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Personal Narrative: Lessons Learned In The Marching Field

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As a freshman I walked with my back hunched, my eyes dragging on the ground, and I trudged my feet along with every step I took. A life without self-confidence is a mistake, but I couldn’t figure out how to correct my fatal flaw of self-hatred. But showing any lack of assurance in band is unacceptable, and punished with pushups on the hot asphalt of the marching field. “Fake it until you make it,” was constantly screamed in my direction while I stumbled through, instead of properly marching like the others, but little did these seniors know that what they were shouting at me began to teach me a remarkable lesson. If you can’t do it, then fool everyone else into thinking you can. Learning how to “fake” marching and playing did more than I ever realized because at some point in the season, I stopped faking it. I also eventually discovered, this lesson can be applied everywhere, not just the marching field. By following simple techniques, for …show more content…

With schoolwork at an all time high, my first encounter with a leadership position, and increasing tensions with the existing leadership, I believed the band was falling apart. I use my eyes to investigate the students marching around me, and used the last of my air to shout out corrections to their mistakes, but my air was wasted. The same people I tried to correct shot back glaring looks of disapproval, all because they hated the sound of my voice. The relationships I made at the start of the marching season as junior, quickly fell away to classic “high school drama”, and none of us new how to handle it then. It became so awful that Russell called a leader meeting for us to work out our problems, but the leaders genuinely needed to learn how set aside our differences for the betterment of the band. Sadly not everyone had an opportunity to discover that lesson, and the band greatly suffered for it, but I knew going into my senior I understood how to keep my personal life in my personal

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