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Critiquing My Cultural Identity

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I don’t remember a time before I was aware of my complex identity. A time before I deliberately walked with my head held extra high because I was told others would instinctively expect less from someone who looked like me. Growing up a first generation Ethiopian girl in Maine, I didn’t have to try very hard to stand out. The contrast of my deep, caramel skin tone and cornrow braids saturated in hair oil to that of my white classmates was immediately noticeable. Aside from my physical appearance, my household was also culturally unlike any of my peers. Everyday after school, I expected the aroma of injera, an Ethiopian staple meal, to greet me as I walked into my home. However, I also expected to feel this immense pressure to reach my immigrant parent’s standard of success. …show more content…

To some I was black, to others I was Ethiopian, and to my brothers I was the “girl” in the family. These debates over who I was claimed a lot of my childhood. As a got older, I felt a sense of resentment towards my parents because they chose to raise me in a place lacking such diversity. A place where I had no choice but to constantly questions the burden others put on my skin and gender. The concept of diversity for some is just an ideal that must be implemented in their place of work or school in order to appear politically correct, but for me it hits much deeper. It’s about finding comfort, just once, in a space usually occupied by one, dominant race. A race not that of my

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