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My Childhood Memories Of A Child

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In june 1994 my mama found out that she was pregnant, this was a shock because my mom wasn’t suppose to be able to birth another child. I became the little miracle growing inside her. The doctor told my parents he was going to do everything he could so I could live, he was a christian man and he told her “we’re going to pray that God does a miracle.” December 5th 1994, a c-section was performed and I was born a premature baby that weighed 2.5 pounds.
I grew up to be a very strong and smart girl. I was loved and cared for by my parents and my brother. My childhood memories are bright, colorful and joyful. I was always healthy and active. But when I was about 7/8 years old my only brother was diagnosed with cancer. The next two years were about my brother being in and out of the hospital. We practically lived there when my brother got worse. I watched my brother lose his hair and grow pale and on July 28th 2004 my brother died, and my life was turned upside down. All the love I felt was gone, all I got was rejection. I don’t remember much of my parents at this time because they were taking care of themselves. I’m happy they did because they are the 20% of marriages that stay together after a child dies. When my brother died I started turning to guys for comfort. I also took a big interest in music because my brother was a rapper and i wanted to continue music for him, but little did I know that it was going to become my coping mechanism. Music and boys, is what my life

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