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Ishmael Beah's Innocence

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During the civil war in Sierra Leone great numbers of people died and if they survived, traumatic images keep them company for the rest of their lives. Ishmael Beah, who was a child at the time, had to face the horrors of war. Beah’s innocence was stolen and replaced with the mentality of a soldier. Fortunately, he survived long enough to be rescued by UNICEF agents. He is rehabilitated but those memories cannot be forgotten and it is impossible for him to have another childhood. When war reached out to Ishmael he was away from his home and was forced to keep running in order to survive. He had heard stories from other survivors when he was younger but as he mentions, “At time I thought that some of the stories the passersby told were exaggerated”(5). …show more content…

One day four men from UNICEF enter the village, talk to the Lieutenant and they took fifteen children with them, including Ishmael. Beah could not understand what was happening, he says, “The squad had been our family… I still didn’t know what was going on, but I was beginning to get angry, anxious” (130). After they were taken to the city with the people from UNICEF they found other group of children who seemed confused as well. When they started their rehabilitation process it was not easy for them to get clean. They were used to be under stress, violent behavior and drugs. He states, “We needed the violence to cheer us up after a whole day” (136). Inside the rehabilitation center they were unable to get drugs, which caused withdraws resulting in more violence. Even thought, dealing with all those children who once were soldiers was not easy, most members kept trying to help them out, “it was as if the made a pact not to give up on us” (140). After several months without drugs, Beah started his real rehabilitation which started when he began to talk with Esther. The author realizes that his humanity is coming back every time he talked to her, “the more I spoke about my experiences to Esther, the more I began to cringe at the gruesome details” (166). This shows that after that he started to become conscious about what he had

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