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An Apartment In The Cenci Palace. | |
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Enter COUNT CENCI, and CARDINAL CAMILLO | |
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Camillo THAT matter of the murder is hushed up | |
| If you consent to yield his Holiness | |
| Your fief that lies beyond the Pincian gate. | 5 |
| It needed all my interest in the conclave | |
| To bend him to this point: he said that you | |
| Bought perilous impunity with your gold; | |
| That crimes like yours if once or twice compounded | |
| Enriched the Church, and respited from hell | 10 |
| An erring soul which might repent and live: | |
| But that the glory and the interest | |
| Of the high throne he fills, little consist | |
| With making it a daily mart of guilt | |
| As manifold and hideous as the deeds | 15 |
| Which you scarce hide from mens revolted eyes. | |
| Cenci. The third of my possessionslet it go! | |
| Ay, I once heard the nephew of the Pope | |
| Had sent his architect to view the ground, | |
| Meaning to build a villa on my vines | 20 |
| The next time I compounded with his uncle: | |
| I little thought he should outwit me so! | |
| Henceforth no witnessnot the lampshall see | |
| That which the vassal threatened to divulge | |
| Whose throat is choked with dust for his reward. | 25 |
| The deed he saw could not have rated higher | |
| Than his most worthless life:it angers me! | |
| Respited me from Hell!So may the Devil | |
| Respite their souls from Heaven. No doubt Pope Clement, | |
| And his most charitable nephews, pray | 30 |
| That the Apostle Peter and the saints | |
| Will grant for their sake that I long enjoy | |
| Strength, wealth, and pride, and lust, and length of days | |
| Wherein to act the deeds which are the stewards | |
| Of their revenue.But much yet remains | 35 |
| To which they show no title. | |
| Camillo. Oh, Count Cenci! | |
| So much that thou mightst honourably live | |
| And reconcile thyself with thine own heart | |
| And with thy God, and with the offended world. | 40 |
| How hideously look deeds of lust and blood | |
| Thro those snow white and venerable hairs! | |
| Your children should be sitting round you now, | |
| But that you fear to read upon their looks | |
| The shame and misery you have written there. | 45 |
| Where is your wife? Where is your gentle daughter? | |
| Methinks her sweet looks, which make all things else | |
| Beauteous and glad, might kill the fiend within you. | |
| Why is she barred from all society | |
| But her own strange and uncomplaining wrongs? | 50 |
| Talk with me, Count,you know I mean you well. | |
| I stood beside your dark and fiery youth | |
| Watching its bold and bad career, as men | |
| Watch meteors, but it vanished notI marked | |
| Your desperate and remorseless manhood; now | 55 |
| Do I behold you in dishonoured age | |
| Charged with a thousand unrepented crimes. | |
| Yet I have ever hoped you would amend, | |
| And in that hope have saved your life three times. | |
| Cenci. For which Aldobrandino owes you now | 60 |
| My fief beyond the Pincian-Cardinal, | |
| One thing, I pray you, recollect henceforth, | |
| And so we shall converse with less restraint. | |
| A man you knew spoke of my wife and daughter | |
| He was accustomed to frequent my house; | 65 |
| So the next day his wife and daughter came | |
| And asked if I had seen him; and I smiled: | |
| I think they never saw him any more. | |
| Camillo. Thou execrable man, beware! | |
| Cenci. Of thee? | 70 |
| Nay this is idle:We should know each other. | |
| As to my character for what men call crime | |
| Seeing I please my senses as I list, | |
| And vindicate that right with force or guile | |
| It is a public matter, and I care not | 75 |
| If I discuss it with you. I may speak | |
| Alike to you and my own conscious heart | |
| For you give out that you have half reformed me, | |
| Therefore strong vanity will keep you silent | |
| If fear should not; both will, I do not doubt. | 80 |
| All men delight in sensual luxury, | |
| All men enjoy revenge; and most exult | |
| Over the tortures they can never feel | |
| Flattering their secret peace with others pain. | |
| But I delight in nothing else. I love | 85 |
| The sight of agony, and the sense of joy, | |
| When this shall be anothers, and that mine. | |
| And I have no remorse and little fear, | |
| Which are, I think, the checks of other men. | |
| This mood has grown upon me, until now | 90 |
| Any design my captious fancy makes | |
| The picture of its wish, and it forms none | |
| But such as men like you would start to know, | |
| Is as my natural food and rest debarred | |
| Until it be accomplished. | 95 |
| Camillo. Art thou not | |
| Most miserable? | |
| Cenci. Why, miserable? | |
| No.I am what your theologians call | |
| Hardened;which they must be in impudence, | 100 |
| So to revile a mans peculiar taste. | |
| True, I was happier than I am, while yet | |
| Manhood remained to act the thing I thought; | |
| While lust was sweeter than revenge; and now | |
| Invention palls:Ay, we must all grow old | 105 |
| And but that there yet remains a deed to act | |
| Whose horror might make sharp an appetite | |
| Duller than mineId doI know not what. | |
| When I was young I thought of nothing else | |
| But pleasure; and I fed on honey sweets: | 110 |
| Men, by St. Thomas! cannot live like bees, | |
| And I grew tired:yet, till I killed a foe, | |
| And heard his groans, and heard his childrens groans, | |
| Knew I not what delight was else on earth, | |
| Which now delights me little. I the rather | 115 |
| Look on such pangs as terror ill conceals, | |
| The dry fixed eyeball; the pale quivering lip, | |
| Which tell me that the spirit weeps within | |
| Tears bitterer than the bloody sweat of Christ. | |
| I rarely kill the body, which preserves, | 120 |
| Like a strong prison, the soul within my power, | |
| Wherein I feed it with the breath of fear | |
| For hourly pain. | |
| Camillo. Hells most abandoned fiend | |
| Did never, in the drunkenness of guilt, | 125 |
| Speak to his heart as now you speak to me; | |
| I thank my God that I believe you not. | |
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Enter ANDREA | |
| Andrea. My Lord, a gentleman from Salamanca | |
| Would speak with you. | 130 |
| Cenci. Bid him attend me in the grand saloon. [Exit ANDREA. | |
| Camillo. Farewell; and I will pray | |
| Almighty God that thy false, impious words | |
| Tempt not his spirit to abandon thee. [Exit CAMILLO. | |
| Cenci. The third of my possessions! I must use | 135 |
| Close husbandry, or gold, the old mans sword, | |
| Falls from my withered hand. But yesterday | |
| There came an order from the Pope to make | |
| Fourfold provision for my cursed sons; | |
| Whom I had sent from Rome to Salamanca, | 140 |
| Hoping some accident might cut them off; | |
| And meaning if I could to starve them there. | |
| I pray thee, God, send some quick death upon them! | |
| Bernardo and my wife could not be worse | |
| If dead and damned:then, as to Beatrice | 145 |
| (Looking around him suspiciously.) | |
| I think they cannot hear me at the door; | |
| What if they should? And yet I need not speak | |
| Though the heart triumphs with itself in words. | |
| O, thou most silent air, that shalt not hear | 150 |
| What now I think! Thou, pavement, which I tread | |
| Towards her chamber,let your echoes talk | |
| Of my imperious step scorning surprise, | |
| But not of my intent!Andrea! | |
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Enter ANDREA | 155 |
| Andrea. My lord? | |
| Cenci. Bid Beatrice attend me in her chamber | |
| This evening:no, at midnight and alone. [Exeunt. | |
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