Brent Runyon bottled up his emotions which affected his emotional development.
Throughout the book, Brent kept his feelings in and never talked to anyone about them before and after he attempted to commit suicide. Doing so, this messed with his emotional development. Emotional development involves learning what feelings and emotions are, understanding how and why they happen, recognising one's own feelings and those of others, and developing effective ways of managing them. He needs these things but in incapable of recognizing, understanding and managing his own feelings. The first quote that shows this is, “Before everything, I used to do this thing when I was upset-I used to take all my feelings and push them down inside me. It was like
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He was explaining how his feelings were like a garbage bag and he was compacting to get more in. He also is talking about wanting to shove all his feelings into his socks so he could barry them down into somewhere and not worry about them. This is a good example of him hiding his feelings away from everyone including himself.This connects to the claim by, showing how he literally kept his feelings inside. He explained different ways he wanted to do that and how he thought about it. Secondly another piece of evidence is, “Every time I open my mouth to say what I'm feeling, something stops me and I have to make sure I'm not going to say anything stupid. It makes me crazy. And then, once I've figured out what I'm going to say, I have to go over it, over and over again, just to see if what I'm feeling is right. And then I have to figure out how to say …show more content…
They got in a huge argument, and it led them not wanting to see each other for a while. So when Brent saw her after their fight, he used that quote refer to seeing Megan as being a problem. This shows that he doesn't talk to anyone he knows and he's even scared to see them all and they know so much stuff about her. He could not even speak to his own crush about his own feelings.This connects to the claim by showing he bottled his emotions up from his classmates he would see which indefinitely affected his emotions development throughout the story. Lastly, “I never want to go out in public. What if I see someone I know?” This quote was said Brent when his dad wanted Brent to go to the video store with him. I chose this because Brent is embarrassed of himself. He doesn't want to get stared at and especially he doesn't want to be seen by someone he knows. He has purple wounds all over his body and doesn't want to be seen like that. This shows that he can't even trust the people he knows to see him at his worse. This is bad because if you don't want to even see people you know, you certainly could never talk to them about your problems. This connects to the claim by showing he could not talk to anyone about his feelings and had to bottle them up. In conclusion, Brent Runyon bottled up his emotions which
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