LEVIN came back to the house only when they sent to summon him to supper. On the stairs were standing Kitty and Agafea Mihalovna, consulting about wines for supper.
No, Stiva doesnt drink Kostya, stop, whats the matter? Kitty began, hurrying after him, but he strode ruthlessly away to the dining-room without waiting for her, and at once joined in the lively general conversation which was being maintained there by Vassenka Veslovsky and Stepan Arkadyevitch.
I shall be delighted, we will go. And have you had any shooting yet this year? said Levin to Veslovsky, looking intently at his leg, but speaking with that forced amiability that Kitty knew so well in him, and that was so out of keeping with him. I cant answer for our finding grouse, but there are plenty of snipe. Only we ought to start early. Youre not tired? Arent you tired, Stiva?
Oh, we all know you can do without sleep, and keep other people up too, Dolly said to her husband, with that faint note of irony in her voice which she almost always had now with her husband. But to my thinking, its time for bed now. Im going, I dont want supper.
No, do stay a little, Dolly, said Stepan Arkadyevitch, going round to her side behind the table where they were having supper. Ive so much still to tell you.
Do you know Veslovsky has been at Annas and hes going to them again? You know theyre hardly fifty miles from you, and I too must certainly go over there. Veslovsky, come here!
Levin was left at the other end of the table, and though never pausing in his conversation with the princess and Varenka, he saw that there was an eager and mysterious conversation going on between Stepan Arkadyevitch, Dolly, Kitty, and Veslovsky. And that was not all. He saw on his wifes face an expression of real feeling as she gazed with fixed eyes on the handsome face of Vassenka, who was telling them something with great animation.
Its exceedingly nice at their place, Veslovsky was telling them about Vronsky and Anna. I cant, of course, take it upon myself to judge, but in their house you feel the real feeling of home.
Ive been wanting to a long while; I shall certainly go, said Dolly. I am sorry for her, and I know her. Shes a splendid woman. I will go alone, when you go back, and then I shall be in no ones way. And it will be better indeed without you.
His jealously had in these few moments, especially at the flush that had overspread her cheeks while she was talking to Veslovsky, gone far indeed. Now as he heard her words, he construed them in his own fashion. Strange as it was to him afterwards to recall it, it seemed to him at the moment clear that in asking whether he was going shooting, all she cared to know was whether he would give that pleasure to Vassenka Veslovsky, with whom, as he fancied, she was in love.
The motive of Kittys words was interpreted by Levin thus: Dont separate me from him. I dont care about your going, but do let me enjoy the society of this delightful young man.
Vassenka meanwhile, utterly unsuspecting the misery his presence had occasioned, got up from the table after Kitty, and watching her with smiling and admiring eyes, he followed her.
Levin saw that look. He turned white, and for a minute he could hardly breathe. How dare he look at my wife like that! was the feeling that boiled within him.
Levins jealousy went further still. Already he saw himself a deceived husband, looked upon by his wife and her lover as simply necessary to provide them with the conveniences and pleasures of life But in spite of that the made polite and hospitable inquiries of Vassenka about his shooting, his gun, and his boots, and agreed to go shooting next day.
Happily for Levin, the old princess cut short his agonies by getting up herself and advising Kitty to go to bed. But even at this point Levin could not escape another agony. As he said good-night to his hostess, Vassenka would again have kissed her hand, but Kitty, reddening, drew back her hand and said with a naive bluntness, for which the old princess scolded her afterwards
In Levins eyes she was to blame for having allowed such relations to arise, and still more to blame for showing so awkwardly that she did not like them.
Why, how can one want to go to bed! said Stepan Arkadyevitch, who, after drinking several glasses of wine at supper, was now in his most charming and sentimental humour. Look, Kitty, he said, pointing to the moon, which had just risen behind the lime-treeshow exquisite! Veslovsky, this is the time for a serenade. You know, he has a splendid voice; we practised songs together along the road. He has brought some lovely songs with him, two new ones. Varvara Andreevna and he must sing some duets.
When the party had broken up, Stepan Arkadyevitch walked a long while about the avenue with Veslovsky; their voices could be heard singing one of the new songs.
Levin hearing these voices sat scowling in an easy-chair in his wifes bedroom, and maintained an obstinate silence when she asked him what was wrong. But when at last with a timid glance she hazarded the question: Was there perhaps something you disliked about Veslovsky?it all burst out, and he told her all. He was humiliated himself at what he was saying, and that exasperated him all the more.
He stood facing her with his eyes glittering menacingly under his scowling brows, and he squeezed his strong arms across his chest, as though he were straining every nerve to hold himself in. The expression of his face would have been grim, and even cruel, if it had not at the same time had a look of suffering which touched her. His jaws were twitching, and his voice kept breaking.
You must understand that Im not jealous, thats a nasty word. I cant be jealous, and believe that. I cant say what I feel, but this is awful. Im not jealous, but Im wounded, humiliated that anybody dare think, that anybody dare look at you with eyes like that.
At the very bottom of her heart she did think there had been something precisely at the moment when he had crossed over after her to the other end of the table; but she dared not own it even to herself, and would have been even more unable to bring herself to say so to him, and so increase his suffering.
Oh no, Kostya, oh, wait a minute, oh, do listen! she said, looking at him with an expression of pained commiseration. Why, what can you be thinking about! When for me theres no one in the world, no one, no one! Would you like me never to see any one?
For the first minute she had been offended at his jealousy; she was angry that the slightest amusement, even the most innocent, should be forbidden her; but now she would readily have sacrificed, not merely such trifles, but everything, for his peace of mind, to save him from the agony he was suffering.
You must understand the horror and comedy of my position, he went on in a desperate whisper; that he is in my house, that hes done nothing improper positively except his free and easy airs and the way he sits on his legs. He thinks its the best possible form, and so Im obliged to be civil to him.
The most awful part of it all is that youre just as you always are, and especially now when to me youre something sacred, and were so happy, so particularly happyand all of a sudden a little wretch Hes not a little wretch; why should I abuse him? I have nothing to do with him. But why should my, and your, happiness
She told him what they had been talking about. And as she told him, she was breathless with emotion. Levin was silent for a space, then he scanned her pale and distressed face, and suddenly he clutched at his head.
Oh, then Ill keep him here all the summer, and will overwhelm him with civility, said Levin, kissing her hands. You shall see. To-morrow Oh yes, we are going tomorrow.