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From Domesday Book HERE, Coroner Merival, look at this picture! | |
| Whom does it look like? Eyes too crystalline, | |
| A head like Byrons, tender mouth, and neck | |
| Slender and white, a pathos as of smiles | |
| And tears kept back by courage. Yes, you know; | 5 |
It looks like Eleanor Murray. Well, you see | |
| I read each day about the inquestgood. | |
| Dig out the truth, begin a system here | |
| Of making family records, let us see | |
| If we can do for people, when we know | 10 |
| How best to do it, what is done for stock; | |
| So build up Illinois, the nation too. | |
| I read about you daily. And last night | |
| When Eleanor Murrays picture in the Times | |
| Looked at me, I began to think, Good Lord, | 15 |
| Where have I seen that face before? I thought | |
| Through more than fifty years departed, sent | |
| My mind through Europe and America | |
| In all my travels, meetings, episodes. | |
| I could not think. At last I opened up | 20 |
| A box of pamphlets, photographs, mementos, | |
| Picked up since 1860; and behold | |
| I find this pamphlet of La Belle Menken. | |
| Here is your Eleanor Murray born again; | |
| As here might be your blackbird of this year, | 25 |
| With spots of red upon his wings the same | |
| As last years blackbird; or a pansy springing | |
| Out of the April of this year, repeating | |
| The color, form of one you saw last year. | |
| Repeating and the same, but not the same. | 30 |
| No two alike, you knowIll come to that. | |
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| Well, then, La Menken! As a boy in Paris | |
| I saw La MenkenIll return to this. | |
| But just as Eleanor Murray has her life | |
| Shadowed and symbolized by our Starved Rock | 35 |
| And everyone has something in his life | |
| Which takes him, makes him, is the image too | |
| Of fate prefiguredLa Menken has Mazeppa, | |
| Her notable first actress part, for emblem | |
| Of spirit, character; and omen too | 40 |
| Of years to come, the thrill of life, the end. | |
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| Who is La Menken? Symbol of America, | |
| One phase of spirit! She was venturesome, | |
| Resourceful, daring, hopeful, confident; | |
| And, as she wrote herself, a vagabond, | 45 |
| A dweller in tents, a reveler, and a flame | |
| Aspiring but disruptive, coming up | |
| With leaves that shamed her stalk, could not be shed. | |
| But stuck out heavy-veined and muddy-hued | |
| In time of blossom. There are souls, you know, | 50 |
| Who have shed shapeless immaturities | |
| Betrayals of the seed before the blossom | |
| Comes to proclaim a beauty, a perfection; | |
| Or risen with their stalk until such leaves | |
| Were hidden in the grass or soil. Not she, | 55 |
| Nor even your Eleanor Murray, as I read her. | |
| But being America and American, these | |
| Bring good and bad together, blossom and leaves, | |
| With prodigal recklessness, in vital health | |
| And unselective taste, and vision mixed | 60 |
Of beauty and of truth. Who was La Menken? | |
| Shes born in Louisiana in thirty-five, | |
| Left fatherless at sevenmother takes her | |
| And puts her in the ballet at New Orleans. | |
| She dances then from Texas clear to Cuba; | 65 |
| Then gives up dancing, studies tragedy, | |
| And plays Bianca! Fourteen years of age, | |
| Weds Menken, whos a Jewdivorced from him; | |
| Then falls in love with Heenan, pugilist | |
| They quarrel and separate. Its in this pamphlet | 70 |
| Just as I tell youyou can take it, Coroner. | |
| Now something happensnothing in her birth, | |
| Or place of birth, to prophesy her life | |
| Like Starved Rock to this Eleanor!but instead, | |
| When she is grown, a hand darts from the curtain | 75 |
| That hangs between to-day, to-morrow, sticks | |
| A symbol on her breast and whispers to her, | |
| Youre this, my woman! Well, the thing was this: | |
| She played MazeppaTake your dummy off | |
| And lash me to the horse! They were afraid, | 80 |
| But she prevailed, was nearly killed the first night, | |
| And after that succeeded, was the rage; | |
| And for her years remaining found herself | |
| Lashed to the wild horse of ungoverned will, | |
| Which ran and wandered till she knew herself | 85 |
| With stronger will than vision, passion stronger | |
| Than spirit to judgethe richness of the world, | |
| Love, beauty, living greater than her power. | |
| And all the time she had the appetite | |
| To eat, devour it all. Grown sick at last, | 90 |
| She diagnosed her case, wrote to a friend: | |
| The soul and body do not fit each other | |
| A human spirit in a horses flesh. | |
| This is your Eleanor Murray in a way. | |
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| But to return to pansies, run your hand | 95 |
| Over a bed of pansies: heres a pansy | |
| With petals stunted, heres another one | |
| All perfect but one petal, heres another | |
| Too streaked or mottledall are pansies though! | |
| And here is one full-petaled, strikes the eye | 100 |
| With perfect color-markings. Eleanor Murray | |
| Has something of the color and the form | |
| Of this La Menken, but is less a pansy; | |
| And Sappho, Rachel, Bernhardt, are the flowers | |
| La Menken strove to be, and could not be | 105 |
| Ended with being only of their kind. | |
| And now theres pity for this Eleanor Murray, | |
| And people wept when poor La Menken died! | |
| Both lived and had their wayI hate this pity! | |
| It makes you overlook there are two hours: | 110 |
| The hour of joy; the hour of finding out | |
| Your joy was all mistake, or led to pain. | |
| We who inspect these lives behold the pain, | |
| And see the error; do not keep in mind | |
| The hour of rapture, and the pride indeed | 115 |
| With which your Eleanor Murrays and La Menkens | |
| Have lived that hourelation, pride, and scorn | |
| For any other way. This is the life, | |
I hear them say. Well, now I go along. | |
| La Menken fills her purse with goldshe sends | 120 |
| Her pugilist away, tries once again, | |
| And weds a humorist, an Orpheus Kerr; | |
| And plays before the miners out in Frisco | |
| And Sacramento, gathers in the eagles. | |
| She goes to Europe thenwith husband? No! | 125 |
| James Barkley is her fellow on the voyage. | |
| She lands in London, takes a gorgeous suite | |
| In Londons grandest hostelry, entertains | |
| Charles Dickens, Prince Baerto and Charles Reade, | |
| The Duke of Wellington and Swinburne, Sand | 130 |
| And Jenny Lind; and has a liveried coachman, | |
| And for a crest a horses head surmounting | |
| Four aces, if you please; and plays Mazeppa, | |
And piles the money up. The next is Paris. | |
| And there I saw her, 1866, | 135 |
| When Louis Napoleon, the King of Greece, | |
| The Prince Imperial were in a box. | |
| She wandered to Vienna, there was ill, | |
| Came back to Paris, died. A strangers grave | |
| In Père Lachaise was given; afterwards | 140 |
| Exhumed; was buried in Montparnasse, and got | |
| A little stone with these words carved upon it: | |
| Thou Knowestmeaning God knew, while herself | |
Knew nothing of herself. But when in Paris | |
| They sold her picture, taken with her arms | 145 |
| Around Dumasgay photographs made up, | |
| In postures ludicrous, obscene as well, | |
| Of her and great Dumas (I have them home, | |
| Can show you sometimewell, she loved Dumas, | |
| Inscribed a book of poems to Charles Dickens | 150 |
| By his permission, mark you!) Dont you see | |
| Your Eleanor Murray here?this Eleanor Murray | |
| A miniature imperfect of La Menken? | |
| She loved sensation, all her senses thrilled her | |
| A delicate soul too weighted by the flesh; | 155 |
| A coquette, quick of wit, intuitive, | |
| Kind, generous, unaffected, mystical, | |
| Teased by the divine in life, and melancholy, | |
| Of deep emotion sometimes. One has said | |
| She had a nature spiritual, religious, | 160 |
| Which warred upon the flesh and fell in battle | |
| Just as your Eleanor Murray joined the church | |
| And did not keep the faith, if truth be told. | |
| Look now, here is a letter in this pamphlet | |
| La Menken writes a poetfor she hunts | 165 |
| For seers and for poets, lofty souls. | |
| And who does that?a woman wholly bad? | |
| Why no, a woman to be given life | |
| Life for her spirit in another realm | |
| By God who will take notice, I believe. | 170 |
| Now listen if you will: I know your soul; | |
| It has met mine somewhere in starry space, | |
| And you must often meet mevagabond | |
| Of fancy without aim, a dweller in tents, | |
| Disreputable before the just. Just think! | 175 |
| I am a linguist, write some poems too, | |
| Can paint a little, model clay as well; | |
| And yet for all these gropings of my soul | |
| I am a vagabond, of little use. | |
| My body and my soul are in a scramble | 180 |
| And do not fit each otherlet them carve | |
| Those words upon my stone; but also these | |
| Thou Knowest, for God knows me, knows I love | |
| Whatever is good and beautiful in life, | |
| And that my soul has sought them without rest. | 185 |
| Farewell, my friendmy spirit is with you. | |
| Vienna is too horrible, but know Paris | |
Then die content. Now, Coroner Merival, | |
| Youre not the only man who wants to see, | |
| Will work to make, America a republic | 190 |
| Of splendors, freedoms, happiness, success; | |
| Though I am seventy-six, cannot do much, | |
| But talk, as I am talking nowbring forth | |
| Proofs, revelations from the years Ive lived. | |
| I care not how you view the lives of people | 195 |
| As pansy-beds or what notlift your faith | |
| So high above the pansy-bed it sees | |
| The streaked and stunted pansies filling in | |
| The pattern that the perfect pansies outline. | |
| Therefore be smiling, even indifferent, | 200 |
| To this poor pansy dying at the last | |
| Because it could not be the flower it wished. | |
| My heart to Eleanor Murray and La Menken | |
| Goes out in sorrow, even while I know | |
| They shook their leaves in April, laughed and thrilled, | 205 |
| And either did not know, or did not care, | |
| The growing time was precious, and if wasted | |
| Could never be regained. Look at La Menken | |
| At seven years put in the ballet corps; | |
| And look at Eleanor Murray getting smut | 210 |
| Out of experience that made her wise. | |
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| What shall we do about it?let it go, | |
| And say there is no help? or say a republic, | |
| Set up a hundred years ago, which raised to power | |
| Of rulership as president a list | 215 |
| Of men more able than the emperors, | |
| Kings, rulers of the world! and statesmen too | |
| The equal of the greatest; money makers, | |
| And domineers of finance and economics, | |
| Phenomenal in time! Say, I repeat, | 220 |
| A country like this one must let its children | |
| Waste as they wasted in the darker years | |
| Of Europe? Shall we let these trivial minds, | |
| Who see salvation in the souls restraint, | |
| Pre-empt the field of moulding human life? | 225 |
| Or shall we take a hand, and put our minds | |
| Upon the task, as recently we built | |
| An army for the war, equipped and fed it, | |
| An army better than all other armies, | |
| More powerful, more apt of hand and brain | 230 |
| Of thin tall youths, who did not stop but said, | |
| Like poor La Menken, Strap me to the horse | |
| Ill do it if I die!so giving to peace | |
| The skill and genius which we use in war, | |
| Though it cost twenty billions? And why not! | 235 |
| Why every dollar, every drop of blood, | |
| For war like this to guard democracy, | |
| And not so much, or more, to build the land, | |
| Improve our blood, make individual | |
| America and her race? First to destroy | 240 |
| Poverty and disease, give youth its chance | |
| And therapeutic guidance! Soldier boys | |
| Have huts for recreation, chaplains too. | |
| And is it less worth while to furnish hands | |
| Intimate, hearts intimate, for the use | 245 |
| Of your La Menkens, Eleanor Murraysyouths | |
| Who feel such vigor in their restless wings | |
| They tumble out of crowded nests and fly, | |
| To fall in thickets, dash themselves against | |
Walls, trees? I have a vision, Coroner, | 250 |
| Of a new Republic, brighter than the sun, | |
| A new race, loftier faiththis land of ours | |
| Made over for its people, boys and girls | |
| Conserved like forests, water-power or mines; | |
| Watched, tested, put to best use; keen economies | 255 |
| Practiced on spirits; waste of human life, | |
| Hope, aspiration, talent, virtues, powers | |
| Avoided by a science, science of life, | |
| Of spirit, what you will. Enough of war, | |
| And billions for the flagall well enough! | 260 |
| Some billions now to make democracy | |
| Democracy in truth with us, and life | |
| Not helter-skelter, hitting as it may, | |
| And missing much as this La Menken did! | |
| Im not convinced we must have stunted pansies, | 265 |
| That have no use but just to piece the pattern. | |
| Lets try, and if we try and fail, why then | |
| Our human duty endsthe God in us | |
| Will have it just this way, no other way; | |
| And then we may accept so poor a world, | 270 |
| A republic so unfinished! | |
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