteristics and first language. I often felt awkward on the subway train after 86th street, especially after hearing of the well-known stereotype that I mentioned earlier. I had heard my friends who are people of color from Ann Arbor explain their sentiments of how it felt to be the only person of color in a room, and the implications that often come along with that, such as feeling alone and everyone expecting that person to speak …show more content…

Leaving high school I was consistently in the majority: I co-captained my basketball team and was always welcome to play. In my Bronx experience overall, I often felt racist, close-minded, and self-centered because of the reactions that I was having internally with this new environment. And even more I felt ashamed for this. I quickly wanted to escape back to Ann Arbor to be back in the majority, but I didn’t want anybody to feel bad for me. I knew that what I was thinking was mostly wrong, but I also felt it was human. Large paradigm shifts in one’s life often come with large sentiments, both good and bad. Also, I felt that my experience in the Bronx became easier and easier as I integrated and adjusted. As the shock to my system eased my feelings eased, too. I eventually began to feel extremely connected to the Bronx, the differing cultures, and even my almost omnipresent

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