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(From The Ship in the Desert) I DO recall some sad days spent, | |
| By borders of the Orient, | |
| Days sweet as sad to memory | |
| T would make a tale. It matters not | |
| I sought the loneliest seas; I sought | 5 |
| The solitude of ruins, and forgot | |
| Mine own lone life and littleness | |
| Before this fair lands mute distress, | |
| That sat within this changeful sea. | |
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| Slow sailing through the reedy isles, | 10 |
| By unknown banks, through unknown bays, | |
| Some sunny summer yesterdays, | |
| Where Natures beauty still beguiles, | |
| I saw the storied yellow sail | |
| And lifted prow of steely mail. | 15 |
| T is all that s left Torcello now, | |
| A pirates yellow sail, a prow. | |
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| Below the far, faint peaks of snow, | |
| And grass-grown causeways well below, | |
I touched Torcello. Once a-land, | 20 |
| I took a sea-shell in my hand, | |
| And blew like any trumpeter. | |
| I felt the fig-leaves lift and stir | |
| On trees that reached from ruined wall | |
| Above my head, but that was all. | 25 |
| Back from the farther island shore | |
| Came echoes trooping; nothing more. | |
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| Lo! here stood Adria once, and here | |
| Attila came with sword and flame, | |
| And set his throne of hollowed stone | 30 |
In her high mart. And it remains | |
| Still lord oer all. Where once the tears | |
| Of mute petition fell, the rains | |
| Of heaven fall. Lo! all alone | |
| There lifts this massive empty throne! | 35 |
| The sea has changed his meed, his mood, | |
| And made this sedgy solitude. | |
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| By cattle-paths grass-grown and worn, | |
| Through marbled streets all stained and torn | |
| By time and battle, there I walked. | 40 |
| A bent old beggar, white as one | |
| For better fruitage blossoming, | |
| Came on. And as he came he talked | |
| Unto himself; for there are none | |
| In all his island, old and dim, | 45 |
| To answer back or question him. | |
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| I turned, retraced my steps once more. | |
| The hot miasma steamed and rose | |
| In deadly vapor from the reeds | |
| That grew from out the shallow shore, | 50 |
| Where peasants say the sea-horse feeds, | |
| And Neptune shapes his horn and blows. | |
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| I climbed and sat that throne of stone | |
| To contemplate, to dream, to reign, | |
| Ay, reign above myself; to call | 55 |
| The people of the past again | |
| Before me as I sat alone | |
In all my kingdom. There were kine | |
| That browsed along the reedy brine, | |
| And now and then a tusky boar | 60 |
| Would shake the high reeds of the shore, | |
| A bird blows bybut that was all. | |
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| I watched the lonesome sea-gull pass. | |
| I did remember and forget; | |
| The past rolled by; I stood alone. | 65 |
| I sat the shapely chiselled stone | |
| That stands in tall sweet grasses set; | |
| Ay, girdle deep in long strong grass, | |
And green Alfalfa. Very fair | |
| The heavens were, and still and blue, | 70 |
| For Nature knows no changes there. | |
| The Alps of Venice, far away | |
| Like some half-risen half-moon lay. | |
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| How sweet the grasses at my feet! | |
| The smell of clover over sweet. | 75 |
| I heard the hum of bees. The bloom | |
| Of clover-tops and cherry-trees | |
| Were being rifled by the bees, | |
| And these were building in a tomb. | |
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| The fair Alfalfa; such as has | 80 |
| Usurped the Occident, and grows | |
| With all the sweetness of the rose | |
| On Sacramentos sundown hills, | |
| Is there, and that mid island fills | |
| With fragrance. Yet the smell of death | 85 |
| Comes riding in on every breath. | |
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| Lo! death that is not death, but rest: | |
| To step aside, to watch and wait | |
| Beside the wave, outside the gate, | |
| With all lifes pulses in your breast; | 90 |
| To absolutely rest, to pray | |
| In some lone mountain while you may. | |
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| That sad, sweet fragrance. It had sense | |
| And sound and voice. It was a part | |
| Of that which had possessed my heart, | 95 |
| And would not of my will go hence. | |
| T was Autumns breath; t was dear as kiss | |
| Of any worshipped woman is. | |
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| Some snails have climbed the throne and writ | |
| Their silver monograms on it | 100 |
In unknown tongues. I sat thereon, | |
| I dreamed until the day was gone; | |
| I blew again my pearly shell, | |
| Blew long and strong, and loud and well; | |
| I puffed my cheeks, I blew, as when | 105 |
| Horned satyrs danced the delight of men. | |
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| Some mouse-brown cows that fed within | |
| Looked up. A cowherd rose hard by, | |
| My single subject, clad in skin, | |
| Nor yet half clad. I caught his eye, | 110 |
| He stared at me, then turned and fled. | |
| He frightened fled, and as he ran, | |
| Like wild beast from the face of man, | |
| Across his shoulder threw his head. | |
| He gathered up his skin of goat | 115 |
| About his breast and hairy throat. | |
| He stopped, and then this subject true, | |
| Mine only one in hands like these | |
| Made desolate by changeful seas, | |
| Came back and asked me for a sou. | 120 |
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