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Leonie's Substance Abuse

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It was a sunny afternoon, my friend and I were having a little talk, and she brought up the topic that she had an abnormal fear of the opposite sex, mentioning that she felt uncomfortable whenever she talked to men. She added that she was too anxious to look at their eyes or faces that she sweated every time she did. I tried to help her by suggesting a few reasonable causes of her phobia: the divorce of her parents, raised up by her mother all alone, studying in girl’s school and the forbiddance of young love in Chinese culture. All these factors further isolated her from making appropriate contact with the opposite sex in her puberty. In fact, these social institutions, such as family, education, economics, social …show more content…

After picking up Michael from Parchman, Leonie and her kids are on their way back to home. Leonie swallows the entire bag of meth in her car before police officers pull them over and give them a background check. It is also because she is extremely high at that moment, she cannot do anything to stop the officer from pointing a gun at her son, Jojo. She mentions, “And when he (Jojo) starts reaching in his pocket and the officer draws his gun on him, points it at his face... I should scream, but I can’t” (163). This scene demonstrates the dilemma that Leonie faces-- she loves her children, but her dippy addiction on drug overrides her parental instinct. When Leonie chooses drug use over her children, she is damaging her relationship with her kids and traumatizing them. Later, her daughter Kayla tries to wrap Jojo in front of the officers to protect him. The mutual protection of her children further proves her deficiency as a mother. Due to her destructive addiction to drugs, her kids can never trust or rely on her, which also forces her kids to act maturely and independently at their early …show more content…

There is a time when she gazes at her children, hugging each other while sleeping, which reminds her of Given. She states, “I think Given must have held me like that once… But another part of me wants to shake Jojo and Michaela (Kayla) awake, to lean down and yell so they startle and sit up so I don’t have to see the way they turn to each other like plants following the sun across the sky” (151). We usually expect a mother to be glad to see her children getting along with each other harmoniously. However, Leonie is indeed jealous of her children because they are doing it so well. Jojo and Kayla share their happiness and worries with one another, and their intimacy is building a wall against the outside world that no one can invade. Originally, Leonie also had a caring brother, but Given was killed by Michael’s white cousin at her early age. Therefore, young Leonie had to cope with the family grief over the death of Given, and she suddenly lost a role model that she trusted or learned from. Later, when she is asked to prepare the death of Mam, Leonie looks at the old pictures of Given, and she says “And I want him back so bad then, because I want to ask him: What should I do?” (217). The quote pinpoints that although Leonie is a parent herself, she is not definite enough to make a decision for the family. She is hopeless as there is no one giving her decisive advice and instructing her

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