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Harriet Monroe, ed. (1860–1936). The New Poetry: An Anthology. 1917.

The Only Jealousy of Emer

William Butler Yeats

Enter Musicians, with musical instruments. The First Musician pauses at the centre and stands with a cloth between his hands. The stage can be against the wall of any room.

First Musician[during the unfolding and folding of the cloth]:
A woman’s beauty is like a white

Frail bird, like a white sea-bird alone

At daybreak after stormy night

Between two furrows upon the ploughed land:

A sudden storm and it was thrown

Between dark furrows upon the ploughed land.

How many centuries spent

The sedentary soul

In toils of measurement

Beyond eagle or mole,

Beyond hearing or seeing,

Or Archimedes guess,

To raise into being

That loveliness?

A strange unserviceable thing,

A fragile, exquisite, pale shell,

That the vast troubled waters bring

To the loud sands before day has broken.

The storm arose and suddenly fell

Amid the dark before day had broken.

What death? what discipline?

What bonds no man could unbind

Being imagined within

The labyrinth of the mind?

What pursuing or fleeing?

What wounds, what bloody press?

Dragged into being

This loveliness.

[When the cloth is folded again the Musicians take their place against the wall. The folding of the cloth shows on one side of the stage the curtained bed or litter on which lies a man in his grave-clothes. He wears an heroic mask. Another man in the same clothes and mask crouches near the front. Emer is sitting beside the bed.]

First Musician[speaking]:I call before the eyes a roof

With cross-beams darkened by smoke.

A fisher’s net hangs from a beam,

A long oar lies against the wall.

I call up a poor fisher’s house.

A man lies dead or swooning—

That amorous man,

That amorous, violent man, renowned Cuchulain—

Queen Emer at his side.

At her own bidding all the rest have gone.

But now one comes on hesitating feet,

Young Eithne Inguba, Cuchulain’s mistress.

She stands a moment in the open door.

Beyond the open door the bitter sea,

The shining, bitter sea is crying out,

[singing]White shell, white wing,

I will not choose for my friend

A frail unserviceable thing

That drifts and dreams, and but knows

That waters are without end

And that wind blows.

Emer[speaking]:Come hither, come sit down beside the bed

You need not be afraid, for I myself

Sent for you, Eithne Inguba.

Eithne Inguba:No, Madam,

I have too deeply wronged you to sit there.

Emer:Of all the people in the world we two,

And we alone, may watch together here,

Because we have loved him best.

Eithne Inguba:And is he dead?

Emer:Although they have dressed him out in his grave-clothes

And stretched his limbs, Cuchulain is not dead.

The very heavens when that day’s at hand,

So that his death may not lack ceremony,

Will throw out fires, and the earth grow red with blood.

There shall not be a scullion but foreknows it

Like the world’s end.

Eithne Inguba:How did he come to this?

Emer:Towards noon in the assembly of the kings

He met with one who seemed a while most dear.

The kings stood round; some quarrel was blown up;

He drove him out and killed him on the shore

At Baile’s tree. And he who was so killed

Was his own son begot on some wild woman

When he was young, or so I have heard it said.

And thereupon, knowing what man he had killed,

And being mad with sorrow, he ran out;

And after to his middle in the foam,

With shield before him and with sword in hand,

He fought the deathless sea. The kings looked on

And not a king dared stretch an arm, or even

Dared call his name, but all stood wondering

In that dumb stupor like cattle in a gale;

Until at last, as though he had fixed his eyes

On a new enemy, he waded out

Until the water had swept over him.

But the waves washed his senseless image up

And laid it at this door.

Eithne Inguba:How pale he looks!

Emer:He is not dead.

Eithne Inguba:You have not kissed his lips

Nor laid his head upon your breast.

Emer:It may be

An image has been put into his place,

A sea-born log bewitched into his likeness,

Or some stark horseman grown too old to ride

Among the troops of Mananan, Son of the Sea,

Now that his joints are stiff.

Eithne Inguba:Cry out his name.

All that are taken from our sight, they say,

Loiter amid the scenery of their lives

For certain hours or days; and should he hear

He might, being angry, drive the changeling out.

Emer:It is hard to make them hear amid their darkness,

And it is long since I could call him home;

I am but his wife, but if you cry aloud

With that sweet voice that is so dear to him

He cannot help but listen.

Eithne Inguba:He loves me best

Being his newest love, but in the end

Will love the woman best who loved him first

And loved him through the years when love seemed lost.

Emer:I have that hope, the hope that some day and somewhere

We’ll sit together at the hearth again.

Eithne Inguba:Women like me when the violent hour is over

Are flung into some corner like old nut-shells.

Cuchulain, listen.

Emer:No, not yet—for first

I’ll cover up his face to hide the sea;

And throw new logs upon the hearth, and stir

The half burnt logs until they break in flame.

Old Mananan’s unbridled horses come

Out of the sea, and on their backs his horsemen;

But all the enchantments of the dreaming foam

Dread the hearth fire.

[She pulls the curtains of the bed so as to hide the sick man’s face, that the actor may change his mask unseen. She goes to one side of platform and moves her hand as though putting logs on a fire and stirring it into a blaze. While she makes these movements the Musicians play, marking the movements with drum and flute perhaps. Having finished, she stands beside the imaginary fire at a distance from Cuchulain and Eithne Inguba.]

Call on Cuchulain now.

Eithne Inguba:Can you not hear my voice?

Emer:Bend over him.

Call out dear secrets till you have touched his heart

If he lies there; and if he is not there

Till you have made him jealous.

Eithne Inguba:Cuchulain, listen.

Emer:You speak too timidly; to be afraid

Because his wife is but three paces off,

When there is so great a need, were but to prove

The man that chose you made but a poor choice.

We’re but two women struggling with the sea.

Eithne Inguba:O my beloved, pardon me, that I

Have been ashamed and you in so great need.

I have never sent a message or called out,

Scarce had a longing for your company,

But you have known and come. And if indeed

You are lying there stretch out your arms and speak;

Open your mouth and speak, for to this hour

My company has made you talkative.

Why do you mope, and what has closed your ears?

Our passion had not chilled when we were parted

On the pale shore under the breaking dawn.

He will not hear me: or his ears are closed

And no sound reaches him.

Emer:Then kiss that image:

The pressure of your mouth upon his mouth

May reach him where he is.

Eithne Inguba[starting back]:It is no man.

I felt some evil thing that dried my heart

When my lips touched it.

Emer:No, his body stirs;

The pressure of your mouth has called him home;

He has thrown the changeling out.

Eithne Inguba[going further off]:Look at that arm—

That arm is withered to the very socket.

Emer[going up to the bed]:
What do you come for, and from where?

Figure of Cuchulain:I have come

From Mananan’s court upon a bridleless horse.

Emer:What one among the Sidhe has dared to lie

Upon Cuchulain’s bed and take his image?

Figure of Cuchulain:
I am named Bricriu—not the man—that Bricriu,

Maker of discord among gods and men,

Called Bricriu of the Sidhe.

Emer:Come for what purpose?

Figure of Cuchulain[sitting up and showing its distorted face, while Eithne Inguba goes out]:
I show my face and everything he loves

Must fly away.

Emer:You people of the wind

Are full of lying speech and mockery.

I have not fled your face.

Figure of Cuchulain:You are not loved.

Emer:And therefore have no dread to meet your eyes

And to demand him of you.

Figure of Cuchulain:For that I have come.

You have but to pay the price and he is free.

Emer:Do the Sidhe bargain?

Figure of Cuchulain:When they set free a captive

They take in ransom a less valued thing.

The fisher, when some knowledgeable man

Restores to him his wife, or son, or daughter,

Knows he must lose a boat or net, or it may be

The cow that gives his children milk; and some

Have offered their own lives. I do not ask

Your life, or any valuable thing.

You spoke but now of the mere chance that some day

You’d sit together by the hearth again:

Renounce that chance, that miserable hour,

And he shall live again.

Emer:I do not question

But you have brought ill luck on all he loves;

And now, because I am thrown beyond your power

Unless your words are lies, you come to bargain.

Figure of Cuchulain:You loved your power when but newly married,

And I love mine although I am old and withered.

You have but to put yourself into that power

And he shall live again.

Emer:No, never, never!

Figure of Cuchulain:You dare not be accursed, yet he has dared.

Emer:I have but two joyous thoughts, two things I prize—

A hope, a memory; and now you claim that hope.

Figure of Cuchulain:He’ll never sit beside you at the hearth

Or make old bones, but die of wounds and toil

On some far shore or mountain, a strange woman

Beside his mattress.

Emer:You ask for my one hope

That you may bring your curse on all about him.

Figure of Cuchulain:You’ve watched his loves and you have not been jealous

Knowing that he would tire, but do those tire

That love the Sidhe?

Emer:What dancer of the Sidhe,

What creature of the reeling moon has pursued him?

Figure of Cuchulain:I have but to touch your eyes and give them sight;

But stand at my left side.

[He touches her eyes with his left hand, the right being withered.]

Emer:My husband there.

Figure of Cuchulain:But out of reach—I have dissolved the dark.

That hid him from your eyes, but not that other

That’s hidden you from his.

Emer:Husband, husband!

Figure of Cuchulain:Be silent, he is but a phantom now,

And he can neither touch, nor hear, nor see.

The longing and the cries have drawn him hither.

He heard no sound, heard no articulate sound;

They could but banish rest, and make him dream,

And in that dream, as do all dreaming shades

Before they are accustomed to their freedom,

He has taken his familiar form, and yet

He crouches there not knowing where he is

Or at whose side he is crouched.

[A Woman of the Sidhe has entered, and stands a little inside the door.]

Emer:Who is this woman?

Figure of Cuchulain:She has hurried from the Country-Under-Wave,

And dreamed herself into that shape that he

May glitter in her basket; for the Sidhe

Are fishers also and they fish for men

With dreams upon the hook.

Emer:And so that woman

Has hid herself in this disguise and made

Herself into a lie.

Figure of Cuchulain:A dream is body;

The dead move ever towards a dreamless youth

And when they dream no more return no more;

And those more holy shades that never lived

But visit you in dreams.

Emer:I know her sort.

They find our men asleep, weary with war,

Or weary with the chase, and kiss their lips

And drop their hair upon them. From that hour

Our men, who yet knew nothing of it all,

Are lonely, and when at fall of night we press

Their hearts upon our hearts their hearts are cold.

[She draws a knife from her girdle.]

Figure of Cuchulain:And so you think to wound her with a knife.

She has an airy body. Look and listen—

I have not given you eyes and ears for nothing.

[The Woman of the Sidhe moves round the crouching Ghost of Cuchulain at front of stage in a dance that grows gradually quicker, as he slowly awakes. At moments she may drop her hair upon his head, but she does not kiss him. She is accompanied by string and flute and drum. Her mask and clothes must suggest gold or bronze or brass or silver, so that she seems more an idol than a human being. This suggestion may be repeated in her movements. Her hair too must keep the metallic suggestion.]

Ghost of Cuchulain:Who is it stands before me there,

Shedding such light from limb and hair

As when the moon, complete at last

With every laboring crescent past,

And lonely with extreme delight,

Flings out upon the fifteenth night?

Woman of the Sidhe:Because I long I am not complete.

What pulled your hands about your feet,

And your head down upon your knees,

And hid your face?

Ghost of Cuchulain:Old memories:

A dying boy, with handsome face

Upturned upon a beaten place;

A sacred yew-tree on a strand;

A woman that held in steady hand

In all the happiness of her youth

Before her man had broken troth,

A burning wisp to light the door;

And many a round or crescent more;

Dead men and women. Memories

Have pulled my head upon my knees.

Woman of the Sidhe:Could you that have loved many a woman

That did not reach beyond the human,

Lacking a day to be complete,

Love one that, though her heart can beat,

Lacks it but by an hour or so?

Ghost of Cuchulain:I know you now, for long ago

I met you on the mountain side,

Beside a well that seemed long dry,

Beside old thorns where the hawk flew.

I held out arms and hands, but you,

That now seem friendly, fled away

Half woman and half bird of prey.

Woman of the Sidhe:Hold out your arms and hands again.

You were not so dumbfounded when

I was that bird of prey, and yet

I am all woman now.

Ghost of Cuchulain:I am not

The young and passionate man I was,

And though that brilliant light surpass

All crescent forms, my memories

Weigh down my hands, abash my eyes.

Woman of the Sidhe:Then kiss my mouth. Though memory

Be beauty’s bitterest enemy

I have no dread, for at my kiss

Memory on the moment vanishes:

Nothing but beauty can remain.

Ghost of Cuchulain:And shall I never know again

Intricacies of blind remorse?

Woman of the Sidhe:Time shall seem to stay his course,

For when your mouth and my mouth meet

All my round shall be complete

Imagining all its circles run;

And there shall be oblivion

Even to quench Cuchulain’s drouth,

Even to still that heart.

Ghost of Cuchulain:Your mouth.
[They are about to kiss, he turns away.]

O Emer, Emer!

Woman of the Sidhe:So then it is she

Made you impure with memory.

Ghost of Cuchulain:Still in that dream I see you stand,

A burning wisp in your right hand,

To wait my coming to the house—

As when our parents married us.

Woman of the Sidhe:Being among the dead you love her,

That valued every slut above her

While you still lived.

Ghost of Cuchulain:O my lost Emer!

Woman of the Sidhe:And there is not a loose-tongued schemer

But could draw you if not dead,

From her table and her bed.

How could you be fit to wive

With flesh and blood, being born to live

Where no one speaks of broken troth—

For all have washed out of their eyes

Wind-blown dirt of their memories

To improve their sight?

Ghost of Cuchulain:Your mouth, your mouth.
[Their lips approach but Cuchulain turns away as Emer speaks.]

Emer:If he may live I am content,

Content that he shall turn on me—

If but the dead will set him free

That I may speak with him at whiles—

Eyes that the cold moon or the harsh sea

Or what I know not’s made indifferent.

Ghost of Cuchulain:What a wise silence has fallen in this dark!

I know you now in all your ignorance

Of all whereby a lover’s quiet is rent.

What dread so great as that he should forget

The least chance sight or sound, or scratch or mark

On an old door, or frail bird heard and seen

In the incredible clear light love cast

All round about her some forlorn lost day?

That face, though fine enough, is a fool’s face

And there’s a folly in the deathless Sidhe

Beyond man’s reach.

Woman of the Sidhe:I told you to forget

After my fashion; you would have none of it;

So now you may forget in a man’s fashion.

There’s an unbridled horse at the sea’s edge.

Mount—it will carry you in an eye’s wink

To where the King of Country-Under-wave,

Old Mananan, nods above the board and moves

His chessmen in a dream. Demand your life,

And come again on the unbridled horse.

Ghost of Cuchulain:Forgive me those rough words. How could you know

That man is held to those whom he has loved

By pain they gave, or pain that he has given—

Intricacies of pain.

Woman of the Sidhe:I am ashamed

That being of the deathless shades I chose

A man so knotted to impurity.
[The Ghost of Cuchulain goes out.]

Woman of the Sidhe[to figure of Cuchulain]:To you that have no living light, but dropped

From a last leprous crescent of the moon

I owe it all.

Figure of Cuchulain:Because you have failed

I must forego your thanks, I that took pity

Upon your love and carried out your plan

To tangle all his life and make it nothing

That he might turn to you.

Woman of the Sidhe:Was it from pity

You taught the woman to prevail against me?

Figure of Cuchulain:You know my nature—by what name I am called.

Woman of the Sidhe:Was it from pity that you hid the truth

That men are bound to women by the wrongs

They do or suffer?

Figure of Cuchulain:You know what being I am.

Woman of the Sidhe:I have been mocked and disobeyed—your power

Was more to you than my good-will, and now

I’ll have you learn what my ill-will can do:

I lay you under bonds upon the instant

To stand before our King and face the charge

And take the punishment.

Figure of Cuchulain:I’ll stand there first,

And tell my story first; and Mananan

Knows that his own harsh sea made my heart cold.

Woman of the Sidhe:My horse is there and shall outrun your horse.
[The Figure of Cuchulain falls back, the Woman of the Sidhe goes out. Drum taps, music resembling horse hoofs.]

Eithne Inguba[entering quickly]:I heard the beat of hoofs, but saw no horse;

And then came other hoofs, and after that

I heard low angry cries, and thereupon

I ceased to be afraid.

Emer:Cuchulain wakes.

[The figure turns round. It once more wears the heroic mask.]

Cuchulain:Eithne Inguba, take me in your arms—

I have been in some strange place and am afraid.

[The First Musician comes to the front of the stage, the others from each side. They unfold the cloth, singing.]

The Musicians:
What makes her heart beat thus,

Plain to be understood?

I have met in a man’s house

A statue of solitude,

Moving there and walking;

Its strange heart beating fast

For all our talking.

Oh, still that heart at last!

O bitter reward!

Of many a tragic tomb!

And we though astonished are dumb

And give but a sigh and a word,

A passing word.

Although the door be shut

And all seem well enough,

Although wide world hold not

A man but will give you his love

The moment he has looked at you,

He that has loved the best

May turn from a statue

His too human breast.

O bitter reward!

Of many a tragic tomb!

And we though astonished are dumb

Or give but a sigh and a word,

A passing word.

What makes your heart so beat?

Some one should stay at her side.

When beauty is complete

Her own thought will have died

And danger not be diminished;

Dimmed at three-quarter light,

When moon’s round is finished

The stars are out of sight.

O bitter reward!

Of many a tragic tomb!

And we though astonished are dumb

Or give but a sigh and a word,

A passing word.

[When the cloth is folded again the stage is bare.]