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Euripides (480 or 485–406 B.C.). Hippolytus.
The Harvard Classics. 1909–14.

Lines 400–799

But will not to the last end strive and serve.For some grow too soon weary, and some swerveTo other paths, setting before the RightThe diverse far-off image of Delight:And many are delights beneath the sun!Long hours of converse; and to sit aloneMusing—a deadly happiness!—and Shame:Though two things there he hidden in one name,And Shame can be slow poison if it will;This is the truth I saw then, and see still;Nor is there any magic that can stainThat white truth for me, or make me blind again.Come, I will show thee how my spirit hath moved.When the first stab came, and I knew I loved,I cast about how best to face mine ill.And the first thought that came, was to be stillAnd hide my sickness.—For no trust there isIn man’s tongue, that so well admonishesAnd counsels and betrays, and waxes fatWith griefs of its own gathering!—After thatI would my madness bravely bear, and tryTo conquer by mine own heart’s purity.My third mind, when these two availed me naughtTo quell love was to die—[Motion of protest among the Women.—the best, best thought——Gainsay me not—of all that man can say!I would not have mine honour hidden away;Why should I have my shame before men’s eyesKept living? And I knew, in deadly wise,Shame was the deed and shame the suffering;And I a woman, too, to face the thing,Despised of all!Oh, utterly accurstBe she of women, whoso dared the firstTo cast her honour out to a strange man!’Twas in some great house, surely, that beganThis plague upon us; then the baser kind,When the good led towards evil, followed blindAnd joyous! Cursed be they whose lips are cleanAnd wise and seemly, but their hearts withinRank with bad daring! How can they, O ThouThat walkest on the waves, great Cyprian, howSmile in their husbands’ faces, and not fall,Not cower before the Darkness that knows all,Aye, dread the dead still chambers, lest one dayThe stones find voice, and all be finished!Nay,Friends, ’tis for this I die; lest I stand thereHaving shamed my husband and the babes I bare,In ancient Athens they shall some day dwell,My babes, free men, free-spoken, honourable,And when one asks their mother, proud of me!For, oh, it cows a man, though bold he be,To know a mother’s or a father’s sin.’Tis written, one way is there, one, to winThis life’s race, could man keep it from his birth,A true clean spirit. And through all this earthTo every false man, that hour comes apaceWhen Time holds up a mirror to his face,And girl-like, marvelling, there he stares to seeHow foul his heart! Be it not so with me!
LEADER OF CHORUS


Ah, God, bow sweet is virtue, and how wise,And honour its due meed in all men’s eyes!
NURSE (who has now risen and recovered herself)


Mistress, a sharp swift terror struck me lowA moment since, hearing of this thy woe,But now—I was a coward! And men sayOur second thought the wiser is alway.This is no monstrous thing; no grief too direTo meet with quiet thinking. In her ireA most strong goddess bath swept down on thee.Thou lovest. Is that so strange? Many there beBeside thee!… And because thou lovest, wilt fallAnd die! And must all lovers die, then? AllThat are or shall be? A blithe law for them!Nay, when in might she swoops, no strength can stemCypris; and if man yields him, she is sweet;But is he proud and stubborn? From his feetShe lifts him, and—how think you?—flings to scorn!She ranges with the stars of eve and morn,She wanders in the heaving of the sea,And all life lives from her.—Aye, this is sheThat sows Love’s seed and brings Love’s fruit to birth;And great Love’s brethren are all we on earth!Nay, they who con grey books of ancient daysOr dwell among the Muses, tell—and praise—How Zeus himself once yearned for Semelê;How maiden Eôs in her radiancySwept Kephalos to heaven away, away,For sore love’s sake. And there they dwell, men say,And fear not, fret not; for a thing too sternHath met and crushed them!And must thou, then, turnAnd struggle? Sprang there from thy father’s bloodThy little soul all lonely? Or the godThat rules thee, is he other than our gods?Nay, yield thee to men’s ways, and kiss their rods!How many, deem’st thou, of men good and wiseKnow their own home’s blot, and avert their eyes?How many fathers, when a son has strayedAnd toiled beneath the Cyprian, bring him aid,Not chiding? And man’s wisdom e’er hath beenTo keep what is not good to see, unseen!A straight and perfect life is not for man;Nay, in a shut house, let him, if he can,’Mid sheltered rooms, make all lines true. But here,Out in the wide sea fallen, and full of fear,Hopest thou so easily to swim to land?Canst thou but set thine ill days on one handAnd more good days on the other, verily,O child of woman, life is well with thee![She pauses, and then draws nearer to PHAEDRA.Nay, dear my daughter, cease thine evil mind,Cease thy fierce pride! For pride it is, and blind,To seek to outpass gods!—Love on and dare:A god hath willed it! And, since pain is there,Make the pain sleep! Songs are there to bring calm,And magic words. And I shall find the balm,Be sure, to heal thee. Else in sore dismayWere men, could not we women find our way!
LEADER OF THE CHORUS


Help is there, Queen, in all this woman says,To ease thy suffering. But ’tis thee I praise;Albeit that praise is harder to thine earThan all her chiding was, and bitterer!
PHAEDRA


Oh, this it is hath flung to dogs and birdsMen’s lives and homes and cities—fair false words!Oh, why speak things to please our ears? We craveNot that ’Tis honour, honour, we must save!
NURSE


Why prate so proud! ’Tis no words, brave nor base,Thou cravest; ’tis a man’s arms![PHAEDRA moves indignantly.Up and faceThe truth of what thou art, and name it straight!Were not thy life thrown open here for FateTo beat on; hadst thou been a woman pureOr wise or strong; never had I for lureOf joy nor heartache led thee on to this!But when a whole life one great battle is,To win or lose—no man can blame me then.
PHAEDRA


Shame on thee! Lock those lips, and ne’er againLet word nor thought so foul have harbour there!
NURSE


Foul, if thou wilt: but better than the fairFor thee and me. And better, too, the deedBehind them, if it save thee in thy need,Than that word Honour thou wilt die to win!
PHAEDRA


Nay, in God’s name,—such wisdom and such sinAre all about thy lips!—urge me no more.For all the soul within me is wrought o’erBy Love; and if thou speak and speak, I mayBe spent, and drift where now I shrink away.
NURSE


Well, if thou wilt!—’Twere best never to err,But, having erred, to take a counsellorIs second.—Mark me now. I have withinLove-philtres, to make peace where storm hath been,That, with no shame, no scathe of mind, shall saveThy life from anguish; wilt but thou be brave![To herself, reflecting.Ah, but from him, the well-beloved, some signWe need, or word, or raiment’s hem, to twineAmid the charm, and one spell knit from twain.
PHAEDRA


Is it a potion or a salve? Be plain.
NURSE


Who knows? Seek to be helped, Child, not to know.
PHAEDRA


Why art thou ever subtle? I dread thee, so.
NURSE


Thou wouldst dread everything!—What dost thou dread?
PHAEDRA


Least to his ear some word be whispered.
NURSE


Let be, Child! I will make all well with thee!—Only do thou, O Cyprian of the Sea,Be with me! And mine own heart, come what may,Shall know what ear to seek, what word to say![The NURSE, having spoken these last words in prayer apart to the Statue of CYPRIS, turns back and goes into the house. PHAEDRA sits pensive again on her couch till towards the end of the following Song, when she rises and bends close to the door.
CHORUS


Erôs, Erôs, who blindest, tear by tear,Men’s eyes with hunger; thou swift Foe, that pliestDeep in our hearts joy like an edgèd spear;Come not to me with Evil haunting near,Wrath on the wind, nor jarring of the clearWing’s music as thou fliest!There is no shaft that burneth, not in fire,Not in wild stars, far off and flinging fear,As in thine hands the shaft of All Desire,Erôs, Child of the HighestIn vain, in vain, by old Alpheüs’ shoreThe blood of many bulls doth stain the river,And all Greece bows on Phœbus’ Pythian floor;Yet bring we to the Master of Man no store,The Keybearer, who standeth at the doorClose-barred, where hideth everThe heart of the shrine. Yea, though he sack man’s lifeLike a sacked city, and moveth evermoreGirt with calamity and strange ways of strife,Him have we worshipped never!
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There roamed a Steed in Oechalia’s wild,A Maid without yoke, without Master,And Love she knew not, that far King’s child;But he came, he came, with a song in the night,With fire, with blood; and she strove in flight,A Torrent Spirit, a Maenad white,Faster and vainly faster,Sealed unto Heracles by the Cyprian’s Might.Alas, thou Bride of Disaster!O Mouth of Dirce, O god-built wall,That Dirce’s wells run under,Ye know the Cyprian’s fleet footfall!Ye saw the heavens around her flare,When she lulled to her sleep that Mother fairOf Twy-born Bacchus, and decked her thereThe Bride of the bladed Thunder.For her breath is on all that hath life, and she floats in the air,Bee-like, death-like, a wonder.[During the last lines PHAEDRA has approached the door and is listening.
PHAEDRA


Silence ye Women! Something is amiss.
LEADER


How? In the house?—Phædra, what fear is this?
PHAEDRA


Let me but listen! There are voices. Hark!
LEADER


I hold my peace: yet is thy presage dark.
PHAEDRA


Oh, misery!O God, that such a thing should fall on me!
LEADER


What sound, what word,O Women, Friend, makes that sharp terror startOut at thy lips? What ominous cry half-heardHath leapt upon thine heart?
PHAEDRA


I am undone!—Bend to the door and hark,Hark what a tone sounds there, and sinks away!
LEADER


Thou art beside the bars. ’Tis thine to markThe castle’s floating message. Say, Oh, sayWhat thing hath come to thee?
PHAEDRA (calmly)


Why, what thing should it be?The son of that proud Amazon speaks againIn bitter wrath: speaks to my handmaiden!
LEADER


I hear a noise of voices, nothing clear.For thee the din bath words. as through barred locksFloating, at thy heart it knocks.
PHAEDRA


“Pander of Sin” it says.—Now canst thou hear?—And there: “Betrayer of a master’s bed.”
LEADER


Ah me, betrayed! Betrayed!Sweet Princess, thou art ill bested,Thy secret brought to light, and ruin near,By her thou heldest dear,By her that should have loved thee and obeyed!
PHAEDRA


Aye, I am slain. She thought to help my fallWith love instead of honour, and wrecked all.
LEADER


Where wilt thou turn thee, where?And what help seek, O wounded to despair?
PHAEDRA


I know not, save one thing to die right soon.For such as me God keeps no other boon.

The door in the centre bursts open, and HIPPOLYTUS comes forth, closely followed by the NURSE. PHAEDRA cowers aside.

HIPPOLYTUS


O Mother Earth, O Sun that makest clean,What poison have I heard, what speechless sin!
NURSE


Hush, O my Prince, lest others mark, and guess…
HIPPOLYTUS


I have heard horrors! Shall I hold my peace?
NURSE


Yea, by this fair right arm, Son, by thy pledge…
HIPPOLYTUS


Down with that hand! Touch not my garment’s edge!
NURSE


Oh, by thy knees, be silent or I die!
HIPPOLYTUS


Why, when thy speech was all so guiltless? Why?
NURSE


It is not meet, fair Son, for every ear!
HIPPOLYTUS


Good words can bravely forth, and have no fear.
NURSE


Thine oath, thine oath! I took thine oath before!
HIPPOLYTUS


’Twas but my tongue, ’twas not my soul that swore.
NURSE


O Son, what wilt thou? Wilt thou slay thy kin?
HIPPOLYTUS


I own no kindred with the spawn of sin![He flings her from him.
NURSE


Nay, spare me! Man was born to err; oh, spare!
HIPPOLYTUS


O God, why hast Thou made this gleaming snare,Woman, to dog us on the happy earth?Was it Thy will to make Man, why his birthThrough Love and Woman? Could we not have rolledOur store of prayer and offering, royal gold,Silver and weight of bronze before Thy feet,And bought of God new child souls, as were meetFor each man’s sacrifice, and dwelt in homesFree, where nor Love nor Woman goes and comes?How, is that daughter not a bane confessed,Whom her own sire sends forth—(He knows her best!)—And, will some man but take her, pays a dower!And he, poor fool, takes home the poison-flower;Laughs to hang jewels on the deadly thingHe joys in; labours for her robe-wearing,Till wealth and peace are dead. He smarts the lessIn whose high seat is set a Nothingness,A woman naught availing Worst of allThe wise deep-thoughted! Never in my hallMay she sit throned who thinks and waits and sighs!For Cypris breeds most evil in the wise,And least in her whose heart has naught within;For puny wit can work but puny sin.Why do we let their handmaids pass the gate?Wild beasts were best, voiceless and fanged, to waitAbout their rooms, that they might speak with none,Nor ever hear one answering human tone!But now dark women in still chambers layPlans that creep out into light of dayOn handmaids’ lips—[Turning to the NURSE.As thine accursèd headBraved the high honour of my Father’s bed,And came to traffic.… Our white torrent’s sprayShall drench mine ears to wash those words away!And couldst thou dream that I…? I feel impureStill at the very hearing! Know for sure,Woman, naught but mine honour saves ye both.Hadst thou not trapped me with that guileful oath,No power had held me secret till the KingKnew all! But now, while he is journeying,I too will go my ways and make no sound.And when he comes again, I shall be foundBeside him, silent, watching with what graceThou and thy mistress shall greet him face to face!Then shall I have the taste of it, and knowWhat woman’s guile is.—Woe upon you, woe!How can I too much hate you, while the illYe work upon the world grows deadlier still?Too much? Make woman pure, and wild Love tame,Or let me cry for ever on their shame![He goes off in fury to the left. PHAEDRA still cowering in her place begins to sob.
PHAEDRA


Sad, sad and evil-starredIs Woman’s state.What shelter now is left or guard?What spell to loose the iron knot of fate?And this thing, O my God,O thou sweet Sunlight, is but my desert!I cannot fly before the avenging rodFalls, cannot hide my hurt.What help, O ye who love me, can come near,What god or man appear,To aid a thing so evil and so lost?Lost, for this anguish presses, soon or late,To that swift river that no life hath cross.No woman ever lived so desolate!
LEADER OF THE CHORUS


Ah me, the time for deeds is gone; the boastProved vain that spake thine handmaid; and all lost![At these words PHAEDRA suddenly remembers the NURSE, who is cowering silently where HIPPOLYTUS had thrown her from him. She turns upon her.
PHAEDRA


O wicked, wicked, wicked! Murderess heartTo them that loved thee! Hast thou played thy part?Am I enough trod down?May Zeus, my sire,Blast and uproot thee Stab thee dead with fire!Said I not—Knew I not thine heart?—to nameTo no one soul this that is now my shame?And thou couldst not be silent! So no moreI die in honour. But enough; a storeOf new words must be spoke and new things thought,This man’s whole being to one blade is wroughtOf rage against me. Even now he speedsTo abase me to the King with thy misdeeds;Tell Pittheus; fill the land with talk of sin!Cursèd be thou, and whoso else leaps inTo bring bad aid to friends that want it not.[The NURSE has raised herself, and faces PHAEDRA, downcast but calm.
NURSE


Mistress, thou blamest me; and all thy lotSo bitter sore is, and the sting so wild,I bear with all. Yet, if I would, my Child,I have mine answer, couldst thou hearken aught.I nursed thee, and I love thee; and I soughtOnly some balm to heal thy deep despair,And found—not what I sought for. Else I wereWise, and thy friend, and good, had all sped right.So fares it with us all in the world’s sight.
PHAEDRA


First stab me to the heart, then humour meWith words! ’Tis fair; ’tis all as it should be!
NURSE


We talk too long, Child. I did ill; but, oh,There is a way to save thee, even so!
PHAEDRA


A way? No more ways! One way hast thou trodAlready, foul and false and loathed of god!Begone out of my sight; and ponder howThine own life stands! I need no helpers now.[She turns from the NURSE, who creeps abashed away into the Castle.Only do ye, high Daughters of Trozên,Let all ye hear be as it had not been;Know naught, and speak of naught! ’Tis my last prayer.
LEADER


By God’s pure daughter, Artemis, I swear,No word will I of these thy griefs reveal!
PHAEDRA


’Tis well. But now, yea, even while I reelAnd falter, one poor hope, as hope now is,I clutch at in this coil of miseries;To save some honour for my children’s sake;Yea, for myself some fragment, though things breakIn ruin around me. Nay, I will not shameThe old proud Cretan Castle whence I came,I will not cower before King Theseus’ eyes,Abased, for want of one life’s sacrifice!
LEADER


What wilt thou? Some dire deed beyond recall?
PHAEDRA (musing)


Die; but how die?
LEADER


Let not such wild words fall!
PHAEDRA (turning upon her)


Give thou not such light counsel! Let me beTo sate the Cyprian that is murdering me!To-day shall be her day; and, all strife past,Her bitter Love shall quell me at the last.Yet, dying, shall I die another’s bane!He shall not stand so proud where I have lainBent in the dust! Oh, he shall stoop to shareThe life I live in, and learn mercy there![She goes off wildly into the Castle.
CHORUS


Could I take me to some cavern for mine hiding,In the hill-tops where the Sun scarce hath trod;Or a cloud make the home of mine abiding,As a bird among the bird-droves of God!Could I wing me to my rest amid the roarOf the deep Adriatic on the shore,Where the waters of Eridanus are clear,And Phaëthon’s sad sisters by his graveWeep into the river, and each tearGleams, a drop of amber, in the wave.To the strand of the Daughters of the Sunset,The Apple-tree, the singing and the gold;Where the mariner must stay him from his onset,And the red wave is tranquil as of old;Yea, beyond that Pillar of the EndThat Atlas guardeth, would I wend;Where a voice of living waters never ceasethIn God’s quiet garden by the sea,And Earth, the ancient life-giver, increasethJoy among the meadows, like a tree.
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O shallop of Crete, whose milk-white wingThrough the swell and the storm-beating,Bore us thy Prince’s daughter,