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Being The Embodiment Of The Average Introvert

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Being the embodiment of the average introvert hardly lessened the pressure of becoming successful. Growing up in a household, where I would be the first generation in my family to attend college brought challenges of their own. It was not until freshman year of college that I realized how problematic my shyness and introversion would be. At Monmouth University, I was fortunate enough to be accepted in the Educational Opportunity Fund (EOF) program along with 39 other students. After the program had ended, I realized my reclusive personality came with a high price. During the concluding ceremony, the student participants were recognized for their hard work and accomplishments. When my name was called, I heard someone whisper, “Who?” “I don’t know,” another student murmured back. It did not occur to me that these students whom I shared the summer with had no idea who I was. That night, I kept reliving what those students said in my head. My refusal to publicly participate had limited my visibility to peers, and had exposed my restricted social abilities. Since English is my second language, I have always felt inferior to those who speak English as their primary language. The constant battle of not being good enough nearly extinguished any hope I had of bettering myself. My parents migrated to the United States in 1995, from their home country of Ecuador, and being born the child of unilingual parents interfered with my academics and self-confidence at a young age. Therefore,

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