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Wolfgang Monologue

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Since the birth of my son Wolfgang, I finally thought everything i have been through; the doubt, the pain, my worth, was behind me. I was proud. I loved wolfgang the moment he moved in me. Feelings in me i thought i never had, To love someone so much without meeting them or knowing them for a few years. I came to pike county children and youth because i wanted the best for my son. i had no control of the place i was living which was my godmother's house. My best friend and coach encouraged me, how to get me to open up something i never do... And trust another human being. After talking to Angela Figi, i felt finally we were going to have the family i never had and prayed for. The day he was born was amazing and a bit scary. Like most woman …show more content…

When they told me about the bilirubin i was scared out of my wits. And self blame started "another person i love is hurting because of me". After alot of talking with the midwife and nurses i knew it wasn't my fault. I was in a lot of pain so Jenessa took over some things while i slowly recovered. Little did i know that was the only time i would be able to. I am not good with pain. It was time to leave this fantastic hospital and head home. I want to point out here that there was no idea that i was about to lose my son. My family was so supportive my god mom brought his furniture and my sisters put it together,and fixed up the room he would be in....when i came home there was a sign hanging in our window saying it's a boy made by Virginia. My best friend called our development to put the announcement into our daily …show more content…

And i will say it because of Jenessa. I was in so much pain. Feeding wasn't an issue it was sitting standing anything physical was bad. So changing, taking care of his wounds was Jenessa. It was not because i didn't want to i just could not and i told his doctor as well. And was to how lucky i was to have someone like that in my life. When we got in the car there was a message saying Angela was there and looking for us.....Everyone knew where we were. now again i must mention this. anytime there was any discussion it was with Jenessa and me or with the family. They showed up at 7:15pm and asked me to step outside with

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