My ex-boyfriend’s eyes were always his tell. He was a 6’ tall, 250 pound hulk of a wrestler who always stuffed his feelings down underneath years of abuse. He had the shell of a rhino, but if you could get close enough, there was no armor to shield his eyes. I could see when he was proud or excited, I would know when he was mad or disappointed, they would tell me to run or come closer. My favorite memory with him was a few days before our Sophomore homecoming and I asked him what he was going to wear. He explained to me that he felt no need to dress up. I proceeded by dragging his butt to Walmart to pick out a dressy shirt and tie. We had found a lovely crisp white polo and we were searching through the ties when I found this rich royal blue …show more content…
There was just a month until the first practice. I can remember the day like it was yesterday. I was in Fremont, NE spending the morning with my mom and grandparents before going to Scary Acres that night. My family and I had just sat down to lunch when my friend texted me and asked “are the rumors true?” I had no idea what she was talking about so I texted her back and asked what the rumors said but she wouldn’t reply, so I checked twitter. I was panicking thinking about what people were saying about me. My world started to slow down. When twitter finally loaded it felt like centuries had passed. Everywhere it read “RIP TRENT” “GONNA MISS YA BUD” “WRESTLING ON GOD’S TEAM”. I couldn’t breathe anymore. I got up from the table and ran out of the restaurant. My first thought was ‘Cory can’t find out this way, someone needs to tell him. But how?’ I called Cory’s brother’s girlfriend because she was in the same class as Cory, Trent and I. I asked her where they were and what they were doing. She said they were working and didn’t have their phones. It was almost noon and I knew they’d be home by one. I rushed to their house not knowing what I was gonna say but I was only concerned with his well
The aim of this study is to assess the effects of post-traumatic stress on brain functioning, in particular executive functioning and information processing of children and adolescents. This study also aims to evaluate prazosin as a treatment for post-traumatic stress disorder in children and adolescents. Specifically, the study focuses on the treatment of sleep disturbances such as insomnia, nightmares and altered sleep schedules. The hypotheses of this study is that the subjects with PTSD will perform weaker in the tasks given compared to healthy subjects, and that prazosin will improve their sleep cycles and overall conditions.
Initially, Carlos (aka Charlie) was court ordered for treatment to explore his issues with substance abuse, when he was arrested for driving while intoxicated. During subsequent sessions, Charlie spoke of his early childhood struggles with being accepted by his family and his rebellious behaviors. Currently, Charlie still explores his issues with his self-esteem while he blames others for the way he feels about himself. However, Charlie had expressed feelings of anger towards those around him including his girlfriends, ex-wives, manager, directors, and co-workers proclaiming them all as losers and himself as a “Winner!” He has commented to reporters that he has no anger issues and it is everyone else’s problem with the way he acts not his,
Social norms are powerful to the point that they influence the actions of all who are members of society. Social norms are so ingrained in most people that to not follow such untold rules of behavior, likely creates serious tension for oneself. Social norms appear to be unique to sentient life meaning something about intelligence helps in their formation and propagation. It is obvious that some level of greater intelligence is needed in the formation of social norms. There are many theories on the purpose of social norms and how they come to be. The theory that emphasizes the importance of social norms in improving interactions between people seems the most probable. This theory explains that those with diverse backgrounds must often interact and communicate with each other and to reduce the risk of misunderstanding, social norms arise as a form of mediation. Social norms can therefore come into being both formally or informally. When social norms are constructed formally, a group of individuals will specifically outline a set of behavioral expectations for that group such as in the case of clubs or work expectations. Most social norms are informally created through repeated cautionary actions used to mitigate potential conflict. When a social norm is formed, it has incredible staying power. As social norms promote some degree of social cohesion, people generally follow social norms for fear of inconveniencing someone or upsetting them. There is also a degree of
"No buts, son. What I say goes, and I said no! "Howie was yelling now.
Have you ever wondered who these people are that keep you safe everyday? My dad was one of them. He was in the Michigan State Police for twenty-seven years. He has helped save the lives of many people.He started working in the MSP even before he met my mom. He eventually married her and was working nights.He worked everynight to protect us. You. Everyone. Every night, when you were asleep, he was out working. Working to protect you. When he had a kid, my brother Logan, he was still working nights. He had to move from place to place, taking his family with him so he could do his job. When something bad happened, he was there to protect you. Even when you wanted to hide in your house and not come out, he was there to protect you. My dad is an amazing person. This is why my dad is my Michigan Hero.
In their infinite wisdom, NAU have scheduled my health insurance payment for January-May, my “course fees” for the spring term and my first rent and meal plan payments for a week before I get my Student Finance money through. Chloe and I are going to go to the finance office on Monday, explain the situation to them and hope that we can be granted an extension. However, given all the financial guarantees we made to NAU before coming here, neither of us are holding our breaths for leniency (especially not Chloe - we have to the cardiologists today to try and get that sorted). I’m just giving you the heads up in case I need to borrow some money until the loan/grant come through.
“Ya son las Cinco y media,” is what my dad would say to me everyday during summer. We would go up to Redlands to this avocado groove to pick avocados. Under the big, tall, leafy trees we would work until our bodies couldn't take it anymore and needed a break. We would work under the hot scorching sun, our faces dripping in sweat until 3:30. I would always get home tired knowing the same thing was waiting for me the next day.
Toss in the jeans, a pair of church clothes, a t-shirt, and don’t forget the tooth brush. Another trip to dads is on the horizon. But before I can do that I must make it through 5:30 a.m. basketball practice, a College Biology test, a Government essay, a CTSO Executive lunch meeting, and all the while take care of my fake baby for Child Development.
"Victoria! Don't forget to pack, it's your dads weekend." My mom shouted across the hallway in our house. My parents have been divorced since before I was born so every time my father was in town I'd visit him. When I was younger, I would always ask my dad if I could spend the night at my cousins house since they were from his side of his family and that was the only time I could see them. Afterwards it became a routine going over to their house, little by little I hated going there but I was left in silence. One night, my cousin Emily went out with her friends and I was left to sleep alone in her room. As I was slowly falling asleep, I heard the door creek open and quietly shut closed... I quickly awaken, my heart beats as if it is about to pop out of my chest, I weep as movements get closer and he says "shhh.." There he was, beside me gliding his fingers down my belly to places his hands shouldn't be.
My dad was an alcoholic all my memories consisted of me coming home from my babysitters or school, he would be drunk passed out on the couch with beer bottles everywhere, and nascar on the television.
I always have a picture of her with me. Sometimes I doze off staring at it for twenty minutes. Losing my mom at a young age shaped my identity. I am who I am because of her. I have pushed through pain. I am strong and independent. I refuse to get knocked down. If I do, I will come back even stronger. Moving on doesn't mean forgetting; it means living life without the “what if’s”. I’ve grown to accept and value my life. You must appreciate even the little things in life because no one knows what tomorrow's events will bring. Everyone has baggage. Mine is just pushing me up instead of holding me down. I know now, that my mom is watching over my family and her legacy that I carry with me.
At a glance my life, specifically my early childhood, looks and will continue to look pretty easy. An upper-middle class, suburban, white kid, with two loving and supportive parents, grandparents to match - it all seems just peachy. On the outside it looks like everything has come easy to me, school, sports, friends, etc. No bumps in the road, all smooth sailing. However, from my point of view - on the inside - quite the contrary is true. I am where I am today because of one, very specific, reason.
I was nine years old at the time. It was December 15, 2011, just over five years ago. I remember riding the bus after school to my mom’s house, I was bringing back frosting and candy because we had built gingerbread houses that day at school. Two or three days before my oldest sister Aly graduated college. A couple hours after I got home from school my step dad at the time went to take me to my dad’s house, we rode in this big loud truck. Not knowing at the time we got there early.
The story starts off when my brother, Holt and I were sprinting around the house, when we still lived in Louisiana. Holt was about three or four and I was 5 and it was right after Easter. Then my
We had just gotten out of practice for our last game tomorrow and everyone was staying at my house. We were all so excited to cheer at our last game that we practiced the cheers in the car all the way home. Once my mom had fix dinner and we got ready to go to sleep we started getting nervous about attending middle school, Even though all of us were still going to be together we were growing up. Randomly Kay brings up her crush on Yuery and starts telling me that Sam had a