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Amir's Guilt In 'The Kite Runner'

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In the first nine chapters of The Kite Runner, Amir’s betrayals and ensuing guilt play a crucial role in his character development and friendship with Hassan. His guilt illustrates his loathing and struggle to atone for his wrongdoings. Firstly, in chapter 7, Amir witnesses Hassan’s assault by Assef, but he doesn't interfere. Amir told himself that he was “paralyzed.” He “opened [his] mouth, almost said something [...] the rest of [his] life might have turned out differently if [he] had” (73). Amir struggles to accept his choices, telling himself, “Hassan was the price I had to pay, the lamb I had to slay, to win Baba” (77). Amir uses keywords to highlight the depths of his guilt, saying that he was “paralyzed,” showing the psychological impact …show more content…

Amir’s guilt leads him to call himself a monster. More specifically, the monster that dragged Hassan down in the nightmare that he had in Chapter 7. Hassan tells Amir that a monster “was swimming at the bottom, waiting” (59) in his dreams. In the aftermath of Hassan’s assault, Amir feels like the monster in the lake. He narrates that the monster “had grabbed Hassan by the ankles and dragged him to the murky bottom.” Amir then represents his guilt by telling himself that “I was that monster” (86). To conclude, Amir’s inability to atone for his sins plays a pivotal role in his character’s response to different situations with Hassan and Baba, and how the guilt from this moment will consume him into the “monster” he claims to be. Even though Amir was not a victim, he was also not the perpetrator, but he cannot reconcile the two …show more content…

Guilt haunts his conscience, and he struggles to find a way to atone for his past. He portrays America as a “river,” capable of cleansing him of his sins and offering a new beginning. Amir’s yearning to “wade into this river” reflects his deep longing to be free from his past and let his sins be carried away by the current, to find solace without being haunted by his wrongdoings—a place with “no ghosts, no memories, and no sins” (136), and where he can rid himself of his past. Amir’s desire for rebirth and his willingness to confront his past and seek atonement for his sins demonstrate his determination to forge a path toward a new life. Amir also claims that he can “bury” his past. The start of Amir's new life is evident as he goes to high school and college, even publishing his first book; he begins to bury his past under the river's currents. Amir's new life in America is interrupted when Rahim Khan visits; he reveals that Hassan has a son, Sohrab, and implores Amir to take him in as his own. Rahim Khan tells Amir that “there is a way to be good again” (226). Rahim Khan resonates with Amir’s guilt, offering him a chance to break free of his guilt cycle and find redemption for betraying Hassan. Sohrab becomes a cardinal connection to Amir’s past and an opportunity for him to make amends. To conclude, forgiveness is portrayed throughout the quotes and emphasizes Amir’s

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