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I always think how my life could be so different if I wasn’t so anxious and I was more social, outgoing, and confident. Like I could be doing amazing things, but I let my anxiety talk me out of it and I feel like I wasted so much time.
My iPod beeping waking me up to a new start of the day, my first day of middle school. As I lay down in bed, still half asleep, not wanting to move an inch. My heart drops hearing each pound, getting louder and louder; breathing heavily, knowing my anxiety came back for its daily visit. I know I had to get ready, so pushing myself up walking slowly towards the bathroom; Seeing my reflection having tearing eyes, but too afraid to tell my parents to not take me. Each minute passing my stomach dropping …show more content…

I retry my combination lock number so many times and the less students I see in the hallways, they are going into their class. Eventually, it open, I hurry to put my stuff away and went to my homeroom class. Turning red when I saw everyone already sitting down. Realizing there were assigned planners on tables, so I had to find my seat. There were a few empty seats, so I have to look and check which one is mine. When I was walking around I was so nervous, I could feel my face heating up and turning from my fair skin to a tomato. “Karina, your seat is right there.” Mr.Nelson, my teacher, said. I was relieve. Looking around to see who was in my class, some familiar faces and some not; but I did see this one girl who I use to talk to in 3rd grade, Sarahi, she also did not have anyone she knew of, so we became friends.
Throughout the day, it was pretty boring the teachers just introduced themselves and hoping they did not make us play icebreakers; luckily they did not. The best part of school is hearing the bells knowing that the less time I have to be in this rotten hole. “Ring!” that was the final bell; rushing to the doors and hoping into my mom’s car. “Cómo estuvo tu día?” my mom said asking how my day was. “Ok” I say. Walking into my room and thinking how I have to this everything made me breakdown and drift to

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