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Essay On Social Anxiety Disorders

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My whole body began to shake before I even stood up. I knew I was next and all I wanted to do was hide under a rock until the school year was over. The teacher called my name, forcing me to stand up and push my chair in behind me. I watched my feet drag me towards the front of the class and I couldn’t tell myself to turn around. There I was, in front of twenty or more judgemental teenagers, I couldn’t breathe. I didn’t bother to look anywhere except the floor and my messy notecard as I shakily read each word. By that time my hands were sweating, my heart was beating out of my chest, and I didn’t know how much longer I’d last. I could hear faint chuckles, someone moving their paper, and whispering which made it intensify in my head. The noises became overpowering and I couldn’t hear anything except that. I was only up there for a good three to five minutes. It wouldn’t have been hard for anyone else who is an extrovert. Except I wasn’t only an introvert but I also had social anxiety. To this day, I still have it, and it’s ruined my life.

I like to describe this disorder as if I’m stuck in an invisible bubble and it shields everyone from talking to me and makes sure that I certainly …show more content…

I’m the one who sits in the back of the class and just listens. You’ll never see me laughing with a friend in the front row and you’ll never remember my voice because I won’t talk to you as much as anyone else would. When you see me in front of the class trying to give a presentation it’ll be the most awkward thing you’ve seen. When the presentation is over and I sit down you’ll still notice me shaking until all the adrenaline runs out of my system. Then, when class is over you’ll go on with your life and forget about my presentation soon enough, if you even paid attention. I’ll look back and eventually think that it wasn’t as bad as I made it out to be and I’ll continue on with my life

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