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A PALINODE [First published 1849.] IN 1 the cedar shadow sleeping, | |
| Where cool grass and fragrant glooms | |
| Oft at noon have lurd me, creeping | |
| From your darkend palace rooms: | |
| I, who in your train at morning | 5 |
| Strolld and sang with joyful mind, | |
| Heard, at evening, sounds of warning; | |
| Heard the hoarse boughs labour in the wind. | |
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| Who are they, O pensive Graces, | |
| For I dreamd they wore your forms | 10 |
| Who on shores and sea-washd places | |
| Scoop the shelves and fret the storms? | |
| Who, when ships are that way tending, | |
| Troop across the flushing sands, | |
| To all reefs and narrows wending, | 15 |
| With blown tresses, and with beckoning hands? | |
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| Yet I see, the howling levels | |
| Of the deep are not your lair; | |
| And your tragic-vaunted revels | |
| Are less lonely than they were. | 20 |
| In a Tyrian galley steering | |
| From the golden springs of dawn, | |
| Troops, like Eastern kings, appearing, | |
| Stream all day through your enchanted lawn. | |
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| And we too, from upland valleys, | 25 |
| Where some Muse, with half-curvd frown, | |
| Leans her ear to your mad sallies | |
| Which the charmd winds never drown; | |
| By faint music guided, ranging | |
| The scard glens, we wanderd on: | 30 |
| Left our awful laurels hanging, | |
| And came heapd with myrtles to your throne. | |
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| From the dragon-warderd fountains | |
| Where the springs of knowledge are: | |
| From the watchers on the mountains, | 35 |
| And the bright and morning star: | |
| We are exiles, we are falling, | |
| We have lost them at your call. | |
| O ye false ones, at your calling | |
| Seeking ceilèd chambers and a palace hall. | 40 |
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| Are the accents of your luring | |
| More melodious than of yore? | |
| Are those frail forms more enduring | |
| Than the charms Ulysses bore? | |
| That we sought you with rejoicings | 45 |
| Till at evening we descry | |
| At a pause of Siren voicings | |
| These vext branches and this howling sky? | |
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| Oh! your pardon. The uncouthness | |
| Of that primal age is gone: | 50 |
| And the skin of dazzling smoothness | |
| Screens not now a heart of stone. | |
| Love has flushd those cruel faces; | |
| And your slackend arms forego | |
| The delight of fierce embraces: | 55 |
| And those whitening bone-mounds do not grow. | |
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| Come, you say; the large appearance | |
| Of mans labour is but vain: | |
| And we plead as firm adherence | |
| Due to pleasure as to pain. | 60 |
| Pointing to some world-worn creatures, | |
| Come, you murmur with a sigh: | |
| Ah! we own diviner features, | |
| Loftier bearing, and a prouder eye. | |
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| Come, you say, the hours are dreary: | 65 |
| Life is long, and will not fade: | |
| Time is lame, and we grow weary | |
| In this slumbrous cedarn shade. | |
| Round our hearts, with long caresses, | |
| With low sighs hath Silence stole; | 70 |
| And her load of steaming tresses | |
| Weighs, like Ossa, on the aery soul. | |
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| Come, you say, the Soul is fainting | |
| Till she search, and learn her own: | |
| And the wisdom of mans painting | 75 |
| Leaves her riddle half unknown. | |
| Come, you say, the brain is seeking, | |
| When the princely heart is dead: | |
| Yet this gleand, when Gods were speaking, | |
| Rarer secrets than the toiling head. | 80 |
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| Come, you say, opinion trembles, | |
| Judgement shifts, convictions go: | |
| Life dries up, the heart dissembles: | |
| Only, what we feel, we know. | |
| Hath your wisdom known emotions? | 85 |
| Will it weep our burning tears? | |
| Hath it drunk of our love-potions | |
| Crowning moments with the weight of years? | |
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| I am dumb. Alas! too soon, all | |
| Mans grave reasons disappear: | 90 |
| Yet, I think, at Gods tribunal | |
| Some large answer you shall hear. | |
| But for me, my thoughts are straying | |
| Where at sunrise, through the vines, | |
| On these lawns I saw you playing, | 95 |
| Hanging garlands on the odorous pines. | |
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| When your showering locks enwound you, | |
| And your heavenly eyes shone through: | |
| When the pine-boughs yielded round you, | |
| And your brows were starrd with dew: | 100 |
| And immortal forms to meet you | |
| Down the statued alleys came: | |
| And through golden horns, to greet you, | |
| Blew such music as a God may frame. | |
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| YesI muse:And, if the dawning | 105 |
| Into daylight never grew | |
| If the glistering wings of morning | |
| On the dry noon shook their dew | |
| If the fits of joy were longer | |
| Or the day were sooner done | 110 |
| Or, perhaps, if Hope were stronger | |
| No weak nursling of an earthly sun
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| Pluck, pluck cypress, O pale maidens, | |
| Dusk the hall with yew! | |
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| But a bound was set to meetings, | 115 |
| And the sombre day draggd on: | |
| And the burst of joyful greetings, | |
| And the joyful dawn, were gone: | |
| For the eye was filld with gazing, | |
| And on raptures follow calms: | 120 |
| And those warm locks men were praising | |
| Droopd, unbraided, on your listless arms. | |
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| Storms unsmoothd your folded valleys, | |
| And made all your cedars frown; | |
| Leaves are whirling in the alleys | 125 |
| Which your lovers wanderd down. | |
| Sitting cheerless in your bowers, | |
| The hands propping the sunk head, | |
| Do they gall you, the long hours? | |
| And the hungry thought, that must be fed? | 130 |
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| Is the pleasure that is tasted | |
| Patient of a long review? | |
| Will the fire joy hath wasted, | |
| Musd on, warm the heart anew? | |
| Or, are those old thoughts returning, | 135 |
| Guests the dull sense never knew, | |
| Stars, set deep, yet inly burning, | |
| Germs, your untrimmd Passion overgrew? | |
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| Once, like me, you took your station | |
| Watchers for a purer fire: | 140 |
| But you droopd in expectation, | |
| And you wearied in desire. | |
| When the first rose flush was steeping | |
| All the frore peaks awful crown, | |
| Shepherds say, they found you sleeping | 145 |
| In a windless valley, further down. | |
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| Then you wept, and slowly raising | |
| Your dozd eyelids, sought again, | |
| Half in doubt, they say, and gazing | |
| Sadly back, the seats of men. | 150 |
| Snatchd an earthly inspiration | |
| From some transient human Sun, | |
| And proclaimd your vain ovation | |
| For the mimic raptures you had won. | |
| Pluck, pluck cypress, O pale maidens, | 155 |
| Dusk the hall with yew! | |
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| With a sad, majestic motion | |
| With a stately, slow surprise | |
| From their earthward-bound devotion | |
| Lifting up your languid eyes: | 160 |
| Would you freeze my louder boldness | |
| Dumbly smiling as you go? | |
| One faint frown of distant coldness | |
| Flitting fast across each marble brow? | |
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| Do I brighten at your sorrow | 165 |
| O sweet Pleaders? doth my lot | |
| Find assurance in to-morrow | |
| Of one joy, which you have not? | |
| O speak once! and let my sadness, | |
| And this sobbing Phrygian strain, | 170 |
| Shamd and baffled by your gladness, | |
| Blame the music of your feasts in vain. | |
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| Scent, and song, and light, and flowers | |
| Gust on gust, the hoarse winds blow. | |
| Come, bind up those ringlet showers! | 175 |
| Roses for that dreaming brow! | |
| Come, once more that ancient lightness, | |
| Glancing feet, and eager eyes! | |
| Let your broad lamps flash the brightness | |
| Which the sorrow-stricken day denies! | 180 |
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| Through black depths of serried shadows, | |
| Up cold aisles of buried glade; | |
| In the mist of river meadows | |
| Where the looming kine are laid; | |
| From your dazzled windows streaming, | 185 |
| From the humming festal room, | |
| Deep and far, a broken gleaming | |
| Reels and shivers on the ruffled gloom. | |
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| Where I stand, the grass is glowing: | |
| Doubtless, you are passing fair: | 190 |
| But I hear the north wind blowing; | |
| And I feel the cold night-air. | |
| Can I look on your sweet faces, | |
| And your proud heads backward thrown, | |
| From this dusk of leaf-strewn places | 195 |
| With the dumb woods and the night alone? | |
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| But, indeed, this flux of guesses | |
| Mad delight, and frozen calms | |
| Mirth to-day and vine-bound tresses, | |
| And to-morrowfolded palms | 200 |
| Is this all? this balancd measure? | |
| Could life run no easier way? | |
| Happy at the noon of pleasure, | |
| Passive, at the midnight of dismay? | |
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| But, indeed, this proud possession | 205 |
| This far-reaching magic chain, | |
| Linking in a mad succession | |
| Fits of joy and fits of pain: | |
| Have you seen it at the closing? | |
| Have you trackd its clouded ways? | 210 |
| Can your eyes, while fools are dozing, | |
| Drop, with mine, adown lifes latter days? | |
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| When a dreary light is wading | |
| Through this waste of sunless greens | |
| When the flashing lights are fading | 215 |
| On the peerless cheek of queens | |
| When the mean shall no more sorrow | |
| And the proudest no more smile | |
| While the dawning of the morrow | |
| Widens slowly westward all that while? | 220 |
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| Then, when change itself is over, | |
| When the slow tide sets one way, | |
| Shall you find the radiant lover, | |
| Even by moments, of to-day? | |
| The eye wanders, faith is failing: | 225 |
| O, loose hands, and let it be! | |
| Proudly, like a king bewailing, | |
| O, let fall one tear, and set us free! | |
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| All true speech and large avowal | |
| Which the jealous soul concedes: | 230 |
| All mans heartwhich brooks bestowal: | |
| All frank faithwhich passion breeds: | |
| These we had, and we gave truly: | |
| Doubt not, what we had, we gave: | |
| False we were not, nor unruly: | 235 |
| Lodgers in the forest and the cave. | |
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| Long we wanderd with you, feeding | |
| Our sad souls on your replies: | |
| In a wistful silence reading | |
| All the meaning of your eyes: | 240 |
| By moss-borderd statues sitting, | |
| By well-heads, in summer days. | |
| But we turn, our eyes are flitting. | |
| See, the white east, and the morning rays! | |
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| And you too, O weeping Graces, | 245 |
| Sylvan Gods of this fair shade! | |
| Is there doubt on divine faces? | |
| Are the happy Gods dismayd? | |
| Can men worship the wan features, | |
| The sunk eyes, the wailing tone, | 250 |
| Of unspherd discrowned creatures, | |
| Souls as little godlike as their own? | |
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| Come, loose hands! The wingèd fleetness | |
| Of immortal feet is gone. | |
| And your scents have shed their sweetness, | 255 |
| And your flowers are overblown. | |
| And your jewelld gauds surrender | |
| Half their glories to the day: | |
| Freely did they flash their splendour, | |
| Freely gave itbut it dies away. | 260 |
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| In the pines the thrush is waking | |
| Lo, yon orient hill in flames: | |
| Scores of true love knots are breaking | |
| At divorce which it proclaims. | |
| When the lamps are pald at morning, | 265 |
| Heart quits heart, and hand quits hand. | |
| Cold in that unlovely dawning, | |
| Loveless, rayless, joyless you shall stand. | |
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| Strew no more red roses, maidens, | |
| Leave the lilies in their dew: | 270 |
| Pluck, pluck cypress, O pale maidens! | |
| Dusk, O dusk the hall with yew! | |
| Shall I seek, that I may scorn her, | |
| Her I lovd at eventide? | |
| Shall I ask, what faded mourner | 275 |
| Stands, at daybreak, weeping by my side? | |
| Pluck, pluck cypress, O pale maidens! | |
| Dusk the hall with yew! | |