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| | The Argument. |
| Job wisheth his past happinesse, |
| Shewes his state present, doth confesse |
| That Gods the author of his griefe, |
| Relates the purenesse of his life. |
SECTION XV. OH! that I were as happy as I was | |
| When heavens bright favours shone upon my face, | |
| And prosperd my affairs, inrichd my joyes, | |
| When all my sonnes could answer to my voyce; | |
| Then did my store and thriving flocks encrease, | 5 |
| Offended justice sought my hands for peace; | |
| Old men did honour, and the young did feare me, | |
| Princes kept silence, (when I spake) to heare mee: | |
| I heard the poore, relievd the widowes crie, | |
| Orphans I succourd, was the blind mans eye, | 10 |
| The cripples foot, my helplesse brothers drudge, | |
| The poore mans father, and the oppressors judge. | |
| I then supposed that my dayes long lease | |
| Would passe in plentie, and expire in peace; | |
| My rootes were fixed, and my branches sprung, | 15 |
| My glory blazed, my power grew daily strong; | |
| I speaking, men stood mute, my speeches movd | |
| All hearts to joy, by all men were approvd: | |
| My kindly words were welcome as a latter | |
| Raine, and were oracles in a doubtfull matter. | 20 |
| O sudden change! Im turned a laughing-stocke | |
| To boyes, and those that sud to tend my flock, | |
| And such whose hungry wants have taught their hands | |
| To scrape the earth, and dig the barren lands | |
| For hidden roots, wherewith they might appease | 25 |
| Their tyran stomacks, these (even very these) | |
| Flout at my sorrowes, and disdaining me, | |
| Point with their fingers, and cry, This is he! | |
| My honours foyld, my troubled spirit lyes | |
| Wide open to the worst of injuries; | 30 |
| Where er I turne my sorrow new appeares, | |
| Im vexd abroad with flouts, at home with feares; | |
| My soule is faint, and nights, that should give ease | |
| To tyred spirits, make my griefes encrease; | |
| I loath my carkeise, for my ripened soares | 35 |
| Have changed my garments colour with their cores. | |
| But what is worst of worsts, Lord, often I | |
| Have cryd to thee, a stranger to my cry; | |
| Though perfect clemency thy nature be, | |
| Though kinde to all, thou art unkinde to me: | 40 |
| I ner waxt pale to see another thrive, | |
| Nor eer did let my afflicted brother strive | |
| With tears alone: But I (poore I) tormented, | |
| Expect for succour, and am unlamented: | |
| I mourne in silence, languish all alone, | 45 |
| As in a desert am relievd by none: | |
| My sores have dyd my skin with filth, still turning | |
| My joyes to griefe, and all my mirth to mourning. | |
| My heart hath past indentures with mine eye | |
| Not to behold a maid; for what should I | 50 |
| Expect from heaven, but a deservd reward | |
| Earnd by so foule a sinne? for deaths prepared | |
| And flames of wrath are blowne for such: doth He | |
| Not know my actions that so well knowes me? | |
| If I have lent my hands to flye deceit, | 55 |
| Or if my steps have not been purely straight, | |
| What I have sowne then let a stranger eate, | |
| And root my plants untimely from their seate. | |
| If I with lust have er distaind my life, | |
| Or been defiled with anothers wife, | 60 |
| In equall iustice let my wife be knowne | |
| Of all, and let me reape as I have sowne; | |
| For lust that burneth in a sinfull brest | |
| Till it hath burnt him too, shall never rest. | |
| If er my haste did treat my servant ill, | 65 |
| Without desert making my power my will, | |
| Then how should I before Gods judgement stand, | |
| Since we were both created by one hand? | |
| If er my power wronged the poore mans cause, | |
| Or to the widow lengthned out the lawes; | 70 |
| If er alone my lips did taste my bread, | |
| Or shut my churlish doores the poore unfed, | |
| Or bent my hand to doe the orphan wrong, | |
| Or saw him naked, unapparelld long; | |
| In heapes of gold if er I took delight, | 75 |
| Or gave heavens worship to the heavenly light; | |
| Or er was flatterd by my secret will; | |
| Or joyed in my adversaries ill: | |
| Let God accurse me from his glorious seate, | |
| And make my plagues (if possible) more great. | 80 |
| Oh! that some equall hearer now were by | |
| To judge my righteous cause: full sure am I | |
| I shall be quitted by th Almightie hand. | |
| What therefore if censorious tongues withstand | |
| The judgement of my sober conscience? | 85 |
| Compose they ballads on me, yet from thence | |
| My simple innocence shall gaine renowne, | |
| And on my head Ile weare them as my crowne: | |
| To the Almighties eare will I reveale | |
| My secret wayes: to him alone appeale. | 90 |
| If (to conclude) the earth could finde a tongue | |
| T impeach my guiltlesse hands of doing wrong: | |
| If hidden wages (earnd with sweat) doe lie | |
| Rakt in her furrowes, let her wombe deny | |
| To blesse my harvest, let her better seeds | 95 |
| Be turnd to thistles, and the rest to weeds. | |
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MEDITA XV. The man whose soule is undistaind with ill, | |
| Pure from the check of a distemperd will, | |
| Stands onely free from the distracts of care, | |
| And flies a pitch above the reach of feare; | 100 |
| His bosome dares the threatning bowmans arme, | |
| His wisdome sees, his courage feares no harme; | |
| His brest lies open to the reeking sword; | |
| The darts of swarthy Maurus can affoord | |
| Lesse dread than danger to his well-prepard | 105 |
| And setled minde, which (standing on her guard) | |
| Bids mischiefe doe the worst she can or will; | |
| For he that does no ill deserves no ill. | |
| Would any strive with Samson for renowne, | |
| Whose brawney arme can strike most pillars down? | 110 |
| Or try a fall with angels, and prevaile? | |
| Or with a hymne unhinge the strongest iayle? | |
| Would any from a prisner prove a prince? | |
| Or with slow speech best orators convince? | |
| Preserve he then unstained in his brest | 115 |
| A milk-white conscience, let his soule be blest | |
| With simple innocence; this sevenfold shield | |
| No dart shall pierce, no sword shall make it yeeld; | |
| The sinewy bow, and deadly-headed launce, | |
| Shall break in shivers, and the splinters glaunce | 120 |
| Aside, returning backe from whence they came, | |
| And wound their hearts with an eternall shame. | |
| The just and constant minde that perseveres | |
| Vnblemisht with false pleasures, never feares | |
| The bended threatenings of a tyranns brow | 125 |
| Death neither can disturbe, nor change his vow. | |
| Well guarded with himself he walkes along, | |
| When most alone he stands a thousand strong. | |
| Lives he in weale and full prosperitie? | |
| His wisdom tels him that he lives to die; | 130 |
| Is he afflicted? sharpe afflictions give | |
| Him hopes of change, and that he dyes to live; | |
| Is he revild and scornd? he sits and smiles, | |
| Knowing him happy whom the world reviles. | |
| If rich, he gives the poore, and if he live | 135 |
| In poore estate, he findes rich friends to give: | |
| He lives an angel in a mortall forme; | |
| And having past the brunt of many a storme, | |
| At last arriveth at the haven of rest, | |
| Where that just Judge that rambles in his brest, | 140 |
| Joyning with angels, with an angels voyce | |
| Chaunts forth sweet requiems of eternall joyes. | |
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