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Danielle's Body Image

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There is something powerful about looking at ones reflection and not recognizing who is starring back. Can food really change a person, inside and out? That was the case for Danielle. Danielle’s body image is a camera obscura, converting her seemingly normal bodily dimensions, into a dysmorphic revelation of herself. But this was not always the case. As a child, Danielle was privileged to have stay at home mother, who prepared her every meal. During her elementary school years, her mom packed her lunch with the usual, peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Not only did Danielle enjoy the taste of the sandwich, but her mom enjoyed the convenience, making it a staple of the young American’s diet. Danielle enjoy “normal kid foods” like chicken tender, …show more content…

She had to attend a physician in Manhattan, who finally understood what she was going through, believed her, gave her exams, and diagnosed her. Although it was the answer she was searching for, being diagnosed with the disease, changed her life. She was put on medication—which she now has to take for the rest of her life— that made some of the swelling go down, but she could still not loose any weight. Danielle explore different diet options such as meal replacement shakes or eating very little, she says “it was very bad period for [her] mentally and physically.” Her brain could not understand why she was eating so little and not loosing weight, even after she was put on the correct treatment for her disease. She says she had “many societal pressure to look a certain way, to be thin. They were mostly triggered by seeing [her] friends and comparing them to [herself]. Why were they able to eat whatever and still be skinny, while [she] struggled eating very little. Being fit just wasn't happening, no matter what [she] …show more content…

Her weight again increase to more than 150 pounds, which was her heaviest at Stockton. She “came clean” to her parents about her eating disorder, which they now understand more about, as well as her array of mental disorders that ranged from anxiety to depression. Her parents she says, “have always been [her] biggest supporters.” Danielle’s doctors have now prescribed her with pills that should make her loose weight as her weight is now affecting other parts of her body. This pill is an appetite suppressant that is meant to both help with her weight, as well as her depression. She has been on the pills for about three weeks now and says she feels a big difference. Although she has not lost any weight so far, her mental health has improved dramatically. She says that was what was most important to

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