Everything about Leorio was so damn comforting, and it had been so long — too long — since Kurapika had been comforted. His eyes were itchy and swollen from crying, and he was simultaneously nauseous and headachy; Kurapika felt like a vase that had been shattered and then carelessly put back together with weak glue. One wrong move, and he would break all over again, sobbing like a newborn. But Leorio’s touch was gentle, soothing, and Kurapika melted into him like he’d always been meant for it. It wasn’t fair to either of them — and it especially wasn’t fair to Leorio, because he was just trying to be a good friend, had always been trying to be a good friend. Deep down inside, Kurapika knew he had no right to dump all his emotional baggage …show more content…
Leorio smelled like juniper and sage, old books and cigarette smoke, the spicy-sharp cologne he’d always disliked. It made him smile, but it also made him feel sad, in some deeply undefinable way, and Kurapika knew he had to pull away, now, before the feeling overwhelmed him. “I’m…” Kurapika lifted his head, sighing quietly into the space between them. “Leorio, I’m so sorry, I…” A hiccup interrupted him, sudden and embarrassing, and Kurapika blushed, realizing how horrible he must look with his tear-stained face and runny nose. He wiped the snot away with the back of one hand, wincing internally at the indignity of it all, but Leorio didn’t seem to mind his hiccups or the conspicuous smear he’d left on the front of his dress shirt; there was nothing but kindness in Leorio’s big brown eyes, and Kurapika would always be grateful for that. “No, I’m sorry,” Leorio replied, self-consciously rubbing the back of his neck. “I didn’t mean...I didn’t mean any of those things I said. I was just so angry…” he drifted off, into silence, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he swallowed. “...but that’s no excuse. I shouldn’t have yelled at …show more content…
“I yelled right back, you know. It’s okay, Leorio, really. I deserved some of that. I’ve been a terrible friend, to you, to Gon…” Kurapika squared his shoulders, meeting Leorio’s gaze head-on. “Can you forgive me?” Leorio exhaled shakily, a cocktail of relief-fondness-surprise flashing across his expression; it used to annoy Kurapika how easy it was to read him, but now it just made him smile, the way Leorio could never hide anything, the way he was always so upfront. “Of course I forgive you, Pika. I —” Leorio paused, uncharacteristically hesitant, his brows furrowed in consternation. “Yes?” Kurapika asked, suddenly nervous. “Nothing, it’s...ugh. Nevermind. Can we...can we please just sit down and talk for a bit?” Leorio’s voice softened, became pleading, “Please?” “Ah...sure,” Kurapika mumbled, shuffling over to the bed on stiff, awkward legs to take a seat on the very edge of the mattress. He felt vaguely uncomfortable, and wondered if it would have helped had he chosen the couch instead, but the thought of crossing that room suddenly seemed like too much effort; it didn’t really matter anyway, because Leorio simply knelt down in front of him, firmly taking his hands in his
Katie rolled her eyes. "Always blame this on me, right? I was having a bad dream, that's what."
“Stop apologising to me, you don’t need to, sweety” she consoles me with her soft, mesmerising voice.
Logan rubbed the back of his neck in thought. “I was hoping I could speak with Delta. Privately.”
“Yeah? If you were really sorry, then maybe you wouldn’t do that every time I have to come in here, now would you?”
Or so Kurapika thought. But when Leorio chuckled and began trailing a hot line of kisses down his chest, his large hands drifting up to roll the buds of his nipples between his fingers, it was all Kurapika could do to keep himself from shaking.
"I really didn't enjoy the kiss that much. Seriously you are not the greatest kisser you know." Sandro had no intention of getting shot at by Rumer without fighting back and grinned back at her. "And yes, now I'm sorry!" He added for good measure as he left the house.
Neither of them said much, and Kurapika couldn’t really tell if it was because they were preoccupied or because there was nothing to talk about. The former seemed like a much more likely explanation, because there was plenty Kurapika wanted to say -- but everytime he opened his mouth, a kind of nervous reluctance would seal his vocal cords, and the words would remain unsaid. When he left Lusko Province for the last time, Kurapika promised himself that he would never get close to anyone -- and until that fateful meeting with Gon and Leorio on a storm-tossed boat headed for the Hunter’s Exam, he had kept his promise, shunning all companionship.
"It was not your fault," Maddox tone was harsh, but words barely above a whisper. "I'll not hear it again."
I turned to see him standing there awkwardly with those goddamned puppy eyes peering at me from behind his glasses. I wasn’t really mad at him to begin with, and seeing him look so ashamed about it just made my heart melt. Crossing my arms in mock irritation over my light blue tanktop, I pouted. “That wasn’t a very nice thing to do,
He dropped his chin on the table and mumble something underneath his breath before letting out a hefty sigh. “I’ll let you get this and one more date for my boy body comments. After that I’m out of the clear.
Rafaela placed a heavy hand on her hip. "Did you just interrupt me?" Rafaela scoffed, in disbelief at the disrespect she had just received.
“I, I am sorry Olive. I knew I just had to. You understand, don’t ya? I had no choice. I knew you wouldn’t have looked twice at me. Am, am I right?” Zane nervously stuttered and rumbled, as per usual whenever he gets nervous or excited.
He was...a much smaller man than Kuro had expected, slim and well-built, with a soft, boyish, pretty face and fine blond hair — but it was his eyes Kuro noticed, even sitting atop his horse half a court away, how they seemed to pierce him, how he stared unblinking, cool and proud and utterly graceful. Kuro felt his heart-rate quicken with something that might have been surprise mingled with no small amount of interest, but now was not the time to dwell on such on things.
Cheadle huffed in annoyance, blowing her bangs off her face with the force of it. “I’ve already asked everyone else. They’re all either busy or working, and I really need Leorio read, sign, and get these back to me as soon as possible. It’s important, Kurapika. Really important. You live within a mile of each other, you could easily swing by his place on your way home and slip these under his door!”
"Did I hit my head?" Leorio pressed, a hint of manic desperation in his voice. It would have been comical had he not looked so utterly panicked, like a man who had been rudely informed of a bomb planted in the building. While Kurapika could always count on Leorio to be transparent, there were times when it wasn't always a good thing. Now was definitely one of those times. He could see the confusion in his dark brown eyes, the disbelief — but most of all he could see the reluctance, and that...that cut right down to the core of him.