| | OH! that I were a poet now in grain! |
| How would I invocate the Muses all |
| To deign their presence, lend their flowing vein; |
| And help to grace dear Shepards funeral! |
| How would I paint our griefs, and succors borrow |
| From art and fancy, to limn out our sorrow! |
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| Now could I wish (if wishing would obtain) |
| The sprightliest efforts of poetic rage, |
| To vent my griefs, make others feel my pain, |
| For this loss of the glory of our age. |
| Here is a subject for the loftiest verse |
| That ever waited on the bravest hearse. |
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| And could my pen ingeniously distill |
| The purest spirits of a sparkling wit |
| In rare conceits, the quintessence of skill |
| In elegiac strains; none like to it: |
| I should think all too little to condole |
| The fatal loss (to us) of such a soul. |
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| Could I take highest flights of fancy, soar |
| Aloft; if wits monopoly were mine; |
| All would be much too low, too light, too poor, |
| To pay due tribute to this great divine. |
| Ah! wit avails not, when th hearts like to break, |
| Great griefs are tongue-tied, when the lesser speak. * * * * * * * |
| Oh! that my head were waters, and mine eyes |
| A flowing spring of tears, still issuing forth |
| In streams of bitterness, to solemnize |
| The obits of this man of matchless worth! |
| Next to the tears our sins do need and crave, |
| I would bestow my tears on Shepards grave. |
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| Not that he needs our tears: for he hath dropt |
| His measure full; not one tear more shall fall |
| Into Gods bottle from his eyes; Death stopt |
| That water-course, his sorrows ending all. |
| He fears, he cares, he sighs, he weeps no more: |
| Hes past all storms, arrivd at th wished shore. |
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| Dear Shepard! could we reach so high a strain |
| Of pure seraphic love, as to divest |
| Ourselves, and love, of self respects, thy gain |
| Would joy us, though it cross our interest. |
| Then would we silence all complaints with this, |
| Our dearest friend is doubtless gone to bliss. |
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| Ah! but the lessons hard, thus to deny |
| Our own dear selves, to part with such a loan |
| Of Heaven (in time of such necessity) |
| And love thy comforts better than our own. |
| Then let us moan our loss, adjourn our glee, |
| Till we come thither to rejoice with thee. |
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| As when some formidable comets blaze, |
| As when portentous prodigies appear, |
| Poor mortals with amazement stand and gaze, |
| With hearts affrighted, and with trembling fear: |
| So are we all amazed at this blow, |
| Sadly portending some approaching woe. |
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| We shall not summon bold astrologers |
| To tell us what the stars say in the case, |
| (Those cousin-germans to black conjurers), |
| We have a sacred Oracle that says, |
| When th righteous perish, men of mercy go, |
| It is a sure presage of coming wo. |
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| He was (ah, woful word! to say he was) |
| Our wrestling Israel, second unto none, |
| The man that stood i th gap, to keep the pass, |
| To stop the troops of judgments rushing on. |
| This man the honor had to hold the hand |
| Of an incensed God against our Land. * * * * * * * |
| Oh for the raptures, transports, inspirations |
| Of Israels Singer, when his Jonathans fall |
| So tund his mourning harp! what Lamentations |
| Then would I make for Shepards funeral! |
| How truly can I say, as well as he, |
| My dearest brother, I am distressd for thee. |
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| How lovely, worthy, peerless, in my view! |
| How precious, pleasant hast thou been to me! |
| How learned, prudent, pious, grave, and true! |
| And what a faithful friend! who like to thee! |
| Mine eyes desire is vanishd: who can tell |
| Where lives my dearest Shepards parallel? |
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| Tis strange to think: but we may well believe, |
| That not a few, of different persuasions |
| From this great worthy, do now truely grieve |
| I th mourning crowd, and join their lamentations. |
| Such powers magnetic had he to draw to him |
| The very hearts, and souls, of all that knew him! |
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| Art, nature, grace, in him were all combind |
| To shew the world a matchless paragon: |
| In whom of radiant virtues no less shind |
| Than a whole constellation: but hes gone! |
| Hes gone alas! Down in the dust must lye |
| As much of this rare person as could die. * * * * * * * |
| Great was the father, once a glorious light |
| Among us, famous to an high degree: |
| Great was this son: indeed (to do him right) |
| As great and good (to say no more) as he. |
| A double portion of his fathers spirit |
| Did this (his eldest) son, through grace, inherit. |
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| His look commanded reverence and awe, |
| Though mild and amiable, not austere: |
| Well-humord was he as I ever saw |
| And ruld by love and wisdom, more than fear, |
| The Muses, and the Graces too, conspird |
| To set forth this rare piece, to be admird, |
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| He governd well the tongue (that busy thing, |
| Unruly, lawless and pragmatical), |
| Gravely reservd, in speech not lavishing, |
| Neither too sparing, nor too liberal. |
| His words were few, well-seasond, wisely weighd, |
| And in his tongue the law of kindness swayd. |
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| Learned he was beyond the common size, |
| Befriended much by nature in his wit, |
| And temper (sweet, sedate, ingenious, wise), |
| And (which crownd all) he was Heavens favourite; |
| On whom the God of all Grace did command, |
| And showr down blessings with a liberal hand. |
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| Wise he, not wily, was; grave, not morose; |
| Not stiff, but steady; serious, but not sour; |
| Concernd for all, as if he had no Foes; |
| (Strange if he had!) and would not waste an hour. |
| Thoughtful and active for the common good: |
| And yet his own place wisely understood. * * * * * * * |
| Large was his heart, to spend without regret, |
| Rejoicing to do good: not like those moles |
| That root i th earth, or roam abroad, to get |
| All for themselves (those sorry, narrow souls!) |
| But he, like th sun (i th center, as some say) |
| Diffusd his rays of goodness every way. |
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| He breathd love, and pursud peace in his day, |
| As if his soul were made of harmony: |
| Scarce ever more of goodness crowded lay |
| In such a piece of frail mortality. |
| Sure Father Wilsons genuine son was he, |
| New-Englands Paul had such a Timothy. |
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| No slave to th worlds grand idols; but he flew |
| At fairer quarries, without stooping down |
| To sublunary prey: his great soul knew |
| Ambition none, but of the heavenly crown: |
| Now he hath won it, and shall wear t with honor |
| Adoring grace, and God in Christ, the donor. |
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| A friend to truth, a constant foe to error, |
| Powerful i th pulpit, and sweet in converse, |
| To weak ones gentle, to th profane a terror, |
| Who can his virtues and good works rehearse? |
| The ScriptureBishops character read ore, |
| Say this was Shepards: what need I say more; |
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| I say no more; let them that can declare |
| His rich and rare endowments, paint this sun |
| With all its dazzling rays: but I despair, |
| Hopeless by any hand to see it done. |
| They that can Shepards goodness well display |
| Must be as good as he; but who are they? |
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| See where our Sister Charlestown sits and moans! |
| Poor widowd Charlestown! all in dust, in tears! |
| Mark how she wrings her hands! hear how she groans! |
| See how she weeps! what sorrow like to hers! |
| Charlestown, that might for joy compare of late |
| With all about her, now looks desolate. |
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| As you have seen some pale, wan, ghastly look, |
| When grisly death, that will not be said nay, |
| Hath seizd all for itself, possession took, |
| And turnd the soul out of its house of clay: |
| So visagd is poor Charlestown at this day; |
| Shepard, her very soul, is torn away. |
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| Cambridge groans under this so heavy cross, |
| And sympathizes with her Sister dear; |
| Renews her griefs afresh for her old loss |
| Of her own Shepard, and drops many a tear. |
| Cambridge and Charlestown now joint mourners are, |
| And this tremendous loss between them share. |
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| Must Learnings friend (ah! worth us all) go thus? |
| That great support to Harvards nursery! |
| Our Fellow (that no fellow had with us) |
| Is gone to Heavens great University. |
| Ours now indeeds a lifeless Corporation, |
| The soul is fled, that gave it animation! |
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| Poor Harvards sons are in their mourning dress: |
| Their sure friends gone! their hearts have put on mourning; |
| Within their walls are sighs, tears, pensiveness; |
| Their new foundations dread an overturning. |
| Harvard! wheres such a fast friend left to thee? |
| Unless thy great friend LEVERET, it be. |
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| We must not with our greatest Sovereign strive, |
| Who dare find fault with him that is most high? |
| That hath an absolute prerogative. |
| And doth his pleasure: none may ask him, why? |
| Were clay-lumps, dust-heaps, nothings in his sight: |
| The Judge of all the earth doth always right. |
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| Ah! could not prayers and tears prevail with God! |
| Was there no warding off that dreadful blow! |
| And was there no averting of that rod! |
| Must Shepard die! and that good angel go! |
| Alas! Our heinous sins (more than our hairs) |
| It seems, were louder, and out-cried our prayers. |
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| See what our sins have done! what ruins wrought |
| And how they have pluckd out our very eyes! |
| Our sins have slain our Shepard! we have bought, |
| And dearly paid for, our enormities. |
| Ah, cursed sins! that strike at God and kill |
| His servants, and the blood of prophets spill. |
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| As you would loath the sword thats warm and red, |
| As you would hate the hands that are embrued |
| I th hearts-blood of your dearest friends: so dread, |
| And hate your sins; Oh! let them be pursued: |
| Revenges take on bloody sins: for theres |
| No refuge-city for these murtherers. |
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| In vain we build the prophets sepulchers, |
| In vain bedew their tombs with tears, when dead; |
| In vain bewail the deaths of ministers, |
| Whilst prophet-killing sins are harbored. |
| Those that these murtherous traitors favor, hide; |
| Are with the blood of Prophets deeply dyd. |
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| New-England! know thy heart-plague: feel this blow; |
| A blow that sorely wounds both head and heart, |
| A blow that reaches all, both high and low, |
| A blow that may be felt in every part. |
| Mourn that this great mans fallen in Israel: |
| Let it be said, with him New-England fell! |
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| Farewell, dear Shepard! Thou art gone before, |
| Made free of Heaven, where thou shalt sing loud hymns |
| Of high triumphant praises ever more, |
| In the sweet quire of saints and seraphims. |
| Lord! look on us here, cloggd with sin and clay, |
| And we, through grace, shall be as happy as they. |
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| My dearest, inmost, bosom-friend is gone! |
| Gone is my sweet companion, souls delight! |
| Now in an hudling crowd Im all alone, |
| And almost could bid all the world Goodnight. |
| Blest be my Rock! God lives: O let him be, |
| As He is All, so All in All to me! |