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Gayle Forman's If I Stay

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The supplementary text that I chose from the summer reading list is “If I Stay” by Gayle Forman. This novel is about a girl whose name is Mia, that gets into a car accident. This car accident is so severe that Mia’s parents and brother died and left Mia in a coma. While Mia is in a coma, she has to decide whether or not to live. It is a choice that can change Mia’s life. She can either finish everything there or continue to live on.
The novel “If I Stay” has a theme of decisions and choice. In the beginning of this novel, Mia applies at Julliard, which is Mia’s dream school and also a place where not many students can get in unless they are like virtuosos. Once Mia tells Adam that she put in an application to Julliard, Adam becomes furious …show more content…

She finally decides to die. Mia decides that she would like to be with her parents. Mia gets tired of just living in the ICU and just wants to finish everything off. As Mia is tired of living in the ICU, she gets furious and feels like breaking everything when Mia says, “I give up and drag myself back to the double doors. I want to smash the double doors. I want to smash the nurses’ station. I want it to all go away. I want to go away…” (Forman 161) This statement Mia says shows the tone of desperation, hopelessness, and anger. Mia is feeling anger from her hopelessness since she cannot do anything in that state and is desperate to get out of that state. As soon as Mia feels like giving up, her blood pressure and pulse ox drops. This shows that just from her split second decision of what she has in mind; it takes a poll on her life. Just by feeling like giving up, Mia’s life deteriorates. Right after Adam comes in and talks to Mia. He is trying to convince Mia to stay and just with Adam there Mia changes her mind and lives. So far Mia’s grandfather tries to tell her that his greatest wish was for Mia to live, Adam wants Mia to live, and even Kim says “You still have a family”. (Forman 220) From this Mia finial decides her choice of living

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