Stevenson, Robert Louis (18501894). The Master of Ballantrae. 1889.
ALTHOUGH an old, consistent exile, the editor of the following pages revisits now and again the city of which he exults to be a native; and there are few things more strange, more painful, or more salutary, than such revisitations. Outside, in foreign spots, he comes by surprise and awakens more attention than he had expected; in his own city, the relation is reversed, and he stands amazed to be so little recollected. Elsewhere he is refreshed to see attractive faces, to remark possible friends; there he scouts the long streets, with a pang at heart, for the faces and friends that are no more. Elsewhere he is delighted with the presence of what is new, there tormented by the absence of what is old. Elsewhere he is content to be his present self; there he is smitten with an equal regret for what he once was and for what he once hoped to be.
He was feeling all this dimly, as he drove from the station, on his last visit; he was feeling it still as he alighted at the door of his friend Mr. Johnstone Thomson, W.S., with whom he was to stay. A hearty welcome, a face not altogether changed, a few words that sounded of old days, a laugh provoked and shared, a glimpse in passing of the snowy cloth and bright decanters and the Piranesis on the dining-room wall, brought him to his bed-room with a somewhat lightened cheer, and when he and Mr. Thomson sat down a few minutes later, cheek by jowl, and pledged the past in a preliminary bumper, he was already almost consoled, he had already almost forgiven himself his two unpardonable errors, that he should ever have left his native city, or ever returned to it.
I have something quite in your way, said Mr. Thomson. I wished to do honour to your arrival; because, my dear fellow, it is my own youth that comes back along with you; in a very tattered and withered state, to be sure, butwell!all thats left of it.
Yes, said his friend, a mystery. It may prove to be nothing, and it may prove to be a great deal. But in the meanwhile it is truly mysterious, no eye having looked on it for near a hundred years; it is highly genteel, for it treats of a titled family; and it ought to be melodramatic, for (according to the superscription) it is concerned with death.
I remember him acutely; he could not look at me without a pang of reprobation, and he could not feel the pang without betraying it. He was to me a man of a great historical interest, but the interest was not returned.
Ah well, we go beyond him, said Mr. Thomson. I daresay old Peter knew as little about this as I do. You see, I succeeded to a prodigious accumulation of old law-papers and old tin boxes, some of them of Peters hoarding, some of his fathers, John, first of the dynasty, a great man in his day. Among other collections, were all the papers of the Durrisdeers.
The Durrisdeers! cried I. My dear fellow, these may be of the greatest interest. One of them was out in the 45; one had some strange passages with the devilyou will find a note of it in Laws Memorials, I think; and there was an unexplained tragedy, I know not what, much later, about a hundred years ago
To say truth, said I, I have only seen some dim reference to the things in memoirs; and heard some traditions dimmer still, through my uncle (whom I think you knew). My uncle lived when he was a boy in the neighbourhood of St. Brides; he has often told me of the avenue closed up and grown over with grass, the great gates never opened, the last lord and his old maid sister who lived in the back parts of the house, a quiet, plain, poor, hum-drum couple it would seembut pathetic too, as the last of that stirring and brave houseand, to the country folk, faintly terrible from some deformed traditions.
Yes, said Mr. Thomson. Henry Graeme Durie, the last lord, died in 1820; his sister, the honourable Miss Katherine Durie, in 27; so much I know; and by what I have been going over the last few days, they were what you say, decent, quiet people and not rich. To say truth, it was a letter of my lords that put me on the search for the packet we are going to open this evening. Some papers could not be found; and he wrote to Jack MBrair suggesting they might be among those sealed up by a Mr. Mackellar. MBrair answered, that the papers in question were all in Mackellars own hand, all (as the writer understood) of a purely narrative character; and besides, said he, I am bound not to open them before the year 1889. You may fancy if these words struck me: I instituted a hunt through all the MBrair repositories; and at last hit upon that packet which (if you have had enough wine) I propose to show you at once.
In the smoking-room, to which my host now led me, was a packet, fastened with many seals and enclosed in a single sheet of strong paper thus endorsed:
Papers relating to the lives and lamentable deaths of the late Lord Durisdeer, and his elder brother James, commonly called Master of Ballantrae, attainted in the troubles: entrusted into the hands of John MBrair in the Lawnmarket of Edinburgh, W.S.; this 20th day of September Anno Domini 1789; by him to be kept secret until the revolution of one hundred years complete, or until the 20th day of September 1889: the same compiled and written by me, EPHRAIM MACKELLAR,
For near forty years Land Steward on the estates of his Lordship.
As Mr. Thomson is a married man, I will not say what hour had struck when we laid down the last of the following pages; but I will give a few words of what ensued.