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The Proem. I HAVE gret wonder, by this lighte, | |
| How that I live, for day ne nighte | |
| I may nat slepe wel nigh noght; | |
| I have so many an ydel thoght | |
| Purely for defaute of slepe, | 5 |
| That, by my trouthe, I take kepe | |
| Of no-thing, how hit cometh or goth, | |
| Ne me nis no-thing leef nor loth. | |
| Al is y-liche good to me | |
| Ioye or sorowe, wherso hit be | 10 |
| For I have feling in no-thing, | |
| But, as it were, a mased thing, | |
| Alway in point to falle a-doun; | |
| For [sory] imaginacioun | |
| Is alway hoolly in my minde. | 15 |
| And wel ye wite, agaynes kinde | |
| Hit were to liven in this wyse; | |
| For nature wolde nat suffyse | |
| To noon erthely creature | |
| Not longe tyme to endure | 20 |
| Withoute slepe, and been in sorwe; | |
| And I ne may, ne night ne morwe, | |
| Slepe; and thus melancolye, | |
| And dreed I have for to dye, | |
| Defaute of slepe, and hevinesse | 25 |
| Hath sleyn my spirit of quiknesse, | |
| That I have lost al lustihede. | |
| Suche fantasyes ben in myn hede | |
| So I not what is best to do. | |
| But men mighte axe me, why so | 30 |
| I may not slepe, and what me is? | |
| But natheles, who aske this | |
| Leseth his asking trewely. | |
| My-selven can not telle why | |
| The sooth; but trewely, as I gesse, | 35 |
| I holdë hit be a siknesse | |
| That I have suffred this eight yere, | |
| And yet my bote is never the nere; | |
| For ther is phisicien but oon, | |
| That may me hele; but that is doon. | 40 |
| Passe we over until eft; | |
| That wil not be, moot nede be left; | |
| Our first matere is good to kepe. | |
| So whan I saw I might not slepe, | |
| Til now late, this other night, | 45 |
| Upon my bedde I sat upright, | |
| And bad oon reche me a book, | |
| A romaunce, and he hit me took | |
| To rede aud dryve the night away; | |
| For me thoghte it better play | 50 |
| Then playen either at chesse or tables. | |
| And in this boke were writen fables | |
| That clerkes hadde, in olde tyme, | |
| And other poets, put in ryme | |
| To rede, and for to be in minde | 55 |
| Whyl men loved the lawe of kinde. | |
| This book ne spak but of such thinges, | |
| Of quenes lyves, and of kinges, | |
| And many othere thinges smale. | |
| Amonge al this I fond a tale | 60 |
| That me thoughte a wonder thing. | |
| This was the tale: Ther was a king | |
| That highte Seys, and hadde a wyf, | |
| The beste that mighte bere lyf; | |
| And this quene highte Alcyone. | 65 |
| So hit befel, therafter sone, | |
| This king wolde wenden over see. | |
| To tellen shortly, whan that he | |
| Was in the see, thus in this wyse, | |
| Soche a tempest gan to ryse | 70 |
| That brak hir mast, and made it falle, | |
| And clefte hir ship, and dreinte hem alle, | |
| That never was founden, as it telles, | |
| Bord ne man, ne nothing elles. | |
| Right thus this king Seys loste his lyf. | 75 |
| Now for to speken of his wyf: | |
| This lady, that was left at home, | |
| Hath wonder, that the king ne come | |
| Hoom, for hit was a longe terme. | |
| Anon her herte gan to erme; | 80 |
| And for that hir thoughte evermo | |
| Hit was not wel [he dwelte] so, | |
| She longed so after the king | |
| That certes, hit were a pitous thing | |
| To telle hir hertely sorwful lyf | 85 |
| That hadde, alas! this noble wyf; | |
| For him she loved alderbest. | |
| Anon she sente bothe eest and west | |
| To seke him, but they founde nought. | |
| Alas! quoth she, that I was wrought! | 90 |
| And wher my lord, my love, be deed? | |
| Certes, I nil never ete breed, | |
| I make a-vowe to my god here, | |
| But I mowe of my lorde here! | |
| Such sorwe this lady to her took | 95 |
| That trewely I, which made this book, | |
| Had swich pite and swich rowthe | |
| To rede hir sorwe, that, by my trowthe, | |
| I ferde the worse al the morwe | |
| After, to thenken on her sorwe. | 100 |
| So whan [she] coude here no word | |
| That no man mighte fynde hir lord, | |
| Ful oft she swouned, and seide alas! | |
| For sorwe ful nigh wood she was, | |
| Ne she coude no reed but oon; | 105 |
| But doun on knees she sat anoon, | |
| And weep, that pite was to here. | |
| A! mercy! swete lady dere! | |
| Quod she to Iuno, hir goddesse; | |
| Help me out of this distresse, | 110 |
| And yeve me grace my lord to see | |
| Sone, or wite wher-so he be, | |
| Or how he fareth, or in what wyse, | |
| And I shal make you sacrifyse, | |
| And hoolly youres become I shal | 115 |
| With good wil, body, herte, and al; | |
| And but thou wilt this, lady swete, | |
| Send me grace to slepe, and mete | |
| In my slepe som certeyn sweven, | |
| Wher-through that I may knowen even | 120 |
| Whether my lord be quik or deed. | |
| With that word she heng doun the heed, | |
| And fil a-swown as cold as ston; | |
| Hir women caughte her up anon, | |
| And broghten hir in bed al naked, | 125 |
| And she, forweped and forwaked, | |
| Was wery, and thus the dede sleep | |
| Fil on her, or she toke keep, | |
| Through Iuno, that had herd hir bone, | |
| That made hir [for] to slepe sone; | 130 |
| For as she prayde, so was don, | |
| In dede; for Iuno, right anon, | |
| Called thus her messagere | |
| To do her erande, and he com nere. | |
| Whan he was come, she bad him thus: | 135 |
| Go bet, quod Iuno, to Morpheus, | |
| Thou knowest him wel, the god of sleep; | |
| Now understond wel, and tak keep. | |
| Sey thus on my halfe, that he | |
| Go faste into the grete see, | 140 |
| And bid him that, on alle thing, | |
| He take up Seys body the king, | |
| That lyth ful pale and no-thing rody. | |
| Bid him crepe into the body, | |
| Aud do it goon to Alcyone | 145 |
| The quene, ther she lyth alone, | |
| And shewe hir shortly, hit is no nay, | |
| How hit was dreynt this other day; | |
| And do the body speke so | |
| Right as hit was wont to do, | 150 |
| The whyles that hit was on lyve. | |
| Go now faste, and hy thee blyve! | |
| This messager took leve and wente | |
| Upon his wey, and never ne stente | |
| Til he com to the derke valeye | 155 |
| That stant bytwene roches tweye, | |
| Ther never yet grew corn ne gras, | |
| Ne tree, ne nothing that ought was, | |
| Beste, ne man, ne nothing elles, | |
| Save ther were a fewe welles | 160 |
| Came renning fro the cliffes adoun, | |
| That made a deedly sleping soun, | |
| And ronnen doun right by a cave | |
| That was under a rokke y-grave | |
| Amid the valey, wonder depe. | 165 |
| Ther thise goddes laye and slepe, | |
| Morpheus, and Eclympasteyre, | |
| That was the god of slepes heyre, | |
| That slepe and did non other werk. | |
| This cave was also as derk | 170 |
| As helle pit over-al aboute; | |
| They had good leyser for to route | |
| To envye, who might slepe beste; | |
| Some henge hir chin upon hir breste | |
| And slepe upright, hir heed y-hed, | 175 |
| And some laye naked in hir bed, | |
| And slepe whyles the dayes laste. | |
| This messager com flying faste, | |
| And cryed, O ho! awak anon! | |
| Hit was for noght; ther herde him non. | 180 |
| Awak! quod he, who is, lyth there? | |
| And blew his horn right in hir ere, | |
| And cryed awaketh! wonder hyë. | |
| This god of slepe, with his oon yë | |
| Cast up, axed, who clepeth there? | 185 |
| Hit am I, quod this messagere; | |
| Iuno bad thou shuldest goon | |
| And tolde him what he shulde doon | |
| As I have told yow here-tofore; | |
| Hit is no need reherse hit more; | 190 |
| And wente his wey, whan he had sayd. | |
| Anon this god of slepe a-brayd | |
| Out of his slepe, and gan to goon, | |
| And did as he had bede him doon; | |
| Took up the dreynte body sone, | 195 |
| And bar hit forth to Alcyone, | |
| His wyf the quene, ther-as she lay, | |
| Right even a quarter before day, | |
| And stood right at hir beddes fete, | |
| And called hir, right as she hete, | 200 |
| By name, and seyde, my swete wyf, | |
| Awak! let be your sorwful lyf! | |
| For in your sorwe ther lyth no reed; | |
| For certes, swete, I nam but deed; | |
| Ye shul me never on lyve y-see. | 205 |
| But good swete herte, [look] that ye | |
| Bury my body, [at whiche] a tyde | |
| Ye mowe hit finde the see besyde; | |
| And far-wel, swete, my worldes blisse! | |
| I praye god your sorwe lisse; | 210 |
| To litel whyl our blisse lasteth! | |
| With that hir eyen up she casteth, | |
| And saw noght; [A]! quod she, for sorwe! | |
| And deyed within the thridde morwe. | |
| But what she sayde more in that swow | 215 |
| I may not telle yow as now, | |
| Hit were to longe for to dwelle; | |
| My first matere I wil yow telle, | |
| Wherfor I have told this thing | |
| Of Alcione and Seys the king. | 220 |
| For thus moche dar I saye wel, | |
| I had be dolven everydel, | |
| And deed, right through defaute of sleep, | |
| If I nad red and taken keep | |
| Of this tale next before: | 225 |
| And I wol telle yow wherfore; | |
| For I ne might, for bote ne bale, | |
| Slepe, or I had red this tale | |
| Of this dreynte Seys the king, | |
| And of the goddes of sleping. | 230 |
| Whan I had red this tale wel, | |
| And over-loked hit everydel, | |
| Me thoughte wonder if hit were so; | |
| For I had never herd speke, or tho, | |
| Of no goddes that coude make | 235 |
| Men [for] to slepe, ne for to wake; | |
| For I ne knew never god but oon. | |
| And in my game I sayde anoon | |
| And yet me list right evel to pleye | |
| Rather then that I shulde deye | 240 |
| Through defaute of sleping thus, | |
| I wolde yive thilke Morpheus, | |
| Or his goddesse, dame Iuno, | |
| Or som wight elles, I ne roghte who | |
| To make me slepe and have som reste | 245 |
| I wil yive him the alder-beste | |
| Yift that ever he abood his lyve, | |
| And here on warde, right now, as blyve; | |
| If he wol make me slepe a lyte, | |
| Of downe of pure dowves whyte | 250 |
| I wil yive him a fether-bed, | |
| Rayed with golde, and right wel cled | |
| In fyn blak satin doutremere, | |
| And many a pilow, and every bere | |
| Of clothe of Reynes, to slepe softe; | 255 |
| Him thar not nede to turnen ofte. | |
| And I wol yive him al that falles | |
| To a chambre; and al his halles | |
| I wol do peynte with pure golde, | |
| And tapite hem ful many folde | 260 |
| Of oo sute; this shal he have, | |
| If I wiste wher were his cave, | |
| If he can make me slepe sone, | |
| As did the goddesse Alcione. | |
| And thus this ilke god, Morpheus, | 265 |
| May winne of me mo feës thus | |
| Than ever he wan; and to Iuno, | |
| That is his goddesse, I shal so do, | |
| I trow that she shal holde her payd. | |
| I hadde unneth that word y-sayd | 270 |
| Right thus as I have told hit yow, | |
| That sodeynly, I niste how, | |
| Swich a lust anoon me took | |
| To slepe, that right upon my book | |
| I fil aslepe, and therwith even | 275 |
| Me mette so inly swete a sweven, | |
| So wonderful, that never yit | |
| I trowe no man hadde the wit | |
| To conne wel my sweven rede; | |
| No, not Ioseph, withoute drede, | 280 |
| Of Egipte, he that redde so | |
| The kinges meting Pharao, | |
| No more than coude the leste of us; | |
| Ne nat scarsly Macrobeus, | |
| (He that wroot al thavisioun | 285 |
| That he mette, king Scipioun, | |
| The noble man, the Affrican | |
| Swiche mervayles fortuned than) | |
| I trowe, a-rede my dremes even. | |
| Lo, thus hit was, this was my sweven. | 290 |
The Dream. ME thoughte thus:that hit was May, | |
| And in the dawning ther I lay, | |
| Me mette thus, in my bed al naked: | |
| [I] loked forth, for I was waked | |
| With smale foules a gret hepe, | 295 |
| That had affrayed me out of slepe | |
| Through noyse and swetnesse of hir song; | |
| And, as me mette, they sate among, | |
| Upon my chambre-roof withoute, | |
| Upon the tyles, al a-boute, | 300 |
| And songen, everich in his wyse, | |
| The moste solempne servyse | |
| By note, that ever man, I trowe, | |
| Had herd; for som of hem song lowe, | |
| Som hye, and al of oon acorde. | 305 |
| To telle shortly, at oo worde, | |
| Was never y-herd so swete a steven, | |
| But hit had be a thing of heven; | |
| So mery a soun, so swete entunes, | |
| That certes, for the toune of Tewnes, | 310 |
| I nolde but I had herd hem singe, | |
| For al my chambre gan to ringe | |
| Through singing of hir armonye. | |
| For instrument nor melodye | |
| Was nowher herd yet half so swete, | 315 |
| Nor of acorde half so mete; | |
| For ther was noon of hem that feyned | |
| To singe, for ech of hem him peyned | |
| To finde out mery crafty notes; | |
| They ne spared not hir throtes. | 320 |
| And, sooth to seyn, my chambre was | |
| Ful wel depeynted, and with glas | |
| Were al the windowes wel y-glased, | |
| Ful clere, and nat an hole y-crased, | |
| That to beholde hit was gret Ioye. | 325 |
| For hoolly al the storie of Troye | |
| Was in the glasing y-wroght thus, | |
| Of Ector and king Priamus, | |
| Of Achilles and Lamedon, | |
| Of Medea and of Iason, | 330 |
| Of Paris, Eleyne, and Lavyne. | |
| And alle the walles with colours fyne | |
| Were peynted, bothe text and glose, | |
| [Of] al the Romaunce of the Rose. | |
| My windowes weren shet echon, | 335 |
| And through the glas the sunne shon | |
| Upon my bed with brighte bemes, | |
| With many glade gilden stremes; | |
| And eek the welken was so fair, | |
| Blew, bright, clere was the air, | 340 |
| And ful atempre, for sothe, hit was; | |
| For nother cold nor hoot hit nas, | |
| Ne in al the welken was a cloude. | |
| And as I lay thus, wonder loude | |
| Me thoughte I herde an hunte blowe | 345 |
| Tassaye his horn, and for to knowe | |
| Whether hit were clere or hors of soune. | |
| I herde goinge, up and doune, | |
| Men, hors, houndes, and other thing; | |
| And al men speken of hunting, | 350 |
| How they wolde slee the hert with strengthe, | |
| And how the hert had, upon lengthe, | |
| So moche embosed, I not now what. | |
| Anon-right, whan I herde that, | |
| How that they wolde on hunting goon, | 355 |
| I was right glad, and up anoon; | |
| [I] took my hors, and forth I wente | |
| Out of my chambre; I never stente | |
| Til I com to the feld withoute: | |
| Ther overtook I a gret route | 360 |
| Of huntes and eek of foresteres, | |
| With many relayes and lymeres, | |
| And hyed hem to the forest faste, | |
| And I with hem;so at the laste | |
| I asked oon, ladde a lymere: | 365 |
| Say, felow, who shal hunten here | |
| Quod I; and he answerde ageyn, | |
| Sir, themperour Octovien, | |
| Quod he, and is heer faste by. | |
| A goddes halfe, in good tyme, quod I, | 370 |
| Go we faste! and gan to ryde. | |
| Whan we came to the forest-syde, | |
| Every man dide, right anoon, | |
| As to hunting fil to doon. | |
| The mayster-hunte anoon, fot-hoot, | 375 |
| With a gret horne blew three moot | |
| At the uncoupling of his houndes. | |
| Within a whyl the hert [y]-founde is, | |
| Y-halowed, and rechased faste | |
| Longe tyme; and at the laste, | 380 |
| This hert rused and stal away | |
| Fro alle the houndes a prevy way. | |
| The houndes had overshote hem alle, | |
| And were on a defaute y-falle; | |
| Therwith the hunte wonder faste | 385 |
| Blew a forloyn at the laste. | |
| I was go walked fro my tree, | |
| And as I wente, ther cam by me | |
| A whelp, that fauned me as I stood, | |
| That hadde y-folowed, and coude no good. | 390 |
| Hit com and creep to me as lowe, | |
| Right as hit hadde me y-knowe, | |
| Hild doun his heed and Ioyned his eres, | |
| And leyde al smothe doun his heres. | |
| I wolde han caught hit, and anoon | 395 |
| Hit fledde, and was fro me goon; | |
| And I him folwed, and hit forth wente | |
| Doun by a floury grene wente | |
| Ful thikke of gras, ful softe and swete, | |
| With floures fele, faire under fete, | 400 |
| And litel used, hit seemed thus; | |
| For bothe Flora and Zephirus, | |
| They two that make floures growe, | |
| Had mad hir dwelling ther, I trowe; | |
| For hit was, on to beholde, | 405 |
| As thogh the erthe envye wolde | |
| To be gayer than the heven, | |
| To have mo floures, swiche seven | |
| As in the welken sterres be. | |
| Hit had forgete the povertee | 410 |
| That winter, through his colde morwes, | |
| Had mad hit suffren, and his sorwes; | |
| Al was forgeten, and that was sene. | |
| For al the wode was waxen grene, | |
| Swetnesse of dewe had mad it waxe. | 415 |
| Hit is no need eek for to axe | |
| Wher ther were many grene greves, | |
| Or thikke of trees, so ful of leves; | |
| And every tree stood by him-selve | |
| Fro other wel ten foot or twelve. | 420 |
| So grete trees, so huge of strengthe, | |
| Of fourty or fifty fadme lengthe, | |
| Clene withoute bough or stikke, | |
| With croppes brode, and eek as thikke | |
| They were nat an inche a-sonder | 425 |
| That hit was shadwe over-al under; | |
| And many an hert and many an hinde | |
| Was both before me and bihinde. | |
| Of founes, soures, bukkes, doës | |
| Was ful the wode, and many roës, | 430 |
| And many squirelles, that sete | |
| Ful hye upon the trees, and ete, | |
| And in hir maner made festes. | |
| Shortly, hit was so ful of bestes, | |
| That thogh Argus, the noble countour, | 435 |
| Sete to rekene in his countour, | |
| And rekened with his figures ten | |
| For by tho figures mowe al ken, | |
| If they be crafty, rekene and noumbre, | |
| And telle of every thing the noumbre | 440 |
| Yet shulde he fayle to rekene even | |
| The wondres, me mette in my sweven. | |
| But forth they romed wonder faste | |
| Doun the wode; so at the laste | |
| I was war of a man in blak, | 445 |
| That sat and had y-turned his bak | |
| To an oke, an huge tree. | |
| Lord, thoghte I, who may that be? | |
| What ayleth him to sitten here? | |
| Anoon-right I wente nere; | 450 |
| Than fond I sitte even upright | |
| A wonder wel-faringe knight | |
| By the maner me thoughte so | |
| Of good mochel, and yong therto, | |
| Of the age of four and twenty yeer. | 455 |
| Upon his berde but litel heer, | |
| And he was clothed al in blakke. | |
| I stalked even unto his bakke, | |
| And ther I stood as stille as ought, | |
| That, sooth to saye, he saw me nought, | 460 |
| For-why he heng his heed adoune. | |
| And with a deedly sorwful soune | |
| He made of ryme ten vers or twelve, | |
| Of a compleynt to him-selve, | |
| The moste pite, the moste rowthe, | 465 |
| That ever I herde; for, by my trowthe, | |
| Hit was gret wonder that nature | |
| Might suffren any creature | |
| To have swich sorwe, and be not deed. | |
| Ful pitous, pale, and nothing reed, | 470 |
| He sayde a lay, a maner song, | |
| Withoute note, withoute song, | |
| And hit was this; for wel I can | |
| Reherse hit; right thus hit began. | |
| § I have of sorwe so gret woon, | 475 |
| That Ioye gete I never noon, | |
| Now that I see my lady bright, | |
| Which I have loved with al my might, | |
| Is fro me deed, and is a-goon. | |
| § Allas, [o] deeth! what ayleth thee, | 480 |
| That thou noldest have taken me, | |
| Whan that thou toke my lady swete? | |
| That was so fayr, so fresh, so free, | |
| So good, that men may wel [y]-see | |
| Of al goodnesse she had no mete! | 485 |
| Whan he had mad thus his complaynte, | |
| His sorowful herte gan faste faynte, | |
| And his spirites wexen dede; | |
| The blood was fled, for pure drede, | |
| Doun to his herte, to make him warm | 490 |
| For wel hit feled the herte had harm | |
| To wite eek why hit was a-drad | |
| By kinde, and for to make hit glad; | |
| For hit is membre principal | |
| Of the body; and that made al | 495 |
| His hewe chaunge and wexe grene | |
| And pale, for no blood [was] sene | |
| In no maner lime of his. | |
| Anoon therwith whan I saw this, | |
| He ferde thus evel ther he sete, | 500 |
| I wente and stood right at his fete, | |
| And grette him, but he spak noght, | |
| But argued with his owne thoght, | |
| And in his witte disputed faste | |
| Why and how his lyf might laste; | 505 |
| Him thoughte his sorwes were so smerte | |
| And lay so colde upon his herte; | |
| So, through his sorwe and hevy thoght, | |
| Made him that he ne herde me noght; | |
| For he had wel nigh lost his minde, | 510 |
| Thogh Pan, that men clepe god of kinde, | |
| Were for his sorwes never so wrooth. | |
| But at the laste, to sayn right sooth, | |
| He was war of me, how I stood | |
| Before him, and dide of myn hood, | 515 |
| And [grette] him, as I best coude. | |
| Debonairly, and no-thing loude, | |
| He sayde, I prey thee, be not wrooth, | |
| I herde thee not, to sayn the sooth, | |
| Ne I saw thee not, sir, trewely. | 520 |
| A! goode sir, no fors, quod I, | |
| I am right sory if I have ought | |
| Destroubled yow out of your thought; | |
| For-yive me if I have mis-take. | |
| Yis, thamendes is light to make, | 525 |
| Quod he, for ther lyth noon ther-to; | |
| Ther is no-thing missayd nor do. | |
| Lo! how goodly spak this knight, | |
| As it had been another wight; | |
| He made it nouther tough ne queynte. | 530 |
| And I saw that, and gan me aqueynte | |
| With him, and fond him so tretable, | |
| Right wonder skilful and resonable, | |
| As me thoghte, for al his bale. | |
| Anoon-right I gan finde a tale | 535 |
| To him, to loke wher I might ought | |
| Have more knowing of his thought. | |
| Sir, quod I, this game is doon; | |
| I holde that this hert be goon; | |
| Thise huntes conne him nowher see. | 540 |
| I do no fors therof, quod he, | |
| My thought is ther-on never a del. | |
| By our lord, quod I, I trow yow wel, | |
| Right so me thinketh by your chere. | |
| But, sir, oo thing wol ye here? | 545 |
| Me thinketh, in gret sorwe I yow see; | |
| But certes, [good] sir, yif that ye | |
| Wolde ought discure me your wo, | |
| I wolde, as wis god helpe me so, | |
| Amende hit, yif I can or may; | 550 |
| Ye mowe preve hit by assay. | |
| For, by my trouthe, to make yow hool, | |
| I wol do al my power hool; | |
| And telleth me of your sorwes smerte, | |
| Paraventure hit may ese your herte, | 555 |
| That semeth ful seke under your syde. | |
| With that he loked on me asyde, | |
| As who sayth, nay, that wol not be. | |
| Graunt mercy, goode frend, quod he, | |
| I thanke thee that thou woldest so, | 560 |
| But hit may never the rather be do. | |
| No man may my sorwe glade, | |
| That maketh my hewe to falle and fade, | |
| And hath myn understonding lorn, | |
| That me is wo that I was born! | 565 |
| May noght make my sorwes slyde, | |
| Nought the remedies of Ovyde; | |
| Ne Orpheus, god of melodye, | |
| Ne Dedalus, with playes slye; | |
| Ne hele me may phisicien, | 570 |
| Noght Ypocras, ne Galien; | |
| Me is wo that I live houres twelve; | |
| But who so wol assaye him-selve | |
| Whether his herte can have pite | |
| Of any sorwe, lat him see me. | 575 |
| I wrecche, that deeth hath mad al naked | |
| Of alle blisse that was ever maked, | |
| Y-worthe worste of alle wightes, | |
| That hate my dayes and my nightes; | |
| My lyf, my lustes be me lothe, | 580 |
| For al welfare and I be wrothe. | |
| The pure deeth is so my fo, | |
| [Thogh] I wolde deye, hit wolde not so; | |
| For whan I folwe hit, hit wol flee; | |
| I wolde have [hit], hit nil not me. | 585 |
| This is my peyne withoute reed, | |
| Alway deying, and be not deed, | |
| That Sesiphus, that lyth in helle, | |
| May not of more sorwe telle. | |
| And who so wiste al, by my trouthe, | 590 |
| My sorwe, but he hadde routhe | |
| And pite of my sorwes smerte, | |
| That man hath a feendly herte. | |
| For who so seeth me first on morwe | |
| May seyn, he hath [y]-met with sorwe; | 595 |
| For I am sorwe and sorwe is I. | |
| Allas! and I wol telle the why; | |
| My [song] is turned to pleyning, | |
| And al my laughter to weping, | |
| My glade thoghtes to hevinesse, | 600 |
| In travaile is myn ydelnesse | |
| And eek my reste; my wele is wo. | |
| My good is harm, and ever-mo | |
| In wrathe is turned my pleying, | |
| And my delyt in-to sorwing. | 605 |
| Myn hele is turned into seeknesse, | |
| In drede is al my sikernesse. | |
| To derke is turned al my light, | |
| My wit is foly, my day is night, | |
| My love is hate, my sleep waking, | 610 |
| My mirthe and meles is fasting, | |
| My countenaunce is nycete, | |
| And al abaved wher-so I be, | |
| My pees, in pleding and in werre; | |
| Allas! how mighte I fare werre? | 615 |
| My boldnesse is turned to shame, | |
| For fals Fortune hath pleyd a game | |
| Atte ches with me, allas! the whyle! | |
| The trayteresse fals and ful of gyle, | |
| That al behoteth and no-thing halt, | 620 |
| She goth upryght and yet she halt, | |
| That baggeth foule and loketh faire, | |
| The dispitousë debonaire, | |
| That scorneth many a creature! | |
| An ydole of fals portraiture | 625 |
| Is she, for she wil sone wryen; | |
| She is the monstres heed y-wryen, | |
| As filth over y-strawed with floures; | |
| Hir moste worship and hir [flour is] | |
| To lyen, for that is hir nature; | 630 |
| Withoute feyth, lawe, or mesure | |
| She is fals; and ever laughinge | |
| With oon eye, and that other wepinge. | |
| That is broght up, she set al doun. | |
| I lykne hir to the scorpioun, | 635 |
| That is a fals flatering beste; | |
| For with his hede he maketh feste, | |
| But al amid his flateringe | |
| With his tayle he wol stinge, | |
| And envenyme; and so wol she. | 640 |
| She is thenvyous charite | |
| That is ay fals, and semeth wele, | |
| So turneth she hir false whele | |
| Aboute, for it is no-thing stable, | |
| Now by the fyre, now at table; | 645 |
| Ful many oon hath she thus y-blent. | |
| She is pley of enchauntement, | |
| That semeth oon and is nat so, | |
| The false theef! what hath she do, | |
| Trowest thou? by our lord, I wol thee seye. | 650 |
| Atte ches with me she gan to pleye; | |
| With hir false draughtes divers | |
| She stal on me, and took my fers. | |
| And whan I saw my fers aweye, | |
| Alas! I couthe no lenger pleye, | 655 |
| But seyde, farwel, swete, y-wis, | |
| And farwel al that ever ther is! | |
| Therwith Fortune seyde chek here! | |
| And mate! in mid pointe of the chekkere | |
| With a poune erraunt, allas! | 660 |
| Ful craftier to pley she was | |
| Than Athalus, that made the game | |
| First of the ches: so was his name. | |
| But god wolde I had ones or twyes | |
| Y-koud and knowe the Ieupardyes | 665 |
| That coude the Grek Pithagores! | |
| I shulde have pleyd the bet at ches, | |
| And kept my fers the bet therby; | |
| And thogh wherto? for trewely | |
| I hold that wish nat worth a stree! | 670 |
| Hit had be never the bet for me. | |
| For Fortune can so many a wyle, | |
| Ther be but fewe can hir begyle, | |
| And eek she is the las to blame; | |
| My-self I wolde have do the same, | 675 |
| Before god, hadde I been as she; | |
| She oghte the more excused be. | |
| For this I say yet more therto, | |
| Hadde I be god and mighte have do | |
| My wille, whan my fers she caughte, | 680 |
| I wolde have drawe the same draughte. | |
| For, also wis god yive me reste, | |
| I dar wel swere she took the beste! | |
| But through that draughte I have lorn | |
| My blisse; allas! that I was born! | 685 |
| For evermore, I trowe trewly, | |
| For al my wil, my lust hoolly | |
| Is turned; but yet, what to done? | |
| By our lord, hit is to deye sone; | |
| For no-thing I [ne] leve it noght, | 690 |
| But live and deye right in this thoght. | |
| Ther nis planete in firmament, | |
| Ne in air, ne in erthe, noon element, | |
| That they ne yive me a yift echoon | |
| Of weping, whan I am aloon. | 695 |
| For whan that I avyse me wel, | |
| And bethenke me every-del, | |
| How that ther lyth in rekening, | |
| In my sorwe, for no-thing; | |
| And how ther leveth no gladnesse | 700 |
| May gladde me of my distresse, | |
| And how I have lost suffisance, | |
| And therto I have no plesance, | |
| Than may I say, I have right noght. | |
| And whan al this falleth in my thoght, | 705 |
| Allas! than am I overcome! | |
| For that is doon is not to come! | |
| I have more sorowe than Tantale. | |
| And whan I herde him telle this tale | |
| Thus pitously, as I yow telle, | 710 |
| Unnethe mighte I lenger dwelle, | |
| Hit dide myn herte so moche wo. | |
| A! good sir! quod I, say not so! | |
| Have som pite on your nature | |
| That formed yow to creature, | 715 |
| Remembre yow of Socrates; | |
| For he ne counted nat three strees | |
| Of noght that Fortune coude do. | |
| No, quod he, I can not so. | |
| Why so? good sir! parde! quod I; | 720 |
| Ne say noght so, for trewely, | |
| Thogh ye had lost the ferses twelve, | |
| And ye for sorwe mordred your-selve, | |
| Ye sholde be dampned in this cas | |
| By as good right as Medea was, | 725 |
| That slow hir children for Iason; | |
| And Phyllis als for Demophon | |
| Heng hir-self, so weylaway! | |
| For he had broke his terme-day | |
| To come to hir. Another rage | 730 |
| Had Dydo, quene eek of Cartage, | |
| That slow hir-self, for Eneas | |
| Was fals; [a!] whiche a fool she was! | |
| And Ecquo dyed for Narcisus | |
| Nolde nat love hir; and right thus | 735 |
| Hath many another foly don. | |
| And for Dalida dyed Sampson, | |
| That slow him-self with a pilere. | |
| But ther is [noon] a-lyve here | |
| Wolde for a fers make this wo! | 740 |
| Why so? quod he; hit is nat so; | |
| Thou wost ful litel what thou menest; | |
| I have lost more than thou wenest. | |
| Lo, [sir,] how may that be? quod I; | |
| Good sir, tel me al hoolly | 745 |
| In what wyse, how, why, and wherfore | |
| That ye have thus your blisse lore. | |
| Blythly, quod he, com sit adoun; | |
| I telle thee up condicioun | |
| That thou hoolly, with al thy wit, | 750 |
| Do thyn entent to herkene hit. | |
| Yis, sir. Swere thy trouthe ther-to. | |
| Gladly. Do than holde her-to! | |
| I shal right blythly, so god me save, | |
| Hoolly, with al the witte I have, | 755 |
| Here yow, as wel as I can. | |
| A goddes half! quod he, and began: | |
| Sir, quod he, sith first I couthe | |
| Have any maner wit fro youthe, | |
| Or kyndely understonding | 760 |
| To comprehende, in any thing, | |
| What love was, in myn owne wit, | |
| Dredeles, I have ever yit | |
| Be tributary, and yiven rente | |
| To love hoolly with goode entente, | 765 |
| And through plesaunce become his thral, | |
| With good wil, body, herte, and al. | |
| Al this I putte in his servage, | |
| As to my lorde, and dide homage; | |
| And ful devoutly prayde him to, | 770 |
| He shulde besette myn herte so, | |
| That it plesaunce to him were, | |
| And worship to my lady dere. | |
| And this was longe, and many a yeer | |
| Or that myn herte was set o-wher, | 775 |
| That I did thus, and niste why; | |
| I trowe hit cam me kindely. | |
| Paraunter I was therto most able | |
| As a whyt wal or a table; | |
| For hit is redy to cacche and take | 780 |
| Al that men wil therin make, | |
| Wher-so men wol portreye or peynte, | |
| Be the werkes never so queynte. | |
| And thilke tyme I ferde so | |
| I was able to have lerned tho, | 785 |
| And to have coud as wel or better, | |
| Paraunter, other art or letter. | |
| But for love cam first in my thought, | |
| Therfore I forgat it nought. | |
| I chees love to my firste craft, | 790 |
| Therfor hit is with me [y]-laft. | |
| Forwhy I took hit of so yong age, | |
| That malice hadde my corage | |
| Nat that tyme turned to no-thing | |
| Through to mochel knowleching. | 795 |
| For that tyme youthe, my maistresse, | |
| Governed me in ydelnesse; | |
| For hit was in my firste youthe, | |
| And tho ful litel good I couthe; | |
| For al my werkes were flittinge, | 800 |
| And al my thoghtes varyinge; | |
| Al were to me y-liche good, | |
| That I knew tho; but thus hit stood. | |
| Hit happed that I cam on a day | |
| Into a place, ther I say, | 805 |
| Trewly, the fayrest companyë | |
| Of ladies, that ever man with yë | |
| Had seen togedres in oo place. | |
| Shal I clepe hit hap other grace | |
| That broghte me ther? nay, but Fortune, | 810 |
| That is to lyen ful comune, | |
| The false trayteresse, pervers, | |
| God wolde I coude clepe hir wers! | |
| For now she worcheth me ful wo, | |
| And I wol telle sone why so. | 815 |
| Among thise ladies thus echoon, | |
| Soth to seyn, I saw [ther] oon | |
| That was lyk noon of [al] the route; | |
| For I dar swere, withoute doute, | |
| That as the someres sonne bright | 820 |
| Is fairer, clerer, and hath more light | |
| Than any planete, [is] in heven, | |
| The mone, or the sterres seven, | |
| For al the worlde, so had she | |
| Surmounted hem alle of beaute, | 825 |
| Of maner and of comlinesse, | |
| Of stature and wel set gladnesse, | |
| Of goodlihede so wel beseye | |
| Shortly, what shal I more seye? | |
| By god, and by his halwes twelve, | 830 |
| It was my swete, right as hir-selve! | |
| She had so stedfast countenaunce, | |
| So noble port and meyntenaunce. | |
| And Love, that had herd my bone, | |
| Had espyed me thus sone, | 835 |
| That she ful sone, in my thoght, | |
| As helpe me god, so was y-caught | |
| So sodenly, that I ne took | |
| No maner [reed] but at hir look | |
| And at myn herte; for-why hir eyen | 840 |
| So gladly, I trow, myn herte seyen, | |
| That purely tho myn owne thoght | |
| Seyde hit were [bet] serve hir for noght | |
| Than with another to be wel. | |
| And hit was sooth, for, everydel, | 845 |
| I wil anoon-right telle thee why. | |
| I saw hir daunce so comlily, | |
| Carole and singe so swetely, | |
| Laughe and pleye so womanly, | |
| And loke so debonairly, | 850 |
| So goodly speke and so frendly, | |
| That certes, I trow, that evermore | |
| Nas seyn so blisful a tresore. | |
| For every heer [up]on hir hede, | |
| Soth to seyn, hit was not rede, | 855 |
| Ne nouther yelw, ne broun hit nas; | |
| Me thoghte, most lyk gold hit was. | |
| And whiche eyen my lady hadde! | |
| Debonair, goode, glade, and sadde, | |
| Simple, of good mochel, noght to wyde; | 860 |
| Therto hir look nas not a-syde, | |
| Ne overthwert, but beset so wel, | |
| Hit drew and took up, everydel, | |
| Alle that on hir gan beholde. | |
| Hir eyen semed anoon she wolde | 865 |
| Have mercy; fooles wenden so; | |
| But hit was never the rather do. | |
| Hit nas no countrefeted thing, | |
| It was hir owne pure loking, | |
| That the goddesse, dame Nature, | 870 |
| Had made hem opene by mesure, | |
| And close; for, were she never so glad, | |
| Hir loking was not foly sprad, | |
| Ne wildely, thogh that she pleyde; | |
| But ever, me thoghte, hir eyen seyde, | 875 |
| By god, my wrathe is al for-yive! | |
| Therwith hir liste so wel to live, | |
| That dulnesse was of hir a-drad. | |
| She nas to sobre ne to glad; | |
| In alle thinges more mesure | 880 |
| Had never, I trowe, creature. | |
| But many oon with hir loke she herte, | |
| And that sat hir ful lyte at herte, | |
| For she knew no-thing of hir thoght; | |
| But whether she knew, or knew hit noght, | 885 |
| Algate she ne roghte of hem a stree! | |
| To gete hir love no ner nas he | |
| That woned at home, than he in Inde; | |
| The formest was alway behinde. | |
| But goode folk, over al other, | 890 |
| She loved as man may do his brother; | |
| Of whiche love she was wonder large, | |
| In skilful places that bere charge. | |
| Which a visage had she ther-to! | |
| Allas! myn herte is wonder wo | 895 |
| That I ne can discryven hit! | |
| Me lakketh bothe English and wit | |
| For to undo hit at the fulle; | |
| And eek my spirits be so dulle | |
| So greet a thing for to devyse. | 900 |
| I have no wit that can suffyse | |
| To comprehenden hir beaute; | |
| But thus moche dar I seyn, that she | |
| Was rody, fresh, and lyvely hewed; | |
| And every day hir beaute newed. | 905 |
| And negh hir face was alder-best; | |
| For certes, Nature had swich lest | |
| To make that fair, that trewly she | |
| Was hir cheef patron of beautee, | |
| And cheef ensample of al hir werke, | 910 |
| And moustre; for, be hit never so derke, | |
| Me thinketh I see hir ever-mo. | |
| And yet more-over, thogh alle tho | |
| That ever lived were now a-lyve, | |
| [They] ne sholde have founde to discryve | 915 |
| In al hir face a wikked signe; | |
| For hit was sad, simple, and benigne. | |
| And which a goodly softe speche | |
| Had that swete, my lyves leche! | |
| So frendly, and so wel y-grounded, | 920 |
| Up al resoun so wel y-founded, | |
| And so tretable to alle gode, | |
| That I dar swere by the rode, | |
| Of eloquence was never founde | |
| So swete a sowninge facounde, | 925 |
| Ne trewer tonged, ne scorned lasse, | |
| Ne bet coude hele; that, by the masse | |
| I durste swere, thogh the pope hit songe, | |
| That ther was never through hir tonge | |
| Man ne woman gretly harmed; | 930 |
| As for hir, [ther] was al harm hid; | |
| Ne lasse flatering in hir worde, | |
| That purely, hir simple recorde | |
| Was founde as trewe as any bonde, | |
| Or trouthe of any mannes honde. | 935 |
| Ne chyde she coude never a del, | |
| That knoweth al the world ful wel. | |
| But swich a fairnesse of a nekke | |
| Had that swete, that boon nor brekke | |
| Nas ther non sene, that mis-sat. | 940 |
| Hit was whyt, smothe, streght, and flat, | |
| Withouten hole; [and] canel-boon, | |
| As by seming, had she noon. | |
| Hir throte, as I have now memoire, | |
| Semed a round tour of yvoire, | 945 |
| Of good gretnesse, and noght to grete. | |
| And gode faire Whyte she hete, | |
| That was my lady name right. | |
| She was bothe fair and bright, | |
| She hadde not hir name wrong. | 950 |
| Right faire shuldres, and body long | |
| She hadde, and armes, every lith | |
| Fattish, flesshy, not greet therwith; | |
| Right whyte handes, and nayles rede, | |
| Rounde brestes; and of good brede | 955 |
| Hir hippes were, a streight flat bak. | |
| I knew on hir non other lak | |
| That al hir limmes nere sewing, | |
| In as fer as I had knowing. | |
| Therto she coude so wel pleye, | 960 |
| Whan that hir liste, that I dar seye, | |
| That she was lyk to torche bright, | |
| That every man may take of light | |
| Ynogh, and hit hath never the lesse. | |
| Of maner and of comlinesse | 965 |
| Right so ferde my lady dere; | |
| For every wight of hir manere | |
| Might cacche ynogh, if that he wolde, | |
| If he had eyen hir to beholde. | |
| For I dar sweren, if that she | 970 |
| Had among ten thousand be, | |
| She wolde have be, at the leste, | |
| A cheef mirour of al the feste, | |
| Thogh they had stonden in a rowe, | |
| To mennes eyen that coude have knowe. | 975 |
| For wher-so men had pleyd or waked, | |
| Me thoghte the felawship as naked | |
| Withouten hir, that saw I ones, | |
| As a coroune withoute stones. | |
| Trewely she was, to myn yë, | 980 |
| The soleyn fenix of Arabye, | |
| For ther liveth never but oon; | |
| Ne swich as she ne knew I noon. | |
| To speke of goodnesse; trewly she | |
| Had as moche debonairte | 985 |
| As ever had Hester in the bible, | |
| And more, if more were possible. | |
| And, soth to seyne, therwith-al | |
| She had a wit so general, | |
| So hool enclyned to alle gode, | 990 |
| That al hir wit was set, by the rode, | |
| Withoute malice, upon gladnesse; | |
| Therto I saw never yet a lesse | |
| Harmful, than she was in doing. | |
| I sey nat that she ne had knowing | 995 |
| What was harm; or elles she | |
| Had coud no good, so thinketh me. | |
| And trewly, for to speke of trouthe, | |
| But she had had, hit had be routhe. | |
| Therof she had so moche hir del | 1000 |
| And I dar seyn and swere hit wel | |
| That Trouthe him-self, over al and al, | |
| Had chose his maner principal | |
| In hir, that was his resting-place. | |
| Ther-to she hadde the moste grace, | 1005 |
| To have stedfast perseveraunce, | |
| And esy, atempre governaunce, | |
| That ever I knew or wiste yit; | |
| So pure suffraunt was hir wit. | |
| And reson gladly she understood, | 1010 |
| Hit folowed wel she coude good. | |
| She used gladly to do wel; | |
| These were hir maners every-del. | |
| Therwith she loved so wel right, | |
| She wrong do wolde to no wight; | 1015 |
| No wight might do hir no shame, | |
| She loved so wel hir owne name. | |
| Hir luste to holde no wight in honde; | |
| Ne, be thou siker, she nolde fonde | |
| To holde no wight in balaunce, | 1020 |
| By half word ne by countenaunce, | |
| But-if men wolde upon hir lye; | |
| Ne sende men in-to Walakye, | |
| To Pruyse and in-to Tartarye, | |
| To Alisaundre, ne in-to Turkye, | 1025 |
| And bidde him faste, anoon that he | |
| Go hoodles to the drye see, | |
| And come hoom by the Carrenare; | |
| And seye, Sir, be now right ware | |
| That I may of yow here seyn | 1030 |
| Worship, or that ye come ageyn! | |
| She ne used no suche knakkes smale. | |
| But wherfor that I telle my tale? | |
| Right on this same, as I have seyd, | |
| Was hoolly al my love leyd; | 1035 |
| For certes, she was, that swete wyf, | |
| My suffisaunce, my lust, my lyf, | |
| Myn hap, myn hele, and al my blisse, | |
| My worldes welfare and my [lisse], | |
| And I hirs hoolly, everydel. | 1040 |
| By our lord, quod I, I trowe yow wel! | |
| Hardely, your love was wel beset, | |
| I not how ye mighte have do bet. | |
| Bet? ne no wight so wel! quod he. | |
| I trowe hit, sir, quod I, parde! | 1045 |
| Nay, leve hit wel! Sir, so do I; | |
| I leve yow wel, that trewely | |
| Yow thoghte, that she was the beste, | |
| And to beholde the alderfaireste, | |
| Who so had loked with your eyen. | 1050 |
| With myn? nay, alle that hir seyen | |
| Seyde, and sworen hit was so. | |
| And thogh they ne hadde, I wolde tho | |
| Have loved best my lady fre, | |
| Thogh I had had al the beautee | 1055 |
| That ever had Alcipyades, | |
| And al the strengthe of Ercules, | |
| And therto had the worthinesse | |
| Of Alisaundre, and al the richesse | |
| That ever was in Babiloyne, | 1060 |
| In Cartage, or in Macedoyne, | |
| Or in Rome, or in Ninive; | |
| And therto al-so hardy be | |
| As was Ector, so have I Ioye, | |
| That Achilles slow at Troye | 1065 |
| And therfor was he slayn also | |
| In a temple, for bothe two | |
| Were slayn, he and Antilegius, | |
| And so seyth Dares Frigius, | |
| For love of [hir] Polixena | 1070 |
| Or ben as wys as Minerva, | |
| I wolde ever, withoute drede, | |
| Have loved hir, for I moste nede! | |
| Nede! nay, I gabbe now, | |
| Noght nede, and I wol telle how, | 1075 |
| For of good wille myn herte hit wolde, | |
| And eek to love hir I was holde | |
| As for the fairest and the beste. | |
| She was as good, so have I reste, | |
| As ever was Penelope of Grece, | 1080 |
| Or as the noble wyf Lucrece, | |
| That was the bestehe telleth thus, | |
| The Romain Tytus Livius | |
| She was as good, and no-thing lyke, | |
| Thogh hir stories be autentyke; | 1085 |
| Algate she was as trewe as she. | |
| But wherfor that I telle thee | |
| Whan I first my lady sey? | |
| I was right yong, [the] sooth to sey, | |
| And ful gret need I hadde to lerne; | 1090 |
| Whan my herte wolde yerne | |
| To love, it was a greet empryse. | |
| But as my wit coude best suffyse, | |
| After my yonge childly wit, | |
| Withoute drede, I besette hit | 1095 |
| To love hir in my beste wyse, | |
| To do hir worship and servyse | |
| That I tho coude, by my trouthe, | |
| Withoute feyning outher slouthe; | |
| For wonder fayn I wolde hir see. | 1100 |
| So mochel hit amended me, | |
| That, whan I saw hir first a-morwe, | |
| I was warished of al my sorwe | |
| Of al day after, til hit were eve; | |
| Me thoghte no-thing mighte me greve, | 1105 |
| Were my sorwes never so smerte. | |
| And yit she sit so in myn herte, | |
| That, by my trouthe, I nolde noght, | |
| For al this worlde, out of my thoght | |
| Leve my lady; no, trewly! | 1110 |
| Now, by my trouthe, sir, quod I, | |
| Me thinketh ye have such a chaunce | |
| As shrift withoute repentaunce. | |
| Repentaunce! nay fy, quod he; | |
| Shulde I now repente me | 1115 |
| To love? nay, certes, than were I wel | |
| Wers than was Achitofel, | |
| Or Anthenor, so have I Ioye, | |
| The traytour that betraysed Troye, | |
| Or the false Genelon, | 1120 |
| He that purchased the treson | |
| Of Rowland and of Olivere. | |
| Nay, whyl I am a-lyve here | |
| I nil foryete hir never-mo. | |
| Now, goode sir, quod I [right] tho, | 1125 |
| Ye han wel told me her-before. | |
| It is no need reherse hit more | |
| How ye sawe hir first, and where; | |
| But wolde ye telle me the manere, | |
| To hir which was your firste speche | 1130 |
| Therof I wolde yow be-seche | |
| And how she knewe first your thoght, | |
| Whether ye loved hir or noght, | |
| And telleth me eek what ye have lore; | |
| I herde yow telle her-before. | 1135 |
| Ye, seyde he, thou nost what thou menest; | |
| I have lost more than thou wenest. | |
| What los is that, [sir]? quod I tho; | |
| Nil she not love yow? is hit so? | |
| Or have ye oght [y-]doon amis, | 1140 |
| That she hath left yow? is hit this? | |
| For goddes love, tel me al. | |
| Before god, quod he, and I shal. | |
| I saye right as I have seyd, | |
| On hir was al my love leyd; | 1145 |
| And yet she niste hit never a del | |
| Noght longe tyme, leve hit wel. | |
| For be right siker, I durste noght | |
| For al this worlde telle hir my thoght, | |
| Ne I wolde have wratthed hir, trewly. | 1150 |
| For wostow why? she was lady | |
| Of the body; she had the herte, | |
| And who hath that, may not asterte. | |
| But, for to kepe me fro ydelnesse, | |
| Trewly I did my besinesse | 1155 |
| To make songes, as I best coude, | |
| And ofte tyme I song hem loude; | |
| And made songes a gret del, | |
| Al-thogh I coude not make so wel | |
| Songes, ne knowe the art al, | 1160 |
| As coude Lamekes sone Tubal, | |
| That fond out first the art of songe; | |
| For, as his brothers hamers ronge | |
| Upon his anvelt up and doun, | |
| Therof he took the firste soun; | 1165 |
| But Grekes seyn, Pictagoras, | |
| That he the firste finder was | |
| Of the art; Aurora telleth so, | |
| But therof no fors, of hem two. | |
| Algates songes thus I made | 1170 |
| Of my feling, myn herte to glade; | |
| And lo! this was [the] alther-firste, | |
| I not wher [that] hit were the werste. | |
| § Lord, hit maketh myn herte light, | |
| Whan I thenke on that swete wight | 1175 |
| That is so semely on to see; | |
| And wisshe to god hit might so be, | |
| That she wolde holde me for hir knight, | |
| My lady, that is so fair and bright! | |
| Now have I told thee, sooth to saye, | 1180 |
| My firste song. Upon a daye | |
| I bethoghte me what wo | |
| And sorwe that I suffred tho | |
| For hir, and yet she wiste hit noght, | |
| Ne telle hir durste I nat my thoght. | 1185 |
| Allas! thoghte I, I can no reed; | |
| And, but I telle hir, I nam but deed; | |
| And if I telle hir, to seye sooth, | |
| I am a-dred she wol be wrooth; | |
| Allas! what shal I thanne do? | 1190 |
| In this debat I was so wo, | |
| Me thoghte myn herte braste a-tweyn! | |
| So atte laste, soth to seyn, | |
| I me bethoghte that nature | |
| Ne formed never in creature | 1195 |
| So moche beaute, trewely, | |
| And bounte, withouten mercy. | |
| In hope of that, my tale I tolde | |
| With sorwe, as that I never sholde, | |
| For nedes; and, maugree my heed, | 1200 |
| I moste have told hir or be deed. | |
| I not wel how that I began, | |
| Ful evel rehersen hit I can; | |
| And eek, as helpe me god with-al, | |
| I trowe hit was in the dismal, | 1205 |
| That was the ten woundes of Egipte; | |
| For many a word I over-skipte | |
| In my tale, for pure fere | |
| Lest my wordes mis-set were. | |
| With sorweful herte, and woundes dede, | 1210 |
| Softe and quaking for pure drede | |
| And shame, and stinting in my tale | |
| For ferde, and myn hewe al pale, | |
| Ful ofte I wex bothe pale and reed; | |
| Bowing to hir, I heng the heed; | 1215 |
| I durste nat ones loke hir on, | |
| For wit, manere, and al was gon. | |
| I seyde mercy! and no more; | |
| Hit nas no game, hit sat me sore. | |
| So atte laste, sooth to seyn, | 1220 |
| Whan that myn herte was come ageyn, | |
| To telle shortly al my speche, | |
| With hool herte I gan hir beseche | |
| That she wolde be my lady swete; | |
| And swor, and gan hir hertely hete | 1225 |
| Ever to be stedfast and trewe, | |
| And love hir alwey freshly newe, | |
| And never other lady have, | |
| And al hir worship for to save | |
| As I best coude; I swor hir this | 1230 |
| For youres is al that ever ther is | |
| For evermore, myn herte swete! | |
| And never false yow, but I mete, | |
| I nil, as wis god helpe me so! | |
| And whan I had my tale y-do, | 1235 |
| God wot, she acounted nat a stree | |
| Of al my tale, so thoghte me. | |
| To telle shortly as hit is, | |
| Trewly hir answere, hit was this; | |
| I can not now wel counterfete | 1240 |
| Hir wordes, but this was the grete | |
| Of hir answere; she sayde, nay | |
| Al-outerly. Allas! that day | |
| The sorwe I suffred, and the wo! | |
| That trewly Cassandra, that so | 1245 |
| Bewayled the destruccioun | |
| Of Troye and of Ilioun, | |
| Had never swich sorwe as I tho. | |
| I durste no more say therto | |
| For pure fere, but stal away; | 1250 |
| And thus I lived ful many a day: | |
| That trewely, I hadde no need | |
| Ferther than my beddes heed | |
| Never a day to seche sorwe; | |
| I fond hit redy every morwe, | 1255 |
| For-why I loved hir in no gere. | |
| So hit befel, another yere, | |
| I thoughte ones I wolde fonde | |
| To do hir knowe and understonde | |
| My wo; and she wel understood | 1260 |
| That I ne wilned thing but good, | |
| And worship, and to kepe hir name | |
| Over al thing, and drede hir shame, | |
| And was so besy hir to serve; | |
| And pite were I shulde sterve, | 1265 |
| Sith that I wilned noon harm, y-wis. | |
| So whan my lady knew al this, | |
| My lady yaf me al hoolly | |
| The noble yift of hir mercy, | |
| Saving hir worship, by al weyes; | 1270 |
| Dredles, I mene noon other weyes. | |
| And therwith she yaf me a ring; | |
| I trowe hit was the firste thing; | |
| But if myn herte was y-waxe | |
| Glad, that is no need to axe! | 1275 |
| As helpe me god, I was as blyve, | |
| Reysed, as fro dethe to lyve, | |
| Of alle happes the alder-beste, | |
| The gladdest and the moste at reste. | |
| For trewely, that swete wight, | 1280 |
| Whan I had wrong and she the right, | |
| She wolde alwey so goodely | |
| For-yeve me so debonairly. | |
| In alle my youthe, in alle chaunce, | |
| She took me in hir governaunce. | 1285 |
| Therwith she was alway so trewe, | |
| Our Ioye was ever y-liche newe; | |
| Our hertes wern so even a payre, | |
| That never nas that oon contrayre | |
| To that other, for no wo. | 1290 |
| For sothe, y-liche they suffred tho | |
| Oo blisse and eek oo sorwe bothe; | |
| Y-liche they were bothe gladde and wrothe; | |
| Al was us oon, withoute were. | |
| And thus we lived ful many a yere | 1295 |
| So wel, I can nat telle how. | |
| Sir, quod I, wher is she now? | |
| Now! quod he, and stinte anoon. | |
| Therwith he wex as deed as stoon, | |
| And seyde, allas! that I was bore! | 1300 |
| That was the los, that her-before | |
| I tolde thee, that I had lorn. | |
| Bethenk how I seyde her-beforn, | |
| Thou wost ful litel what thou menest; | |
| I have lost more than thou wenest | 1305 |
| God wot, allas! right that was she! | |
| Allas! sir, how? what may that be? | |
| She is deed! Nay! Yis, by my trouthe! | |
| Is that your los? by god, hit is routhe! | |
| And with that worde, right anoon, | 1310 |
| They gan to strake forth; al was doon, | |
| For that tyme, the hert-hunting. | |
| With that, me thoghte, that this king | |
| Gan [quikly] hoomward for to ryde | |
| Unto a place ther besyde, | 1315 |
| Which was from us but a lyte, | |
| A long castel with walles whyte, | |
| By seynt Iohan! on a riche hil, | |
| As me mette; but thus it fil. | |
| Right thus me mette, as I yow telle, | 1320 |
| That in the castel was a belle, | |
| As hit had smiten houres twelve. | |
| |
| Therwith I awook my-selve, | |
| And fond me lying in my bed; | |
| And the book that I had red, | 1325 |
| Of Alcyone and Seys the king, | |
| And of the goddes of sleping, | |
| I fond it in myn honde ful even. | |
| Thoghte I, this is so queynt a sweven, | |
| That I wol, by processe of tyme, | 1330 |
| Fonde to putte this sweven in ryme | |
| As I can best; and that anoon. | |
This was my sweven; now hit is doon.
Explicit the Boke of the Duchesse. | |
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